[[ When I was writing for Naomi it really bothered me because the only thing I could thing of was this... x'D ]] {:: N ᴀ ᴏ ᴍ ɪ ::}- - - + - - - + - - - + - - -
Some of us, we're hardly ever here
The rest of us, we're born to disappear
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By the time Lilith Spoke to her again, Naomi had been reduced to a shaking, quivering mess on the ground, not having the energy nor the will to carry on screaming. Her voice was gone, as was any coherent thought -- there was just the pain, and John, and Jane, talking to her the entire time like they were defying Naomi's right to ever be normal.
"You can't stop us."
"You're stupid."
"This hurts, make her stop!"
"I think it's kind of funny."
"They're not..." Naomi tried quietly, but her voice broke and her throat felt too raw to say anything above a whisper. "I can't," she said, nearly incomprehensible as another shudder went down her spine. It became her mantra, dead eyes staring straight ahead. "I can't, I can't, I can't..." Naomi had never realized how weak she was -- how the voices that weren't actually hers were her strongest, most exuberant pieces, how they took control of her so easy, had taken hold of her mind and clung on so tightly -- was this really pain that Naomi was feeling anymore? Was it real, even?
A dream, thought Naomi blissfully, If this were a dream... If this were a dream, Naomi would wake up. She would wake up and run, from all demons and all angels and hide in her own corner of the world until she died babbling to herself. She would create a fantasy for herself and be happy just knowing that what she was feeling could never actually be real.
If it were only a dream.
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Today I stood and walked away
I'm never coming back this way
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Faust glared after the half-angel and the demon, feeling a deep resentment toward both of them -- partly for the demon, simply for existing, and partly for the half-angel, who traitorously aligned herself with such foul being. Maybe, as all three beings chose to explain to him, he needed food, but he certainly didn't want to be following a demon around -- he was much too mighty for that. He looked at his hands again, frowning -- if anything, the little cuts had gotten bigger. That was... odd.
But he ignored it and didn't mention it, thinking that perhaps it was just another human characteristic that he didn't understand, and turned to Brea, frustrated and hopelessly lost. "I do not like my vessel," he admitted sharply, crossing his arms over his chest. He looked a little like a pouting teenager. "It is high-maintenance and restricting." More importantly, it also seemed to make the decision-making process harder -- her certainly didn't want to go with Amara and Adam, but would he need to? He glanced to Brea again, as if for guidance, feeling s twinge of annoyance at all these new things.
Faust had never needed to ask for help when he was Above -- he had always been given definite orders and he always followed them, always excelled at them. But here thinks were not sharp lines and black and white. Here, on Earth, it was blurred edges and shades of gray and Faust's mood turning progressively more sour with each passing moment. Faust wondered, if he were by some phenomena, to go to Hell, if her would simply be back on earth, forced to walk among civilization for endless years. That would certainly be adequate torture for him.