Crushes, Boyfriends and Girlfriends | V3

[Bellamy]

So the guy I like a LOT (definitely more than any other guy I've liked) is moving to the opposite side of the USA at the end of the year. *sigh* we finally started talking and stuff and he asked me to dance with him at the dance on Friday night. He's the only guy I'm shy around XD He's a year younger than me but he's really mature and could easily pass for a guy older than me, haha. He's so cute, and I guess more than anything else I just needed to vent, since keeping my thoughts to myself all day has caused me to be in a horrible mood.

[loonyloolaluna]

Hey guys. I need some help.

***

I like two guys.

***

UFO:

Pros:

• Is funny (understand my humour. Athletic (so am I).
• Plays those dorky awesome games (Like Skyrim and World of Warcraft) like me.
• And goes to ATC (Air Training Cadets) with me.
  
  Cons:
• He's 19, I'm 14,
• Has a girlfriend.
• Wants to be in the air corps.
  
  Other info:
• I can't tell him I like him. Because stuff like that at ATC is 'fraternizing' and it'd just be plain weird.
• There's alot of info about UFO in the other gb&c ... so if you'd like to know more search his name.

***

J or birdie ... idk. I prefer not to give him a nickname like that. I'll just call him Josh~ then.

Pros:

• Good at guitar
• Good at writing songs
• He wants to have a career in aromatherapy (my mum does aromatherapy, and has taught me some - so I suggested that I could teach him some). He also said he was interested in having a job in ... something to do with games/gaming, and Herbology. Being a Harry Potter fan I love that last idea.
• He's 'creeper' in a joking way and weird - which is sorta like me. (It's really funny!)
• But when we talk (on fb), we talk for ages, and talk about some deep stuff too. We've talked about crappy government, religion, music, jobs. And we've talked until 2 am twice.
• Writing 4 songs atm. 2 are funny, 2 are emotional. 1 is finished.
• He's told me he wouldn't force anyone to do something they don't want to do. Perfect.
• We have really deep (in my opinion) conversations.

Cons:

• 16, I'm 14 (what's it with me and older guys?!)
• Not good at reading or writing
• He goes to parties and gets drunk and ...
• I seem to only be able to talk to him on fb ... (it's awkward irl)
• He hasn't talked to me since I told him I like him
• I know this sounds stupid. But his initials are JM.
  In year 5 this girl with the initials JM back stabbed me.
  In year 6 and 7 this boy with the initials bullied me
  In year 8 this guy with the initials JM broke my heart.

Other info:

• He said he'd play guitar for me some time :3 (I also challenged him to play a complex song (el Mariachi - lyrics - look it up on youtube) and he said it was easy)
• Backtracking a bit to first week of holidays, on good Friday, me and my friend were talking about him, and she said she wanted to meet him, so she asked me to ask him to hang out. I did. I asked when he was free, and I found out when she was free too. Tuesday 10. The first (official!) day of the holidays. [the night I asked him to hang out a friend asked me out, and I asked Josh~ how I could let him down. Josh~ said 'Just tell him sorry and that you don't feel the same way' and I did, and thanked him, then I asked if he'd ever been rejected. He had. And I felt so sorry for him! And told him that he could eat some of his easter chocolate. He didn't have much so I offered to buy him some chocolate for when we hung out. I bought him Whittakers Berry & Biscuit :3] So when we hung out on that day ... it was really awkward He invited a friend, I invitedd a friend, a random tagged along too. I'm avoiding eye contact with him. But half the time I did look at him, he was looking at me. And we went to this park (called birdie park which can be a dodgy place, but it's a good park to play on the play ground on :3) and our friends talked, while we're like ... silent. Then we go play on the swings when some people finally get off them. Good fun. Up until the part where the random friend that tagged along she twisted my seat, then pushed me ... and ... wow. I derped. I majorly derped. But apparently he hadn't laughed like that in a long time :3 I felt very proud of myself.
• Some time last week, we were talking and it was like 1 am, and we hadn't said anything in 5 minutes. So I said 'Wangoballwime?' If you've read HP GoF, you'd understand And then this Thursday when I saw him, I plucked up the courage and asked him. 'Hey Josh~ do you remember when I said 'wangoballwime on facebook?' He was confused, and I told him I'd text him, and to look it up on urban dictionary. On Friday (yesterday) I was expecting him at school, but he didn't have money for the bus so he stayed home. I really wanted to tell him face to face that I liked him. That was a bad idea. He looked it up, and was confused, and I explained to him that that was my subtle way of telling him i like him. Then he said he wasn't exactly single. I asked if we could still be mates. And he said we could. Tbh, I'm actually happy he has a girlfriend. But I do wonder what he meant by 'I'm not exactly single..' I mean yes (he's metrosexual, again urban dictionary it) it means he has a gf, but what if he didn't ... Like ... have a gf ... what would he have said then? He hasn't talked to me since ...
• That song by P!nk 'Just like a Pill' idk why, but after our first convo on fb I thought of that song ... but it doesn't didn't suit our relationship then.

