by ElevatingHearts » Tue Apr 17, 2012 8:59 am
Dear mom,
Do you know how much you make me hate you half the time? Do you even KNOW how much of a b*tch you've been to me my entire life? Have you known that ever since I was freaking SEVEN that I have wanted to run away? That is a little more than half of my life, mom! I can't believe that everything I ask for you say no, and then my brother asks for the exact same thing and you tell him yes. I know sometimes I love you and can't ask for a better mom, but half the time, f it. I just want a normal mom who is married, and who will treat me, oh I don't know, EVENLY. All I want is some allowance, and yet, you won't give it to me and you'll let my d*mn eight year old cousin rub in my freaking face that she gets five dollars a week!? What the heck is the matter with you? I want to be a normal Christian girl, not the one who likes Evanescence and likes rebelling against her own mother. Not to mention, I want a mother who will support me in my choices, rather than dissing all the ideas I have and how I plan my future. Do you know how much I hate it when you give Abby all the encouragement she needs in a life time, and she's only eight? Not to mention, she needs a grip of reality but you won't let her see it, and you seem to not want to let her parents know that she is eight years old and that she needs to stop babying her. And can I just say that this move has been a total reck for me? Especially since I finally found a new friend, and he's away for a week or so. And, mom, I'm a teenage girl. I'm going to have crushes and I'm going to have guy friends. Except the fact that Trae is my only friend right now, and slightly my crush, and I can't even see him! Also, my only other friend lives in another state, and you refuse to drive to that town even to get my own brother. And sometimes mom, I wish you don't come home the nights you leave, and I hate myself for saying that because I know I should be grateful that I even have a mom, but it's hard to apprectiate that when you won't give me the love I desperately need right now. With the best guy friend I ever had stop talking to me last year, and me only having two friends last year and this year, you should see that there is a reason why I keep myself in my room alone, and why I don't like to talk about my feelings. And honestly, I don't care if there are other free pet games out there. I HAVE the money to get my Foopets back for a month, which is all I want, and you refuse to let me get it. Why, just why!? I have the money, and I want that account back. Oh, and FYI, The story I am begging to type, is on MY computer that YOU won't get off of. So guess what? Maybe I'll "ruin" your laptop even more now. Because, truthfully, I can't help it that I'm a teenage girl and when I sweat, my finger tips sweat, which means sweat is going to get on your key board on this "oh so precious laptop" that runs as slow as mellasos! OH, and when all these ideas you say that suck that are being called awesome by everybody else, don't expect to be apologizing and stepping into my life like the mother you have failed to be for most of my life. You can't say you have always been the best mother, because when I was slightly going on an eating disorter last year, you weren't helping me any. You were letting me only eat for about a minute, and you were letting me just lay in bed and not do a thing. Also, you are REFUSING to get your *ss up and going to meet some guy like you say you hope you will! You have to do something about it! Also, will you just STOP trying to diss Kacie's wedding? Be happy YOUR OWN FREAKING DAUGHTER is getting married already!
Sincerally,
The daughter who DOESN'T love you very much at the moment.
Click either picture to check out the Pokemon Fan Fiction I am writing! The account is just starting up so I would
love any support you can give!(: "Only You" involves a romance and "Snagged" is just simply an adventure to get a Pokemon back.
Chapter 1 to
Only You was published on
10/29/14 which is my
Latest update on it.
My
Latest Update for
"Snagged" was the
prologue, which was posted on
10/25/14.
Again, just click either cover picture to read the book! Any votes or comments would be greatly appreciated!(:
