Outcast For Being Different ("JDT") [Pet Diary]

[xxazul63xx]

Please don't let ash be ebil XC

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Please don't let ash be ebil XC

Oh, I wouldn't worry about it. Things are never as they seem. c:

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Entry Twenty-Four

That's it. No more. I'm confronting Ash. I have to know what's going on. I'm at his house now, about to ask what's going on.

-enter some random amount of hours later here-

Okay. That was... interesting. Allow me to explain what the heck just happened.
Well first I was all like, "Okay, Ash. I have a few questions that I need answers to, no two ways about it. You will answer every last question I have, do you understand?"
He sighed. "Yeah, sure."
"Okay. First of all, how did you ever know what I had met with someone named Bleu?"
"You love those woods. It was only a matter of time before you came across the old bat and he filled your head with stupid ideas."
"And how did you become half weredog and half vampdog?" I asked.
"I was... trying something. And it worked."
"What were you trying?"
"I wanted to see if it was possible for the DNA to mix and not kill a person like it's said it will."
I took a deep breath. "And I bet it would kill a person. A normal person. But you have demonwolf DNA, don't you?"
"...Maybe a little bit."
And that's what made me want to scream.
"Why did you tell me that?!"
He sighed again and stood up, beginning to walk in circles around the room. He looked... weird. That's the best I can describe it. I'm not sure if it was sadness or nostalgia or whatever the heck else, but it was something. It was awhile before he stopped walking in circles and sat back down.
"It's a long story. Sit down." I sat down next to him before he continued. "It was a long, long time ago and you have to remember that. I used to be... different. I was a dark force, I had no conscience. I did as a pleased and didn't worry about how it would affect others. I thought only of myself. And one day I came across Bleu's pack and he let me in for reasons I do not know. Yes, I killed the ones I know he said I did. I admit it. I killed them. But you have to realize that as a demonwolf, I had a very short temper and I got pushed too far one day and I made a mistake. They did this weird... ritual thing where they extracted the demonwolf from me and put it in another person, therefore freezing me in my current state for all of eternity. It was a very painful thing to go through. I didn't want to live as a weakling, so I did mix the weredog and vampdog DNA together and used it on myself. My system was used to the strange DNA of a demonwolf, so I was virtually unharmed by the mixture. I could go on, but the rest is unimportant. All you need to know is that I've changed over the years."
I sighed and hugged him. He'd told me the truth, that much was obvious, so I have no reason to not trust him. I love him.
No matter what he was or is.

-Kylie

[xxazul63xx]

Ah the magical words, AND............ ASH ISN'T EBIL!

[cswolf.]

Awww so cute. Please continue <3

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Meep. Here's some. :3

Entry Twenty-Five

Today sucked. Period.
So I was out at the store, minding my own dang business, when I saw Moon. She walked right over to me and of all the things she could have done, she slapped me. I don't know why, but she did. She only said one thing.

"That's what you get."

That's what I get for what? Augh, I'm dreading school starting again. It's coming up in about a week and I really don't want to go. But on the plus side it's my last year of school here before I can go off to some fancy college or something. 'Cause I kinda want to go to college.
But that's not really the point. So I got slapped by Moon for no apparent reason. And THEN guess what happened? Renn happened. He showed up at my house and just started... yelling at me. I don't even know why. I mean, I already knew that Moon and them had disowned me, that much was obvious, and I knew Renn didn't like me, but why was everyone turning on me?
Naturally I went crying to Ash. He told me he'd take care of it. I don't think I want to know what he meant by that. I shouldn't still be awake now; it's past midnight and dad is in bed asleep. But I couldn't sleep so I thought I'd get some of this off my chest. I think Ash is the only person in the world who doesn't hate me now.
But... There is something different with me. A lot different. I just noticed this afternoon that my claws and my teeth are sharper then usual. It probably is nothing, but it's still kinda weird. Wouldn't it be so weird if I just turned into, like, a were-vampdog like Ash?
Wait. A were-vampdog like Ash?
Oh crap.

-Kylie

[cswolf.]

LOL The last thing she writes

"Wait. A were-vampdog like Ash?
Oh crap."

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Entry Twenty-Six

I'm in the woods now. I'm scared and cold and hungry and I don't know what to do. But if there is one thing I do know, it's that Ash totally did something to me.
I don't know why he would, but I swear he's... changed me into something I don't want to be. Whatever he did, I am not like him. There's wings and extra fur and the claws and the teeth and all this other stuff and I don't know what I am. I came to hide in the woods so my father wouldn't see me like this. He'll totally freak out when he sees me.
Bleu. Maybe he knows what's going on.

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This is bad. Very, very bad. I don't think Ash did anything to me. I think Bleu did it. I went to his den and he wasn't there. But there was a note that read:
"It is time. You are the Akira, a good force. You will do great things.
You'll notice the changes, like your wings. Like them yet? Don't worry. You'll grow used to them.
Akira. You know what you must do. Use your changes for good. Just... Don't start rambling about saving my kind just yet.
We wouldn't want for you to go into this too fast and for you to go into shock and die, now would we?"
Oh, where's my Ash? I need my Ash...
Wonderful. My vision just changed. I don't know how to describe it, but it's like I can see the true nature of everything around me. Cool.

But I still need Ash.

-Kylie

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Entry Twenty-Seven

Well then. I guess I'm officially and royally screwed.
I went to Ash and started badgering him about what in the heck had happened to me. He had taken a deep breath and said, "I don't know."[
I replied with, "So this isn't your doing?"
"Why would I do this to you?!" he snapped. "...Come with me."
He led me to his basement, which had been turned into a library. I resented him for never showing me that before. Not that I blamed him--I could do some serious damage in that room.
He scanned shelf after shelf, muttering to himself. Eventually he found what he was looking for. He pulled the book off the shelf and flipped through the pages until he found what he was looking for. Remember what I said about "seeing things' true natures"? Well it was the weirdest thing... In the moment he was hunched over the book, I saw two different colors and that was it. There was a blackness surrounding him closest, but there was yellow-white nipping at the edges of the black. What was that supposed to mean? Something told me it meant there was still an extreme darkness in him, but there was something causing the blackness to fade and let light work its way in. The only question, was what in the world might be the source of the new light in his life.
I couldn't be sure.
"He... You... I AM GOING TO MURDER HIM!" he screamed at the top of his lungs. For a moment the blackness overtook the light, shadowing him in darkness, but the second he looked back at me, the light returned. Could it be that... I... was the cause of that light? No. No way. Not possible. I'm not that special.
"...What are you talking about?" I managed to choke out.
"He... He... He called you Akira. He told you it was your job to make people see sense. To leave his kind alone. Have you ever ate or drank anything he's ever personally given you?"
"Yes. Of course I have," I replied.
He looked me square in the eye. "We're going to get this reversed. You don't have to stay like this."
I wiggled my leg, the extra fur wiggling with it. "I would appreciate being normal again."
"Then come with me. I am going to make him pay for this."

-Kylie

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[Will write next entry when I know somepony read this one. xD]