[s y n]

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!<3


So last night A and I hung out along with his best friend, R, who is also one of my best friends, and K. We met up at this gigantic park thing, but it's so huge because it has like a dozen football fields, soccer fields, baseball diamonds, etc. in it, plus an outdoor skating rink.

A was hungry - after he had just eaten a steak with R xD - so we went to the store nearby. Surprisingly, for a little guy, he eats A LOT. Okay, he's not really little, he's just shorter than me by like an inch or so. But yeah, he eats A LOT. So then he bought a pack of gum - I don't even know... - and that's it. We then walked back to my house to go jump on my trampoline. We got there and got on my trampoline. We were all just jumping around being normal until A insisted that he go inside to talk to my mom. I told him not to, and yet he was still going for it with a big smile. He was getting off the trampoline and was already up at my door, poised to knock, still wearing that smile. He started knocking really quietly, then waited. Nobody answered, so he came back, and we were all laughing.

He did that again but was serious this time. So I chased him down right as he walked into my house, grabbed him almost like in a hug, and dragged him out the door. I then proceeded to lock the front store and stand guard at the back door, since my trampoline is in my backyard. After twenty minutes or so of fussing around with him, he finally stopped and just got back on my trampoline. R was sitting in one of the lawnchairs texting, and K was sitting on the little "Lover's Swing" thingy that I have in my backyard. A wanted me to come on the trampoline with him, and just before that R and K had said that they'd give us each five dollars if we kissed. So he kept asking me all "smoothly" if I needed five bucks. I went on the trampoline with him afterwards, and he took my phone so we had to start fighting over it again. We rolled around, me trying to wrestle my phone away from him. I always managed, but then he'd grab it again when I wasn't paying attention and I'd have to fight to keep it. I ended up sitting on top of him at one point, when he was laying on his back, fighting over my phone. R and K were laughing about how wrong that looked - and A commented that he was enjoying this xD - and R took a picture on his phone, which we made him delete after. Then they both got on the trampoline again and A and I were sitting at the edge, leaning against the net.

He did the yawn thing, but purposely yelled "YAWN" as loud and as dragged-out as he could, which was sorta cute. I can just imagine him doing that if we ever go see a movie xD. So then he had his arm around me and I had my head on his shoulder, cuddled up since it was cold out. He continously got up to push R or to do a trick or something, but always came back. And once I wasn't right at his side, like literally RIGHT beside him, so he put his arm around my waist and pulled me so that I was RIGHT beside him, then put his arm around me. He kept getting so close, like he was going in for a kiss - which he most likely was at all of the times he did this - and then we'd just stare into each other's eyes and continue talking. Or he'd put his forehead to mine, which is totally adorable :3

