


The tricked boy ~`~`~`~ The jealous ex-girlfriend ~`~`~`~ The innocent current girlfriend
Drained of inspration for a story D:
Sonmi-451 wrote:Perhaps those deprived of beauty perceive it most instinctively.
My couples thread and my books Kodiak and Triple CrownSonmi-451 wrote:To be is to be perceived. And so to know thyself is only possible through the eyes of the other. The nature of our immortal lives is in the consequences of our words and deeds, that go on and are pushing themselves throughout all time. Our lives are not our own. From womb to to tomb we are bound to others, past and present, and by each crime, and every kindness, we birth our future.
Sonmi-451 wrote:I believe death is only a door; when it closes, another opens. If I care to imagine heaven, I would imagine a door opening. And behind it, I would find him there, waiting for me.
Sonmi-451 wrote:Knowledge is a mirror, and for the first time in my life, I was allowed to see who I was, and who I might become.
Was it too much to ask? Was it too much to ask that I just sit quietly in the shadows of the Mer Palace, and watch Tova sleep in the courtyard? Yes, of course it was. But I figured that, even if I was caught on the Palace grounds and beheaded, at least I would be able to watch my muse, my beautiful object of interest, as she slept. Watching her sides rise and fall gently, and trying not to watch the creatures burrowing in the sand all around her, I was lost in thought. I must be insane. Absolutely and completely insane. For what Squalman in his right mind would fall for the Ra, the princess, of the Kole Clan? But I can't help it. By all "normal" standards I should be attracted to one of my own species, attracted to a Squalmaid. But I never have been. Maybe there's something wrong with me. Maybe I'm not because of my continued loathing for what I am, maybe I'm just in denial. Maybe this love for Mers, her in particular, come from my dearest wish to live among them, rather than in a litter-filled trench.
A cascade of bubbles and a swishing of fins alerted be of the guard's presence. He was wearing a helmet carved from a great conch shell and stained green, the color of royalty. He had a dark scar on his shoulder, in the shape of the Kole crest. The tip of a Mer tail with the sun resting between the two points.
"Oi! No visitors are allowed on the Palace grounds!" he said.
Thank God. He hadn't seen my fins, or my fangs. He thought I was a Mer. I nodded quickly, not wanting to talk in case he recognized me for what I was by my husky, rasping voice. I scraped my tail back several paces, stirring up as much sand as I could. It billowed in clouds all around my body, concealing my striped, rubbery fins from his veiw as I turned tail and swam quickly, batting my tail right, then left, right, left, right left. There was no rush of movement behind me, he had not seen. I could breathe again.
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Ikaaaaaaaaa wrote:
"I hate you."
He stares back, a grotesque grin on his face. "Of course you do."
I feel my face grow hot. "I do. I want to...I want.."
"What do you want?"
I bite my lip, run a hand through my hair. He mimics me. "I want...I want to kill you."
Silence.
"Oh you do, do you? Well why don't you?"
Good question. I hesitate. He always knows how to catch me off guard. I flounder for something to say, then come short. "I hate you." Is the whisper that leaves my lips.
He's laughing at me. "I hate you, I hate you, I hate you." He sings, his eyes taunting me.
"I wish I knew how to hurt you properly." I snap. "Then you'd be sorry."
He feigns fear. "Well, until then, I'm just going to watch you go black inside."
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"Daven? What are you doing in there?"
My mother.
With a start, my attention is ripped back to where I am. My bedroom.
I stand up, and put the mirror back in it's place.
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[ a concept I've been wanting to do for a while now. ]
Ikaaaaaaaaa wrote:
"I hate you."
He stares back, a grotesque grin on his face. "Of course you do."
I feel my face grow hot. "I do. I want to...I want.."
"What do you want?"
I bite my lip, run a hand through my hair. He mimics me. "I want...I want to kill you."
Silence.
"Oh you do, do you? Well why don't you?"
Good question. I hesitate. He always knows how to catch me off guard. I flounder for something to say, then come short. "I hate you." Is the whisper that leaves my lips.
He's laughing at me. "I hate you, I hate you, I hate you." He sings, his eyes taunting me.
"I wish I knew how to hurt you properly." I snap. "Then you'd be sorry."
He feigns fear. "Well, until then, I'm just going to watch you go black inside."
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"Daven? What are you doing in there?"
My mother.
With a start, my attention is ripped back to where I am. My bedroom.
I stand up, and put the mirror back in it's place.
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[ a concept I've been wanting to do for a while now. ]
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