Rᴇᴄᴏᴠᴇʀʏ. { Full for now || Semi-lit || Read rules! <3 }

[Captain.]

{ IMPORTANT - This is not an emo/goth roleplay. So don't come here with those types of characters. c: }

Welcome to New York. Usually people come here on trips, to live their life to its fullest. They come here to party, shop, visit, have the time of their lives. But you're here for a completely different reason. You're here to recover. We don't know your story, but were going too. Everyone else here has their own history, their own story. Everyone has their reason to be here.

Of course no one wants to be here. You were sent by your parents, maybe because you self-harm, you're depressed, you're bullied so badly that anywhere is better than there. And now you're living here, hopefully to get better. Not only are you on your way to recovery, but a lot else could happen. Friendships, fights, romance, breakups, drama, maybe you could get worse.

[Captain.]

So, interested in joining? Sadly, there are extra rules to these roleplay because its a touchy subject for some.
THESE ARE IMPORTANT. PLEASE READ THEM ALL.

{ x } - This is a pretty serious topic to be roleplaying about. So please, watch what you say, and I hope you understand what I mean. We don't want to hurt anyone here. :3 Another thing, this isn't any place to talk about your own self-harm issues. This is a roleplay. Please do remember that, because I don't want to get in trouble for making a roleplay that consists of that.

{ x } - Please try to be as active as possible. c: If you are inactive for more than four days without giving me a reason, I will have to remove you. D:

{ x } - This is semi-lit. My rules for it are; one - three paragraphs or more each post. Each paragraph needs at least three sentences. :3 I don't want to have to do it, but if I see you are not being literate enough, I will have to ask you to leave the roleplay.

{ x } - Please do use your own form. History is probably going to be the most important part of it. c: Make sure you include the reason why your character is here.

{ x } - Don't over exaggerate on your characters history. By this I mean to give them every problem in the books. I know its possible in the real world, but I don't want that on the roleplay. You can have one - three please.

{ x } - There will be nine characters other than mine. That means, one character per person. Also, please do try to be active. c: One more thing; I will reserve you a spot for twenty four hours. After that, it can be given to someone else. NOTE - I may add more characters if I want. :3

{ x } - IMPORTANT. I hate having to do this, but I really need to be sure you read all the rules. Please put "Hello Captain." somewhere on your form post. c:

{ x } - Okay, not too much drama. By this I mean don't be begging for your character to have constant attention. Everyone here is for a different reason. You all go through some of the same things. You're character isn't "extra special" in any way. :3

{ x } - Romance is encouraged, even though it isn't exactly a romance roleplay.

{ Hmm, I feel like I'm missing something. I may add more to this later. :3 }

[Captain.]

Welcome to the center. The building above and in the first post in your new home.

The center is an old dance school building that was built in 1999 and closed in 2010. The city was going to destroy it until a young female teacher who they called Leann Marie decided she wanted to make a place to help others, including her own daughter. Its only the centers second year, but the people there are experienced, friendly, and they really do make you feel at home.

This is not a hospital. Its a home. They have places to hang out, things to do, but also classrooms to talk in groups about you and your story. Everyone is here is help you.

{ I will also add to this post later. }

Key = { Name - Age - Here for - Username }
TBA = To be announced.

The Ladies.

1. Victoria Brookes || Seventeen || Anorexia Nervosa || Captain.
2. Marceline Raelyn Foress || Seventeen || Anorexia Nervosa || finn.
3. Kamilia Alexa Stone || Seventeen || PSTD || MsEnchanted
4. Farah Vicki Willbourne || Seventeen || Attempted suicide & Self-harm || dream.
5. Eva Levesquieau || Nineteen || Depression & Bipolar disorder || Ｓwan Ｑueen

Crushes/Relationships:
None at the moment.

The Gentlemen.

1. Shane Douglas Ramirez || Eighteen || Temper issues & Substance abuse || otter.
2. Zac Riddle || Eighteen || Depression & Sleeping disorder || S k y e.
3. James Adrian Ramsey || Nineteen || Self-harm || Make_a__Scene
4. Alcon Graye || Seventeen || PTSD || Elfish
5. Aaron Isaac Smith || TBA || TBA || • ƬӇЄ ƜƦƖƬƖƝƓ ƊЄƧƘ •

[Captain.]

{ This is the roleplays post for updates. I will probably update this often. :3 }

{ Sep. 26th: }
- The roleplay was created by Captain.
- Originally I was accepted five other characters. Changed that to nine. :3

{ Sep. 27th: }
- Some reservations were canceled, more spots were open. c:
- We will probably start roleplaying today or tomorrow.

{ Sep. 28th: }
- We have started roleplaying. :3

[Captain.]

{ Extra post just incase. c; }

[Captain.]