There was ten minutes left before K had to go home and I had to go inside, so A and R had to go. A and I were going to go for the kiss on my trampoline, but my mom was in the kitchen right beside the window that gave a full view of the trampoline. So we cuddled up on the swing, which is right up against the porch so that my mom couldn't see us, even if she looked out of the door. K and R were impatient and insisted that we had to kiss now, especially since K wanted to see it and her sister would be there in like two minutes to pick her up. So we just sat there cuddling for a little while longer, then right as K's sister pulled up, we kissed. It wasn't any longer than a couple seconds, but it was somehow special. More special than any other time I've kissed anybody. So then he was about to leave, so we were hugging, and we both pulled away, arms still around each other. Let's just say, I got two goodnight kisses<3

I was texting him after, but I didn't want to mention how special I felt that our kisses were, because I didn't know if he felt it too. As if reading my mind, he said to me, "This might sound sort of stupid but... When we kissed, it was really different than any other time I've kissed a girl. It was special, like it actually meant something. Probably because you actually mean something. You know that you mean the world to me, right?" and all I could think of was, "Omg omg omg omg! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3". I fell asleep in the middle of texting him last night at midnight, and now it's 8:00 AM and I'm waiting for a good morning text, which I probably won't get for a while seeing as him and R had a sleepover and probably stayed up all night then crashed around five or six and probably won't get up until like after lunch like yesterday xD.

[Pangali]

Hey guys. I need some help.

***

I like two guys.

***

UFO:

Pros:

• Is funny (understand my humour. Athletic (so am I).
• Plays those dorky awesome games (Like Skyrim and World of Warcraft) like me.
• And goes to ATC (Air Training Cadets) with me.
  
  Cons:
• He's 19, I'm 14,
• Has a girlfriend.
• Wants to be in the air corps.
  
  Other info:
• I can't tell him I like him. Because stuff like that at ATC is 'fraternizing' and it'd just be plain weird.
• There's alot of info about UFO in the other gb&c ... so if you'd like to know more search his name.

***

J or birdie ... idk. I prefer not to give him a nickname like that. I'll just call him Josh~ then.

Pros:

• Good at guitar
• Good at writing songs
• He wants to have a career in aromatherapy (my mum does aromatherapy, and has taught me some - so I suggested that I could teach him some). He also said he was interested in having a job in ... something to do with games/gaming, and Herbology. Being a Harry Potter fan I love that last idea.
• He's 'creeper' in a joking way and weird - which is sorta like me. (It's really funny!)
• But when we talk (on fb), we talk for ages, and talk about some deep stuff too. We've talked about crappy government, religion, music, jobs. And we've talked until 2 am twice.
• Writing 4 songs atm. 2 are funny, 2 are emotional. 1 is finished.
• He's told me he wouldn't force anyone to do something they don't want to do. Perfect.
• We have really deep (in my opinion) conversations.

Cons:

• 16, I'm 14 (what's it with me and older guys?!)
• Not good at reading or writing
• He goes to parties and gets drunk and ...
• I seem to only be able to talk to him on fb ... (it's awkward irl)
• He hasn't talked to me since I told him I like him
• I know this sounds stupid. But his initials are JM.
  In year 5 this girl with the initials JM back stabbed me.
  In year 6 and 7 this boy with the initials bullied me
  In year 8 this guy with the initials JM broke my heart.

Other info:

