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[camiecat03]

Augh; I seriously need to get away from my life. Everyone is starting drama. I need to move and start over, again.

Go to illinos or Kentucky. Just somewhere.

These people are getting me to where I wanna kill someone or myself.

Just SHUT UP and leave me and ex alone. He doesn't wanna hear it neither do I.

*hugs*First off, please, PLEASE don't kill yourself, it's not worth it. and second, if you ever need to talk, just pm me, and i will help you with what i can. drama is terrible and especially when your friend is dragged into it.

[Spooksee]

This is my baby. :c
Her name is Pudge and she lives at my boyfriend’s house with other chickens (and her bff Blondie). I named her and am very attached and they’re being forced to give the chickens away and I’m really upset? Because my baby (and Blondie, since they come as a pair) can’t live with me due to our neighborhood’s dumb rules and our friend can’t take them both either.

…I’m really upset.

Also, this is her best friend Blondie. He is also a cutie.
I just wish I could keep the pair of them...
ugh. :c

[camiecat03]

This is my baby. :c
Her name is Pudge and she lives at my boyfriend’s house with other chickens (and her bff Blondie). I named her and am very attached and they’re being forced to give the chickens away and I’m really upset? Because my baby (and Blondie, since they come as a pair) can’t live with me due to our neighborhood’s dumb rules and our friend can’t take them both either.

…I’m really upset.

Also, this is her best friend Blondie. He is also a cutie.
I just wish I could keep the pair of them...
ugh. :c

*hugs* I'm so sorry. Losing pets is hard. Especially when you are closely attached. I'm sure your boyfriend will find them good homes were they will be loved. Just keep positive. Pudge and Blondie will always love you, so don't worry. They will be well kept for. just enjoy them while you have them and try to keep happy. Someday, you can get some new chickys and raise them and love them. not to replace them but to remember them.

[black swan;;;;;]

It's my fault.
Me and my girlfriend,Dancer / Raisa ,were at school,in our sport class.I'm not really sure of what happened,because I was at the toilet,but her ex hit her so bad she falled at the ground.The nurse called an ambulance.She is now at the hospital.
I tried to visit her,but they told me only nurses & doctors may see her.

It's just my fault.If I wouldn't ask her out after she and her boyfriend broke up,she would be ok.I don't want to lose her,she is important to me and I love her.
What if her ex will keep hurting her? ;A;

And I have one more question: Why doesn't he make ME suffer? I'd rather be the one who is injured,than see my lover in so much pain </3.

~Sunflower.

[Keriae]

It's my fault.
Me and my girlfriend,Dancer / Raisa ,were at school,in our sport class.I'm not really sure of what happened,because I was at the toilet,but her ex hit her so bad she falled at the ground.The nurse called an ambulance.She is now at the hospital.
I tried to visit her,but they told me only nurses & doctors may see her.

It's just my fault.If I wouldn't ask her out after she and her boyfriend broke up,she would be ok.I don't want to lose her,she is important to me and I love her.
What if her ex will keep hurting her? ;A;

And I have one more question: Why doesn't he make ME suffer? I'd rather be the one who is injured,than see my lover in so much pain </3.

~Sunflower.

It is not your fault at all. Don't blame yourself. It's not healthy.

Keep positive. She will get through this. You've got to believe that.

[SeddieDeer]

If anyone remembers, a while ago I stated that my Grandfather was developing Alzheimer's and called me by my sisters name.
I went to see him today and he said ''What a lovely young girl. Whats your name?''
I have been crying so much today. I don't know how to explain what it feels like to have your grandfather not remember who you are.
Its almost like it isnt him.
It hurts so much.

[XIII DEATH]

My mom is/ was being so mean to me on my birthday. It's a long story, but I told my 21 year old brother, Chris (he always understands) about it when I was close to tears but he hugged me and said stuff... I don't remember but it made me feel better. I felt so guilty because my mom wouldn't stop making me feel like all these problems were my fault, and that accidents I made were not accidents. He explained to me that my mom likes to over-react and blame everything on other people (pff I know that) butr also said not to worry about it because it wasn't a big deal like she was making it. I felt so guilty about everything, like I ruined my own birthday and everything... I don't feel that way anymore, but my mom just gets worse and worse. :*C

I'm so depressed now, but my counselor can't tell. On cs, I don't even run anything anymore. I don't name or organize my pets, I don't run my current auctions, or bid on my dreamies. Heck, I don't have dreamies anymore. And in life, I used to love the outdoors. It was my paradise. Now, I can't bear to go outside. I stay inside watching tv, zoning out, staring out the window, reading, writing, doing nothing. I don't care about anything anymore. I no longer have interests. I'm a lost person.

