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[camiecat03]

Hi, I am new here, and might aswell get this off my chest!

So, I write poetry, a lot of it, and it is all based off of my life, so my English teacher loves me, I have a freaking horrible home life, and the only thing that keeps me going is his class, it is also something that I look forward to, i am also really trying to not make this very self centered, because I am tired of everybody thinking I want to be the center of attention, I really don't, ever, in class I sit in the corner of the class ( he desk closest to the teacher, cause the kids tease you less in that seat) and at lunch I hang with the two girls who actually talk to me ( and I am not even sure they like me...) and smoke ( every now and then, it is more of a way to keep myself occupied then anyhing else) and the worst part? I have a huge crush on one of them, and she is going out with the other one... So you know, I think I will just write a few things down and make a poem for the corner, it that ok? Cause geez, now I have to deal with a drunk.abusive. A-hole. Of a mother! What fun!

And it starts to be about me, god darn it!

-Phantom

*hugs* don't worry phantom. this is the place were this post is suppose to be all about you. i'm sorry that you have such a terrible mom, it seems to be more common now of days. but don't let her words or actions get to you. and it just sounds like you need a friend(s) you can trust. and i know school can be hard, especialy when your being judged. and i'm sure your two friends like you, why else would they stick around? you are probably an amzing person, you've just had a hard life and don't get much attention at home. (or at least the type you want)

[.:Phantom:.]

Thanks **hugs back** and your right it is just freaking frustrating, and I am typing this on my iPod and it is so freaking annoying! But I have the entire day by myself and I am not even at home, we are going camping cause she wants to visit with friends...*sigh* well, off to bed for me! It is 11:24pm...

[camiecat03]

your welcome. and good night. i hope the trip goes okay.

[shadow.wolfdog]

Just stopping by to give some hugs for you guys. *hugs* And, I'm giving a quick prayer for you all to be happy and comforted. <3

[MovedintoOwlsaccount]

I feel like i should post here for a while...
lets see,
i just want to get this out somewhere where i don't bother anyone,
because PMing people would be quite nagging of me.
One : Grandad is in hospital because of lung cancer.
Two : I'm being bullied in a way
Three : CS does not co-operate, i just want some of the most beautiful dogs on CS, but they are too high on the rareslist, over the gap or so.
Four: I can't style my stupid hair.
Five: I MIGHT BE ARRESTED FOR SENDING AN ILLEGAL 'LINK'.
Six: I hate my life right now, i want to disappear.
Seven: Its the half term, i don't know what to do since i don't technically have a life.
Eight: Its so cold.
What else is there to say?
God.
I think i spamming the thread.
Im such an idiot.

[camiecat03]

I feel like i should post here for a while...
lets see,
i just want to get this out somewhere where i don't bother anyone,
because PMing people would be quite nagging of me.
One : Grandad is in hospital because of lung cancer.
Two : I'm being bullied in a way
Three : CS does not co-operate, i just want some of the most beautiful dogs on CS, but they are too high on the rareslist, over the gap or so.
Four: I can't style my stupid hair.
Five: I MIGHT BE ARRESTED FOR SENDING AN ILLEGAL 'LINK'.
Six: I hate my life right now, i want to disappear.
Seven: Its the half term, i don't know what to do since i don't technically have a life.
Eight: Its so cold.
What else is there to say?
God.
I think i spamming the thread.
Im such an idiot.

first off, you are not an idiot. *hugs* you just have alot going on. let see how i can help. so bare with me please
1) cancer is terrible and its horrible when our love ones get it. all you can do is try spending time with him, and make that time count. and (i'm sorry if this is not your belief.) one day, you'll meet him in a place with no more pain.
2) bullies are never fun. i can't give advice unless i know more about the situation... just stay strong
3) i hate that too. hmmm...
4) i'm there with ya, my hair is rebellious. gel won't hold, i hate hair spray, it takes an hour to straighten, and just forget about curling it. it's annoying, but you just have to live with it.
5) oh dear. um, i hope you don't. it sounds like you didn't know it was illegal at the time... umm. all i can say is that you are more likely to get a fine. and at most, a few days. but it's not like you robbed a bank.
6) no, please don't do that. that is never, i repeat, NEVER the answer. you are a good person who is unique and amazing, and is going through a rough patch. if you disappeared, think of your friends and familly. don't do that to them. even if it doesn't seem like they love you, they really do. thats just hoe familly works sometimes.
7) if your bored, go out and do sonething. make yourself a life.
8) i'm sorry... your talking about the weather right? (sorry, i just woke up too long ago.)
i hoped this helped. at least with some problems. my grandad is hurting too cause of cancer related stuff too. he had cancer awhile back and got the radiation treatment. appaerently, some got up too his brain. now he can't talk, can barely eat, and he can't walk, he can only move slowley and with little strength. it's like his soul is with us, but his body has become a prison.
sorry, i didn't mean for this to become about me. i just was saying that i'm right there with ya.

[classi]

Life is baaaad. D:
I am hopeless socially.
My hair is a freak.
I have four blisters on my feet.
I am ugly.
My stomach hurts.
Yep. And I'm embarrassed right now. For whatever reason.
I tried taking meaningful pictures of myself.
I can't get any inspiration.
I can't make them dramatic.
I don't have photoshop.
I can't edit well.
I look terrible in photos.

I need a hug.

[camiecat03]

Life is baaaad. D:
I am hopeless socially.
My hair is a freak.
I have four blisters on my feet.
I am ugly.
My stomach hurts.
Yep. And I'm embarrassed right now. For whatever reason.
I tried taking meaningful pictures of myself.
I can't get any inspiration.
I can't make them dramatic.
I don't have photoshop.
I can't edit well.
I look terrible in photos.

I need a hug.

*gives a big bear hug* first off, you are not ugly. everyone is beautiful in there own way. plus, the people who know they're beautiful an d brag about it, they are like roses, they have thorns. the blisters will only last 2-4 days, the pain will go away (i have alot of experience with that.) my hair is helpless and refuses to be style, so your not alone. i have some friends like that. you just have to find someone that is social and kind. they will help you. drawing is difficult and so is photo shop. but ideas will come. just try not to let it bring you down. i'm sure your an amazing person.

[classi]

But you can't see me. D: I guess I'm not extremely ugly... my friends told me that I'm pretty and my parents obviously do... sometimes I look pretty, but not usually.
I guess I need to focus on the pictures.
Thank you so much. That helped. *Returns hug*

[camiecat03]

But you can't see me. D: I guess I'm not extremely ugly... my friends told me that I'm pretty and my parents obviously do... sometimes I look pretty, but not usually.
I guess I need to focus on the pictures.
Thank you so much. That helped. *Returns hug*

well, to me everyone is beautiful... who is true hearted. i believe in inner beauty, cause outer beauty will fade.
i'm glad i could help you. i hope your pictures go well.