• He said he'd play guitar for me some time :3 (I also challenged him to play a complex song (el Mariachi - lyrics - look it up on youtube) and he said it was easy)
• Backtracking a bit to first week of holidays, on good Friday, me and my friend were talking about him, and she said she wanted to meet him, so she asked me to ask him to hang out. I did. I asked when he was free, and I found out when she was free too. Tuesday 10. The first (official!) day of the holidays. [the night I asked him to hang out a friend asked me out, and I asked Josh~ how I could let him down. Josh~ said 'Just tell him sorry and that you don't feel the same way' and I did, and thanked him, then I asked if he'd ever been rejected. He had. And I felt so sorry for him! And told him that he could eat some of his easter chocolate. He didn't have much so I offered to buy him some chocolate for when we hung out. I bought him Whittakers Berry & Biscuit :3] So when we hung out on that day ... it was really awkward He invited a friend, I invitedd a friend, a random tagged along too. I'm avoiding eye contact with him. But half the time I did look at him, he was looking at me. And we went to this park (called birdie park which can be a dodgy place, but it's a good park to play on the play ground on :3) and our friends talked, while we're like ... silent. Then we go play on the swings when some people finally get off them. Good fun. Up until the part where the random friend that tagged along she twisted my seat, then pushed me ... and ... wow. I derped. I majorly derped. But apparently he hadn't laughed like that in a long time :3 I felt very proud of myself.
• Some time last week, we were talking and it was like 1 am, and we hadn't said anything in 5 minutes. So I said 'Wangoballwime?' If you've read HP GoF, you'd understand And then this Thursday when I saw him, I plucked up the courage and asked him. 'Hey Josh~ do you remember when I said 'wangoballwime on facebook?' He was confused, and I told him I'd text him, and to look it up on urban dictionary. On Friday (yesterday) I was expecting him at school, but he didn't have money for the bus so he stayed home. I really wanted to tell him face to face that I liked him. That was a bad idea. He looked it up, and was confused, and I explained to him that that was my subtle way of telling him i like him. Then he said he wasn't exactly single. I asked if we could still be mates. And he said we could. Tbh, I'm actually happy he has a girlfriend. But I do wonder what he meant by 'I'm not exactly single..' I mean yes (he's metrosexual, again urban dictionary it) it means he has a gf, but what if he didn't ... Like ... have a gf ... what would he have said then? He hasn't talked to me since ...
• That song by P!nk 'Just like a Pill' idk why, but after our first convo on fb I thought of that song ... but it doesn't didn't suit our relationship then.

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Omg! My crush has the initials JM!

I'm reall stuck at the moment, I really like a guy I never see. Hes a bit of a chav and a bad boy... but he's so sweet and cute. We were really good friends, and whenever we see each other we talk, but I never see him.

There's a guy who's I like who's asked me out, but I wouldn't be happy with him../center]

[CaptiveLegacy]

Last night was prom, and it was amazing c:
My boyfriend treated me a like a princess, and I treated him like a high class sir~ c:

He did the sweetest thing ever last night. He secretly went up to the DJ and asked him to play my favorite song, MIchael Henry & Justin Robinett - What Makes You Beautiful. and it was dedicated to 'a special someone'. It was so romantic, since I knew that someone was me c:

[greysilence]

I'll just make a key with their real names, because using a letter will just get too hard. XD

Robbie: male|year younger|likes me
Jeremy: male|year younger|likes me|has girlfriend|I like him too
John: male|my age|I use to like him for ever|I'm starting to like him again now because of Wednesday

Well, Wednesday I had youth group, and John has recently started going, along with many others of my friends-including my besties-, so I started going again too. This one person ran off into the woods (gehh, she's so much drama) so me and John were the first to go after her. Everyone else was following, but we stayed with her the whole time. Awkwardly, along the way, I found out that John has a six pack. (I saw it too >.< ) And he was doing backflips and all sorts of stuff.
Anyways, so we get back to the church. On the way back, I said something about Robbie, and John says, "I have something to go along with that...sorta." I asked what, and he said he would tell me later. The lesson had already started, and maybe twelve people had gone in. The rest of us stayed outside. We were afraid to disrupt, we didn't want to get yelled at, and most of all, afraid we would get kicked out. So, it was me, John, and then two other girls. The two girls started talked and wandered away a bit, so it was just me and John.

John: So what are you going to say to Robbie when he asks you out?
Me: He won't, he's too chicken.
John: But what will you say?
Me: ..I asked you about the thing from earlier first! So you have to tell me.
John: But it's embarrassing...
Me: Come oonnnnn.
John: I don't know..
Me: Come on!
John: I'll give you hints about it.

