Today was... a bit bumpy. In every relationship, there are fights and arguments. Today, A and I sort of had our first fight. Everything was great like always until the lunch break. We were outside, and R, who is both A's best friend and mine, was a part of the fight. In fact, he was somewhat the reason, you could say. So at lunch, A was being his normal self and such. And then R was on his hands and knees, so, just for fun, I sat on his back. And after I hugged him ONCE. Just once, nothing special, a friendly hug. And then I was leaning on him and hiding behind him because people were throwing worms at me and he was the only one that wasn't. So I had my arm around him and I was like ducking behind him. I didn't realize that this could've, to some people, looked like a gesture of affection, when really it was just me playing around trying to avoid getting hit by worms.
A is really protective. Like really protective. All of that bugged him, and I don't know why. He knows that R and I are just friends. He knows that R doesn't like me as anything more than a friend and I've told him numerous times that I don't like R as anything more than a friend, but it really bugged him. Badly. Did he say anything about it? No. He didn't tell me until afterwards that it bugged him. As we were walking inside, I asked him why he seemed so p*ssed off, and he said that it was because of me and R, and the way that I was acting with R. He said that it honestly made him super jealous and that he felt like he was losing his girl. It was super duper cute to know that he cares about me enough to not go with the "bros before hoes (excuse my language)" motto and to not trust that his best friend wouldn't make a move, but honestly, it's a little bit annoying. He goes around and hugs a bunch of girls and, yes, it bothers me, but I don't say anything because I know that they're just friends and I don't want to make it seem like I don't trust him or make it seem like I'm acusing him of anything, because I trust him a lot and I don't think at all that he may be something else with one of the girls he hugs daily. But when I hug his best friend, who also happens to be my best friend and has been for quite a while, and lean on him - which A apparently thought was me "cuddling" with him, even though I was just hiding behind him - it's okay for him to get a p*ssed off at me?
Well, he was mad at me for a while, and I tried talking to him at school, but K kept getting in the way and making it impossible for me to explain anything. And she told him I was mad at him, which I'm not! I honestly think that she's trying to ruin things. Especially since all day she was saying that it was pretty much over now. Like seriously? We have one stupid little fight and you're trying to convince me it's over? No. I don't think so. A and I care about each other way too much to let one tiny fight about a stupid misunderstanding that has been fixed now break us up. That was a total b*tch move right there on her part. Telling him things that aren't true... It's a good thing he doesn't believe anything she says about me until he confirms it from me, and it's a good thing he also won't let a misunderstanding ruin it all.
After school, a while ago, I texted him and apologized and explained it. He forgives me and he says that we're good now, and that he's sorry for over-reacting and thinking that there was something going on when I told him there wasn't and never will be. He said that he just couldn't help being so over-protective because he was scared to death that he was going to lose me. That was one of the sweetest things a guy has ever said to me. I assured him that he's the only one I want, and that I'm with him for a reason, and that if I wanted to be with R or anyone else for that matter, I wouldn't be with him. I assured him that I wasn't trying to make him mad or anything, and that I didn't even realize that what I was doing would bug him until he told me it did. Afterwards, he texted me and said, "Hey, I love you" with a little smiley face that has hearts for the eyes. I told him a loved him too with a kissy face, and that's how I know that everything truly is fixed.
So glad that I worked that out -phew-
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