Foxglove refocused on Mordecai as he began to speak, shaking her head briskly to dispel any lingering thoughts. Now was not the time to ignore Mordecai. A sad smile passed across her face as she replied, "It's alright if you're angry with me. I don't mind-- well, of course, I would mind. I'd understand. I deserve it, really." She swallowed around a sudden lump in her throat, averting her gaze, staring at the ground so intensely her vision blurred. She didn't deserve him. His kindness. His loyalty. She didn't deserve any of it. She didn't, she didn't, she didn't. "No, you're right," You're always right. I don't know how, but you are. "I could hardly control myself there. That's why I came back so fast. She was-- I recognised her. And she recognised me. I don't know how, or why, but she knows me. And that must mean she knows you." Raising her head, Foxglove looked up at Mordecai, a despairing expression on her face. "You should be angry," She said in a small voice, "You should be angry with me for ignoring you and doing what I want. I only wanted to protect you, to try and find out the truth, but I've probably only managed to get you in even more danger. And... I don't care about me, Mordecai. I don't care about what happens to me. It wouldn't matter if I was hurt, or killed, or anything else, but it's no more than I deserve. The things I've done... and the things I'll probably go on to do, I don't deserve protection. And you--you haven't done anything wrong. It was probably me that got your memory wiped anyway. Everything bad that happens, it's always my fault. I just... can't seem to do anything right. I always end up hurting someone." With a sigh, Foxglove returned her gaze to her ground again, and when she spoke again, her voice was not much above a whisper, "I'm just not sure that I deserve you, Mordecai. I just can't help thinking that I'm to blame for all of this. That maybe Layla is innocent, and I'm the one who did everything wrong. Maybe that's why some part of my brain hates her, and another part wants to be... with her. Because maybe she was the one that saved you. From me."
(-cue quivering violin notes- Um, well, from what I can remember from way, way, way back, Foxglove was partly responsible for what happened to Mordecai, right? When he went with Layla... or something. If not, I've made that up but OH WELL. So this isn't just her going completely off her rocker, just some part of her distantly recalling the fact that something was her fault. xD
I'm sorry that this is mainly speech. ><)