So we go back to the other people outside, and I'm waiting forty agonizing minutes. Every ten minutes I keep saying "I'm still confused!" and looking at him. XD Then we walked off and get a few more minutes alone.

Me: I'm still confused...
Him: (really quiet) Me and Robbie have something in common.
Me: What?
Him: Me and Robbie have something in common...
Me: Awww! That's sweet!

So, he likes me. I was thinking, "Really? I like you for four months, move on, and about four months later you tell me you LIKE ME?!?!" XD So we kinda stuck close to each other after that.

Then I had to leave, so I got up and of course asked him for a hug first. Then gave the two other people with us hugs. I told John he should text me, and he said he didn't have my number. (I knew he didn't) So I gave him my phone, he put his number in, and I told him I would text him. Then when I was walking away he said, "Hey, can I have another hug?" I wanted to go "AWWWWW!" but I didn't. XDD I just said yeah and gave him another hug. (it was EPIC) And so we've texted a couple times since.

Yesterday, I got an epic hug from Jeremy too. X3 But it wasn't nearly as awesome as John's.

And this is sorta (not really) random and at the end. XD I was too lazy to put it at the top. We were playing truth or dare before we all ran into the woods, and me and John almost kissed. o_o It would have been my first kiss too. I'm kinda glad we didn't though, that would have been an embarrassing/awkward first kiss.


Okay, I couldn't contain my bubbly eagerness anymore. XD

So the day after this happened, I asked him if he was serious. (I don't know, I have trust issues) He said he was, and I was just too dumbfounded so I replied with an idiotic "kay". xD

Then I texted him a couple days later. (obviously we don't text with correct grammar and stuff like this xD)
Me: I have a question.
Him(3 hours later): Sorry, I had baseball practice. What's your question?
Me: It's kay and now I don't know, I'll feel stupid if I ask because it's a dumb question.
Him: You're not dumb! Just ask. haha
Me: I didn't mean I was dumb, but thanks. lol I meant I would feel dumb if I asked.
Him: So! hahaha Ask!
Me: Okay, well, you said you have something in common with Robbie, but which part? Wanting to go out, or just liking me?
Him: I just like like you a lot...it doesn't really seem like it though, does it?
Me: No, not really. I honestly never would have guessed it.
Him: Really?
Me: Yeah.

He likes this one girl, but he's getting over her rather quickly. (I think? xD)

Then we continued on with our conversation. xD And then...youth group came around Wednesday, and we didn't talk much...until the end. I was really quiet and him and two other people kept asking what was wrong. I moved away from them to this huge rolled up mat thing and sat on that. Then one of the kid's and John followed. John just kept patting my knee and being stupid and saying, "There, there." XD He didn't really know what was wrong with me. The kid that was sitting there too, Austin, KNEW there was really something wrong with me because I'm never quiet for even a second, I'm always hyper and bubbly and cheerful. So then I say, "I gotta go." (my dad texted me he was in the parking lot) I'm walking away and John says, "Can I have a hug?" I was thinking, "Gee, about time you pay attention to me," considering when I got there he didn't even look at me or say hi. So I went to give him a hug but one of the older kids nailed me in the head with a basketball. -_- So John smacked him. XD Then I gave him a hug. ;P And...

One of my "friends" (she's okay) Drew told me some stuff the next day about "how he likes her" and "when he dropped her off from church Wednesday, he kissed her". I was extremely p!$#5ddd5dd about that. I knew John is a player, but I didn't think he was that much. So I texted Friday.

Me: Hey.
I wanna talk about...something.
Him: Kay, like what?
Me: Well, Drew told me that you like her...and that you kissed her Wednesday when you dropped her off.
Him: Okay, I like her as a friend, and she kissed me.

I honestly believe him 100%.
1-Drew lies a lot.
2-Her facial expression when she told me "he kissed her".
3-John has made some mistakes, but he wouldn't do that. (at least I don't think he would)
4-HE ACTUALLY ADMITTED SOMETHING HAPPENED.