[decim.]

And so I hit my head.
Lied on my back, and stared at the ceiling.
Somebody take me off these pills.
It's been barely a month since the last episode.
I don't want it happening again.
Dead
Death
Dead
Death
Dead
Dead
Dead

If anyone remembers, a while ago I stated that my Grandfather was developing Alzheimer's and called me by my sisters name.
I went to see him today and he said ''What a lovely young girl. Whats your name?''
I have been crying so much today. I don't know how to explain what it feels like to have your grandfather not remember who you are.
Its almost like it isnt him.
It hurts so much.

-cuddles Seddie- I'm so sorry Seddie. You shouldn't have to go through that. You're an amazing young girl. And you're trying to be so strong. Don't be afraid to see him. Visit him, tell him you're name, tell him who you are. Tell him stories of good memories with him. Don't give up, okay?

[RedInkedWolf323]

My mom is/ was being so mean to me on my birthday. It's a long story, but I told my 21 year old brother, Chris (he always understands) about it when I was close to tears but he hugged me and said stuff... I don't remember but it made me feel better. I felt so guilty because my mom wouldn't stop making me feel like all these problems were my fault, and that accidents I made were not accidents. He explained to me that my mom likes to over-react and blame everything on other people (pff I know that) butr also said not to worry about it because it wasn't a big deal like she was making it. I felt so guilty about everything, like I ruined my own birthday and everything... I don't feel that way anymore, but my mom just gets worse and worse. :*C

I'm so depressed now, but my counselor can't tell. On cs, I don't even run anything anymore. I don't name or organize my pets, I don't run my current auctions, or bid on my dreamies. Heck, I don't have dreamies anymore. And in life, I used to love the outdoors. It was my paradise. Now, I can't bear to go outside. I stay inside watching tv, zoning out, staring out the window, reading, writing, doing nothing. I don't care about anything anymore. I no longer have interests. I'm a lost person.

I don't want to sound rude, but sitting around only pondering things, not wanting to do things, just staying a lost person, will only make your problem worse. I learned that the hard way, and now I pay the price. You shouldn't feel guilty for anything, you didn't do anything. Your mother is definately the issue, she shouldn't act that way to you, especially on your birthday! It is a special day for everyone, and since everyone matters, everyone should have a good birthday, not good for some and bad for others. You included. So you should do something about the problem. I always had the idea that, if you really care about someone, you wouldn't lie or fake to them. If something is wrong, tell them, and if they really cared about you back, they wouldn't get mad at you! I am not saying to march up to your mother right now and say, "You're being mean to me! Stop being a jerk!" or anything blunt like that, but just try to get the hint across to your mom that you are not happy by being treated as if everything is your fault. And you should tell this issue to your counselor, ask them to help, that is what they are for. They are there to help you, like those of us on here.
Also, try not to let your mother rule your life, if you don't want to be sad, then don't be. Don't focus your attention on her. You won't be able to impress everyone, my sister is like that. Take advantages of the joy in life, and have your trusted ones help you with the problems. We're all on this world together, so we'd best make the most of it.

I am sorry if I don't help you, but this is about the most I can do. I will keep you in my prayers ^^.

[DragonLoverHere]

I can't believe I am posting here.... I just can't bear it any longer..... I can't forget this one guy, even though it was years ago. He was my closest friend since we were little: we'd terrorize the neighborhood with our pranks, tell each other everything, and even were the shoulder for the other to cry on. He had told me June 7th two years back he loved me. I was just speachless, and he smiled, kissed my hand, said he would see me tomorrow, and left. I spent the evening thinking about it for so long, and I finally saw how much I loved him. I went to our meeting place so I could tell him the next morning, lighter than ever.
He never came back. A local horse with fear of trailers got loose and caused a horrid accident. I didn't know, so I went to his house. His mother just glared and told me the cold truth, then slammed the door in my face. His parents were never fond of me. I wasn't even aloud to his funeral.
I just miss him so much..... I just need a hug...... There'll never be another like him, and no matter how I try to find the right guy again, I feel like I am betraying him.....