{ Still editing my character. c: }

{ x || x }

"Hi, I'm Victoria. You can call me Tori if you want. I am seventeen years old, and I was born on January 19th. I thought it was quite obvious, but if you need to ask, I'm female. I have anorexia nervosa, and I have since I was fourteen years old. I currently weigh 87lbs but my goal is 80. I'm working hard."


"I guess I should start at the very beginning, and not just when I started this problem. I don't want to go too into depth about my childhood, because to be honest, its boring. None of it matters. I grew up with my mother, and only my mother. I was born in Canada, moved to the UK when I was three until I was twelve, and started public school in America when I turned fourteen. That's the first time I was ever bullied. And most of the comments were about my weight, even though most of the girls making them were two times the size of myself. I ignored it at first, but it got to the point where I needed to fix it.

At first I was afraid to stop eating. But after awhile, it payed off. For years I was able to hide it from my mother, my grandparents, my best friend and the bullies at school. Finally my mother found out, and she sent me here to New York. My biggest fear in the world is gaining weight. I currently weigh 87lbs and my goal is 80. Most of my bones are visible. Its beautiful. The girls can't bully me anymore, because there is nothing left to bully me about.

I'm still happy. I like making friends when I actually get the chance. I don't play sports anymore, and I hate swimming. Sleeping is my favorite thing to do, my mother says its because my body really needs it. I like to wear tights, sweatpants, large sweaters and hoodies. Anything warm, really. I don't have enough fat on my body to keep myself warm. I like it. I don't wear dresses anymore, but occasionally I will put on an old pair of shorts, even though people look disgusted when they see my legs. That's about it. I'm Victoria. What's your story?"


{ Editing. }

[Captain.]

{ Open. :3 Feel free to now post forms or reserve. }

[Monster.]

{Reserve me a girl}

[skye.]

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" My full name is Zac Riddle. I don't really have a middle name; at least I don't think so. I'm glad I don't have a middle name though, since it'd make my name weird.. Zac is apparently spelt wrong in peoples eyes since I don't put an 'h' at the end of it. And then the last name Riddle? It makes me sound like some sort of puzzle.
I don't like puzzles."

" I am 18 years of age, and turn 19 on December 29th. It's a really late birthday, I know. I just want to have a common birthday like August or June.. A day located near summer or spring. I don't want to have my birthday party in winter. I just want to have a water balloon fight that I couldn't get when I was young. So yeah. I'm not exactly that young anymore."

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" Hmm, how should I start this? I don't work out that often, but since I do dance I'm pretty fit. But I'm not like those bulky guys who are ripped and go to the gym everyday. I'm just, me. And being me means I'm right inbetween? It's hard to explain. I've got pretty pale skin, but I'm trying to go outside more often and get tan. I stand at 5'9", and I'd rather not give you my weight. That's personal information, and I don't see why you want to know my weight?"

" Now how do I say this without sounding cocky? I find myself very attractive, and you can call me an attention seeker or a jock, maybe even one of those vain sort of people. But to be honest, I don't think I'm ugly. I think that I attract many ladies, but of course, I'm no player. One of my faults is that I just don't trust people, meaning I've only been in one or two relationships in my whole life. I have brown eyes, and chocolate brown hair."

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Work in progress.

{ Depression/ Sleeping disorder }
" Even though it doesnt look like it from a first glance, I am classified with depression. Ever since I was little, I was told I could never be good enough; popular enough; smart enough; hot enough. So yes, I was bullied since a young age. I've almost considered self-harm, but I knew the bullying would just get worse if anyone ever found out. So I never did 'cut'.
I try to look as happy as possible infront of people so they won't ask questions, but.. They do find out sooner of later. The cause of my depression? My brother died from a car accident at a young age. I've always blamed myself for it, even though it was years and years ago.
Now about that sleeping disorder..
I just can't sleep. The normal amount of time I spend sleeping is around.. Four hours? Most likely three. It's just that, I can't fall asleep. I'm afraid of the nightmares that I get most nights; I'm afraid of so many things that might happen while I'm sleeping. So yes, I do have a sleeping disorder. My goal is to get atleast six hours of sleep one day; that'll be amazing to feel refreshed for once.

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<>Cheese<>
<>Singing<>
<>Dancing<>
<>Fruits<>
<>Acting weird<>

><Relationships><
><Cats><
><Ties><

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" I told you that I'm not looking to be in a serious relationship just yet. I've got some serious trust issues, meaning I trust no one. I've got my eye on no one so far. I might be waiting until I have a job, a house, the neccessities? before I start dating again. Maybe I'll just stay single forever? Who knows."

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Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

|| credit for pictures: Tumblr ||
|| George Shelley from X-Factor as Zac Riddle ||
|| All pictures go to their rightful owners, and I take no credit. ||
|| Form belongs to me, you have no right to copy it ||
|| Hello Captain! :D ||

|| Form is currently a work in progress, and I will be editing it to fit in with the plot ||

[theperfectwreck.]

||Reserve A Girl From Meh? c: Please.