That last one pretty much made me believe him the most. Most guys would lie, but he actually admitted they kissed. That means something if he's willing to tell the truth. (to me it does anyways) Then yesterday I texted him and we had a normal conversation. ;3

So I guess we're doing pretty good. C: I'm making sure I DO sit next to him at youth group Wednesday. (I pretty much go to hang out with him and my other friends, but I pay attention when I'm suppose to haha)




Yesterday, we had organizationals. (band, choir, orchestra, etc.) So me and Jeremy hung out practically the whole day. I NEVER drink after other people, and yesterday he had a Mtn. Dew. Like 10 people drank out of it, then I actually drank out of it, and Drew and him flipped. xD Then later on he bought another Mtn. Dew, and when he wasn't looking I stole it and started to drink some more of it. He turned around and was like, "Is that mine?" Everyone was like, "YEAH!!" So then he took it back. xD And I asked Drew for a piggy back ride, but he thought I asked him, so she moved over and he said "I thought she wanted one from me, but okay."

Me: I'll take one from you because I've never had one from Drew before.
*hops on his back*
Him: *stands there*
Me: Kay, put me down, you're bad at giving piggy back rides and you're uncomfortable.
*hops on Drew's back*
Woooh! (xD)
Will: See, Jeremy, that's how you gotta do it.
Jeremy: *grumbles*

XD Then I gave Drew a piggy back ride and Jeremy thought she was going to kill me. ahaha

So yesterday was an EXTREMELY good day. ^w^ And I've decided that I don't like Jeremy anymore. .3. He's too much like a little brother. Now, John on the other hand, I'd go out with him. ;D

Sorry for the long rambly post. >.<

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!<3


So last night A and I hung out along with his best friend, R, who is also one of my best friends, and K. We met up at this gigantic park thing, but it's so huge because it has like a dozen football fields, soccer fields, baseball diamonds, etc. in it, plus an outdoor skating rink.

A was hungry - after he had just eaten a steak with R xD - so we went to the store nearby. Surprisingly, for a little guy, he eats A LOT. Okay, he's not really little, he's just shorter than me by like an inch or so. But yeah, he eats A LOT. So then he bought a pack of gum - I don't even know... - and that's it. We then walked back to my house to go jump on my trampoline. We got there and got on my trampoline. We were all just jumping around being normal until A insisted that he go inside to talk to my mom. I told him not to, and yet he was still going for it with a big smile. He was getting off the trampoline and was already up at my door, poised to knock, still wearing that smile. He started knocking really quietly, then waited. Nobody answered, so he came back, and we were all laughing.

He did that again but was serious this time. So I chased him down right as he walked into my house, grabbed him almost like in a hug, and dragged him out the door. I then proceeded to lock the front store and stand guard at the back door, since my trampoline is in my backyard. After twenty minutes or so of fussing around with him, he finally stopped and just got back on my trampoline. R was sitting in one of the lawnchairs texting, and K was sitting on the little "Lover's Swing" thingy that I have in my backyard. A wanted me to come on the trampoline with him, and just before that R and K had said that they'd give us each five dollars if we kissed. So he kept asking me all "smoothly" if I needed five bucks. I went on the trampoline with him afterwards, and he took my phone so we had to start fighting over it again. We rolled around, me trying to wrestle my phone away from him. I always managed, but then he'd grab it again when I wasn't paying attention and I'd have to fight to keep it. I ended up sitting on top of him at one point, when he was laying on his back, fighting over my phone. R and K were laughing about how wrong that looked - and A commented that he was enjoying this xD - and R took a picture on his phone, which we made him delete after. Then they both got on the trampoline again and A and I were sitting at the edge, leaning against the net.

