Gah I lost my First post so let me try to start from scratch here; it won't be as good as my first one I'm sure.
I'm sorry that the paper will not be coming out this month. (Most likely) Due to personal reasons and people quitting. I was just getting the hang of the new system where I did the beginning and end month reviews to a small section of pets. This month it would have been rats and dogs for me since we didn't have any spiders.
To that note: I hadn't even realized what had been going on since I wasn't spending as much time on CS due to personal reasons and happened to check back to the thread; only to realize that three of our key people have quit. I didn't know what to do at that point since I directly work with one. I have also been asking the artist about their designs the past couple of reviews because reviewers simply did not 'just like my output' on things. So I decided that perhaps getting some insight would bring light to it. I've only one artist that did not wish to speak about their designs; which was a bit disappointing but I had expected it eventually. Though the ones that have complied have been great on help and I can't thank them enough.
Another key note to why mine hasn't been submitted is simply that I've been under a lot of pressure this week from my work. Basically I've been getting grilled on the job and just did not have the will or want to write or do anything after these depressing days. I just don't have the will to do it. I really love this paper but with all the negative feed back on work, my life emotionally right now and on the reviews themselves; I just don't know if I can hold that position any longer myself. I could do headshots etc of a character; or simple signature pieces. If you need anything in that area.
I would love to still help by some means; art; etc. But I don't think I could provide the articles every month. My apologies Calico but I think I'll have to dedicate my time to trying to get more sleep etc; one bad day at work could cost me my job. I need that to keep living.
I want to help anyway I can of course; you guys have stuck through with me since my mother passed. I appreciate everything you've done for me Calico.
I'm sorry that the paper will not be coming out this month. (Most likely) Due to personal reasons and people quitting. I was just getting the hang of the new system where I did the beginning and end month reviews to a small section of pets. This month it would have been rats and dogs for me since we didn't have any spiders.
To that note: I hadn't even realized what had been going on since I wasn't spending as much time on CS due to personal reasons and happened to check back to the thread; only to realize that three of our key people have quit. I didn't know what to do at that point since I directly work with one. I have also been asking the artist about their designs the past couple of reviews because reviewers simply did not 'just like my output' on things. So I decided that perhaps getting some insight would bring light to it. I've only one artist that did not wish to speak about their designs; which was a bit disappointing but I had expected it eventually. Though the ones that have complied have been great on help and I can't thank them enough.
Another key note to why mine hasn't been submitted is simply that I've been under a lot of pressure this week from my work. Basically I've been getting grilled on the job and just did not have the will or want to write or do anything after these depressing days. I just don't have the will to do it. I really love this paper but with all the negative feed back on work, my life emotionally right now and on the reviews themselves; I just don't know if I can hold that position any longer myself. I could do headshots etc of a character; or simple signature pieces. If you need anything in that area.
I would love to still help by some means; art; etc. But I don't think I could provide the articles every month. My apologies Calico but I think I'll have to dedicate my time to trying to get more sleep etc; one bad day at work could cost me my job. I need that to keep living.
I want to help anyway I can of course; you guys have stuck through with me since my mother passed. I appreciate everything you've done for me Calico.
