Okay, first of all it's really bad and I hate it but I though that maybe
somebody might like it. So I decided to put it here, just in case somebody liked it. Thanks if you do

I understand if you don't.

Who am I? The Princess.

Who am I? The assassin who has to kill her.
I had always wished that maybe I would have loved someone and been able to forget this whole life I've entered. Married, one day, in a quiet little town with only the rays of dawn to bother you. It wasn't supposed to be that way for me. After my first kill I couldn't stop. I've been called many things. The one I love the most is monster. Such a word. I am a monster aren't I? I'm their top assassin. I've never really thought about the kill, never taken enough time to wish the soul a happy passage, I've never wondered why I do this. I never actually thought about it, not until today. Not until the day they uttered the words that shattered what left of a heart I had. "This time, Declan, it's the Princess"
Love. I've always wanted it, and I have it, in one strange package. Like all my friends, who've married some gallant knight or other and have gone off to live in a castle far far away. No. Not for me, though, as ever much as my mother would wish. Instead of a knight in shining armor, I'm in love with a village peasant, though he looks nothing like it. Declan. A beautiful name that haunts my dreams and my waking hours as well. Whenever I hear his name, my heart does a flutter. But I haven't seen him in a year, and with a ring on my finger, I never expected to again. "My lady, there is a boy at the gates, he says his name is Declan" and I can feel that familiar flutter again.
Her voice. Her eyes. Her manner. Her skin. Her lips. Her taste. All wasted in a single moment. But that moment has not come yet, and I can already feel the guilt of the heavy blade in my hand, a sharp pain I have never felt before, in the place where feelings should not be. At least,not for me. Her violet eyes meet mine as she skips down the steps, happiness in her step, happiness that eats at me. Her maid rushes off, leaving us alone. The feeling of the blade becomes even heavier in my hand and I have to glance sideways, away from the tears brimming in her eyes, and the joyous smile gracing her plump pink lips. "Hey, girly." her violet eyes brighten even more at the name I used to call her. I bite my lip, hiding the frown trying to take over my features. "Let's... Let's go for a walk" I gestured to the forest around us, and she smiled, lacing her fingers with mine, skipping along with no care in the world. I swore under my breath as I followed, not sure if I would be able to do this. Not sure if I could even think about it. My heart thudded in my chest, heavy and dark.
He was here. Finally. After the year I had begun to think he had left me on purpose. Or that he was dead. Thank god he had come back for me. We could run away together! Away from all this, away from all the fakeness of the world and into our own little place. As we entered the forest, all i could think of was running away with the one I actually loved. The one I wanted to be with. My Declan. But my Declan had a different idea, and all of my dreams drowned themselves and were replaced with a world of fear as he turned to me, green eyes blazing as he bent down to whisper in my ear. "You have a minute to get away from me. After that, I'm going to have to kill you. Im so sorry Violet" as I turned away from him, shock rocking my body. I could feel my heart stop fluttering and instead beat like a steady drum.
Should I continue?