"I feel so distant... Like we've grown part. I mean, it hasn't been that long- has it? Are you mad at me? Do you still like me? Love me? I hope so. Because I miss you. So much. More than you'll ever know, okay? Just remember that when you think of me. Remember that I need you... Even though we've grown apart."
--Oh Abbs... I miss you. I need to talk to you... Before I "punch a tree". Ha ha, remember that? I do. I remember everything. Which is pretty weird, you know? I mean, before, I couldn't remeber what you'd say to me five minutes later... Now I can remember it all.
Why would you be mad at me? I stood up for you- I promise. You just didn't see it. I defended you... I could've gotten arrested, for God's sake! Don't you realize that?--
Okay, vent art. On the right is my fursona, Renegade. On the left is a random design that I made up to represent my best friend.
Confused? Here:
The Friday that we got out of school, I went to my house and Abbie went to hers. I had Tae Kwondoe that day, so I went and worked hard, then went home. It was really hot and I wanted to go swimming but not alone, so I went over to Abbie's and she came over to my house. So we started swimming. We were in the pool for like an hour- I was home alone- and we heard voices saying "Is anyone home?" So we hid under a raft that I bought and we were really quiet, but I realized it was dangerous to stay in the pool so we got out and his behind my garage. I was tired of this and terrified, so I got a stick and walked closer to my house with Abbie behind me, and then I saw lights coming in from the window and freaked out so I ran back out. Then there was a light coming from the fence and the man was yelling, "Hey, can you come to the front door?" When I opened it it was the Police Department with a blonde woman with a pink shirt with khakis on. And they said "Hi. Is it okay if we take Abbie down to the office?" I said no, and he got mad and said I shouldn't talk to police officers that way. The lady was from CPS. Abbie had already been to CPS a few weeks earlier. They came in and Abbie got dressed and packed her stuff and the cops left with her. Before she left though, I handed her a piece of paper with my mom’s number on it and she said “Bye (my name). Love you.” I told her that I loved her too and then she went with them. It tore me apart inside. I ran to her house sobbing, and when I got there her mom was crying too. They had taken her down-syndrome brother Kyle already. She was yelling: “Why did you open the door?!” I explained the pool incident briefly to her. I hugged her and we were crying and I explained it to her and she apologized. Apparently the reason she had been so short to us lately was because she thought I had set Abbie up to talk to CPS. Now I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel absolutely terrible…
I don't deserve a friend like her. Really, I don't...
--Oh Abbs... I miss you. I need to talk to you... Before I "punch a tree". Ha ha, remember that? I do. I remember everything. Which is pretty weird, you know? I mean, before, I couldn't remeber what you'd say to me five minutes later... Now I can remember it all.
Why would you be mad at me? I stood up for you- I promise. You just didn't see it. I defended you... I could've gotten arrested, for God's sake! Don't you realize that?--
Okay, vent art. On the right is my fursona, Renegade. On the left is a random design that I made up to represent my best friend.
Confused? Here:
The Friday that we got out of school, I went to my house and Abbie went to hers. I had Tae Kwondoe that day, so I went and worked hard, then went home. It was really hot and I wanted to go swimming but not alone, so I went over to Abbie's and she came over to my house. So we started swimming. We were in the pool for like an hour- I was home alone- and we heard voices saying "Is anyone home?" So we hid under a raft that I bought and we were really quiet, but I realized it was dangerous to stay in the pool so we got out and his behind my garage. I was tired of this and terrified, so I got a stick and walked closer to my house with Abbie behind me, and then I saw lights coming in from the window and freaked out so I ran back out. Then there was a light coming from the fence and the man was yelling, "Hey, can you come to the front door?" When I opened it it was the Police Department with a blonde woman with a pink shirt with khakis on. And they said "Hi. Is it okay if we take Abbie down to the office?" I said no, and he got mad and said I shouldn't talk to police officers that way. The lady was from CPS. Abbie had already been to CPS a few weeks earlier. They came in and Abbie got dressed and packed her stuff and the cops left with her. Before she left though, I handed her a piece of paper with my mom’s number on it and she said “Bye (my name). Love you.” I told her that I loved her too and then she went with them. It tore me apart inside. I ran to her house sobbing, and when I got there her mom was crying too. They had taken her down-syndrome brother Kyle already. She was yelling: “Why did you open the door?!” I explained the pool incident briefly to her. I hugged her and we were crying and I explained it to her and she apologized. Apparently the reason she had been so short to us lately was because she thought I had set Abbie up to talk to CPS. Now I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel absolutely terrible…
I don't deserve a friend like her. Really, I don't...
And sisters seperated at birth. heehee. Love you Distant Hybrid. *hugs*