He did the yawn thing, but purposely yelled "YAWN" as loud and as dragged-out as he could, which was sorta cute. I can just imagine him doing that if we ever go see a movie xD. So then he had his arm around me and I had my head on his shoulder, cuddled up since it was cold out. He continously got up to push R or to do a trick or something, but always came back. And once I wasn't right at his side, like literally RIGHT beside him, so he put his arm around my waist and pulled me so that I was RIGHT beside him, then put his arm around me. He kept getting so close, like he was going in for a kiss - which he most likely was at all of the times he did this - and then we'd just stare into each other's eyes and continue talking. Or he'd put his forehead to mine, which is totally adorable :3

There was ten minutes left before K had to go home and I had to go inside, so A and R had to go. A and I were going to go for the kiss on my trampoline, but my mom was in the kitchen right beside the window that gave a full view of the trampoline. So we cuddled up on the swing, which is right up against the porch so that my mom couldn't see us, even if she looked out of the door. K and R were impatient and insisted that we had to kiss now, especially since K wanted to see it and her sister would be there in like two minutes to pick her up. So we just sat there cuddling for a little while longer, then right as K's sister pulled up, we kissed. It wasn't any longer than a couple seconds, but it was somehow special. More special than any other time I've kissed anybody. So then he was about to leave, so we were hugging, and we both pulled away, arms still around each other. Let's just say, I got two goodnight kisses<3

I was texting him after, but I didn't want to mention how special I felt that our kisses were, because I didn't know if he felt it too. As if reading my mind, he said to me, "This might sound sort of stupid but... When we kissed, it was really different than any other time I've kissed a girl. It was special, like it actually meant something. Probably because you actually mean something. You know that you mean the world to me, right?" and all I could think of was, "Omg omg omg omg! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3". I fell asleep in the middle of texting him last night at midnight, and now it's 8:00 AM and I'm waiting for a good morning text, which I probably won't get for a while seeing as him and R had a sleepover and probably stayed up all night then crashed around five or six and probably won't get up until like after lunch like yesterday xD.

This is just absolutely ADORABLE!! lol You must have like a movie life. xD I have a feeling you and A are gonna be good with each other. ;3

[Scarlett Redd]

I need help again. -.-

Well, about a month ago, my boyfriend dumped me. By text. Ouch.
He didn't say why.

It's been bugging me ever since, as we'd been going out on & off for 3 years. (yeah, could've been longer, but we're in the second year of high school. :p)

So, I want to find out what happened, so I can move on and put my mind at rest.
But guess what??
When I asked him to tell me, he says "Find out for yourself." I've tried to...
I've asked about 6-7 different people; everyone's given a different answer.
He won't say why, as if he's guarding a dragon's egg or something... All he's done is insulted me and said that I'm a 'female dog'. :'(

Anyone have any ideas to get him to say?

[oikawa]

@.Green.Eyes.<3- D'aaww. ;-; that sounds so sweet! I read it all (cause im a wierdo like that) and it sounds so amazing. Your quite lucky to have 3 boys liking you. ^.^ And John sounds pretty good to me. I mean, a six pack? Thats definateley a bonus XD. Anyway, he sounds like a great guy, and you two are nice together.

Anyway, heres my problem:

Im really serious and quiet and smart. So, not many no boys like me. I want to be happier and bubbly, but I cant. I just end up looking serious again. I want to be the pretty, happy, dont-care-what-anyone-says girl thats smart and athletic.
Its not working:
I dont DO sports.
I love to read.
I have acne. (Yuck.)
Im really sensitive.
I need to lighten up.

[Scarlett Redd]

I may be able to slightly help:
Silverspirit, if you need to lighten up, rent Monty Python or the Carry On films. Many laughs to be had with that lot.

[oikawa]

I may be able to slightly help:
Silverspirit, if you need to lighten up, rent Monty Python or the Carry On films. Many laughs to be had with that lot.

Oh, Ive seen a bit of Monty Python. XD
Its so funny!

But I mean at school. I need to change myself at school. Im going to try though :3