And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since 18
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
Cos we're just under the upperhand
And go mad for a couple of grams
And she don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly
Hey, It's nice to meet you. I guess I should start by telling you about me. Well, My
Name: is Kassidy Andrew Trumen. I was named after my mother who I never met seeing how she died giving birth to me. My great grandpa's name was Andrew so that's where I got my middle name and the last name is pretty easy to figure out. Some people call me
Nicknames: Kas, or even Kat seeing how that's what my initials spell. As for my
Age:I'm finally 18. You would think that this would seem exciting but, it's really scary if you think about it. I mean you're getting kicked out of home. Speaking of home, I live with my family, well part of it is my real family. My
Family consist of my dad, my step mother whom I really don't like due to her seeming so fake, and my half sister. Even though she's a reproduction of my
father and the she devil my sister is pretty cool. Plus, I can't just disown her....Right? Well She's basically one of the closest people to me. Whenever I'm down; which is ofter, she's there to listen to me and is by far one of the most amazing people on this earth. I guess we should talk about my
Personality: now. My friends describe me as the crazy one which is probably true seeing how I'm ADHD and all. I'm usually the one to laugh in a serious time like at a funeral which I have done before but I had a right. They say I'm usually just a little ball of sunshine and that I'm easy to get along with which is good right. Well when ever I'm not goofing around and starring at strange things and saying random facts or opinions, I'm really sweet. I have been told multiple times that I'm by far one
of the best listeners there is. I'm often the go to person when you have a problem that needs to be fixed. I can be mean though. Whenever I'm upset or sad I will tend to lash out at others. When this happens I can be very rude and hurtful and I will say sorry in advance right now. If I snap at you it will take a while for me to apologize because thats just the way I am.When I'm upset I tend to distance myself so I can prevent this. Overall if you're nice to me I will most likely be nice right back to you. Just remember that if you ever need anything I will do my best to do it or at least make the situation better than it already is. Oh please don't use the words hate around me I won't take you seriously. Just saying.
Alright now for the Likes and dislikes. I'll start with the Likes: I.Love.Food. Me having a high metabolism is great due to the fact that I am in love with food. I tend to have sharing problems when it comes to my food and this one time I bit my friends hand when she tried to take my beef jerky. I love beef jerky as well. I love to sing even though only a few people have ever heard me sing. I also play the piano and I have been playing since I was twelve. I am in love with ALL disney movies and who can blame me. They're magical right.Now for the Dislikes:. I hate stuck up people. They're selfish and only care about themselves. I also hate it when people try to take my food. One thing I can't stand is when people try to make others feel like they aren't worth anything. You are the reason for someones smile and you better remember that. Now for my long and depressing History:. As a little girl It was hard growing up with only my dad but, he did his best and I'm thankful for that. In elementary school I got picked on a lot when topics about parents were concerned. I met my best friend who just so happened to be a guy named Jorge. He was a year older than me but did his best to stick up for me. We had been friends since 2nd grade for me and 3rd grade for him. We stayed this way all the way till highschool and many people seriously thought we were brother and sister. I mean sure we were always with each other but siblings, nah. I met this one boy who I really liked and Jorge and I stopped hanging out as much. After the nasty break up in sophomore year Jorge was there for me. In that time period though I didn't know what type of problems were going on at his home. A few months after that he committed suicide not giving anyone a clue or any signs. I still blame myself for it. I cried a while on a daily basis and even resorted to drinking. I got into a bad crowd that year and the next but in my last year of highschool I got sober and in memory of the whole struggle against depression I got a butterfly tattoo on my left wrist where some scars can be seen. Underneath the butterfly are the words, "Prevail,". What really helped me the most was the realization that he would have wanted me to smile and be happy even with him gone. It was as if he were letting me know that I didn't need him to stick up for me any more like the times in elementary school. Jorge was telling me that I wasn't that scared little girl anymore. I was a young woman with her future in front of her and so I got better for us. On the brighter side lets talk about my nonexistent love life. So you make be wondering who I like and who my Crush is.
Crush: At the moment and near future I won't be liking anyone due to the fact that I have very high standards and I tend to compare boys. I will move on eventually but it will take me time so just sit down grab a ticket and wait for your number to be called. As for a
Boyfriend: I don't have one nor do I need one. I never got to tell Jorge how I felt and I never got to tell him that I loved him so I'm very shaky when it comes to relationships. Take it slow and maybe, just maybe I'll let you in. Now for my short list of
Ex's:. I have had a few but, not recently because you know... I have things I need to deal with. I've had four or five ex's though. Now
What to look for in a boy:I look for someone who knows how to have fun and just be themselves. I want someone who will take me seriously and except me for my flaws and there are a lot of flaws. This prince charming has to have a really really big appetite so I don't feel like a total cow when we go out to eat.
Now for the looks. As you can see I'm pretty short with a
Height: of five foot four. I'm very proud to be called a shorty though. With me being so short I only weigh
Weight: 87 pounds and 3 ounces. For my
Choice of clothing: I would prefer my favorite old t-shirt, regular t-shirts, tank tops, Vans, Converse, Skinny jeans, Shorts, and of course sweat pants. My
Hair color: I naturally a giant mix of browns. Somedays when I blow dry my hair I can even pass off as a dirty blonde. My
Eye color:is also very confusing with dark blue in the middle with a pale blue ring around it and the rest is a blueish gray. As for
Body Modifications:I have my ears pierced twice on each side and my belly button is as well. For tattoo's I have three of them. The butterfly with the word prevail and one on my lower back with the song title 'The A team,' on my lower back in cursive. On my ankle I have a small cross with the words strength on the inside of it. That's about it for telling you about me. Sorry if I bore or offended you in any way but, I really don't care.