Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[Leontyne]

Dear Co worker,

I feel as if you are distancing yourself from me. Is it because that other worker has started to tell people about the real me? She wasn't meant to know in the first place. My friend's boyfriend has foot in mouth disease and she was sitting beside me on break. I swear i never meant for this to get out at work. My closest friends know of my desires and they know it is not something i wish to bring to work. One of those reasons being my mother works there and it would make it difficult with everyone discussing me and throwing hateful things around. Another being the amount of elder people there and i feel our generation seems to handle it better. The last is that every young woman would think i liked them and would either make a big deal of it or avoid me completely like i feel you are trying to do.

I got an inbox today from someone i dont know at work, she started discussing women she liked at work.. it makes me think the first worker has decided to spread it, or maybe it is my friend at the front counter that has decided to tell people not knowing how id react. I will have to sort this out.

I do not wish to lose you, you seem to be the only genuine person there that wants to look out for me, with you there i have never been picked on directly and have had a chance to get through what i need to.

I do hope that it is just something else that is making you so quiet and not the unseen but not entirely unheard talk of me going around, i never wanted to bring such stress to work with me.

Hopefully things will have settled by the time we share a shift again.

Yours faithfully,

SierraVashti

[RoyalDarkness316~]

Dear_____,

NO MORE!!!!! STAY OFF ME!!!!!

~
Royal

[InfinityOnHigh]

Dear S,

OMG! Seriously? I'm not interested in Q! You and the other S both think that I like him. I told you, I like___. You know, the really cute one in algebra? Yeah, that's who I like. Not Q! Please get your facts straight before you spread a false rumor to the whole d*** school.

-L

[Blysse]

Dear _____,

Now matter how much I miss you I guess I realise that it's better if it's over. All you've ever done is take my money, hit me, and yell at me.

[Taolan]

Dear ST,
What happened? We used to talk to each other about everything and anything. I used to lean on you when I need something. In class, we would talk and not care who heard us. I never thought about engaging in a relationship with you, and you had no interest either. You were my best guy friend. I don't really know what happened. You started hating me, and I am still confused as to why. When people ask me how I feel about you, I say I hate you. Why engage in conversation when you show no interest in talking to me? Deep down, I am hurt. But I will never let you see how I really feel.
- Emm.

Dear MO (a.k.a Meatball),
I love you! In a non-relationship way. You make me smile and you always find ways to brighten my mood. The probation that is set against you is (may I quote you?) "total crap!" You wouldn't hurt anyone so now you are sentenced to 25hrs of Community Service for bullying?! That whole thing is ridiculous. I got your back, brother!(: <3
- Emm.

[Zaphod Riker]

Dear School, Students, Society, and Earth in General,

Will ya get off my back?!? I don't CARE how you percieve me! I don't CARE if you think I'm a weirdo! I don't CARE if you don't understand my empty logic!

Who cares if I help my best friend with his plots to end his suffering here. He simply is not one whom wishes to live in a world like this. Therefor, we're going to go out and change the world, for the better! Jack is my bestie, and I don't care if you don't like him because he seems 'evil'. I totally admit I'm evil, and not human. I'm the only 'it' at school, since nobody can tell what the h*** I am when they look at me, and he is the only guy who actually sees through the red specs of the blood crest, the specs of the ones deceased. We're SLAM poets, and we're constantly getting new material because you guys are idiots treating us wrong!

While Jack sees trough his red specs, his world of grey and death in the past, present, and future, what do YOU see? What do YOU think? You can't! Your specs are dulled and scratched, only able to see four feet in front of you. I see through my bleu specs of thought, of dream, and I can see emotion. Don't try and hide it, I can tell how you feel. I can see the dreams of my friends, and I can tell that human thought shall not change until after Jack's plan to change the world is over. Get your d*** specs fixed, then you can see through our eyes.

Dream Lunix, and, to an extent, Jack

[ShadowsCryInTheNight]

Dear self...

Well, before I get into my depressed rant, may I say this? I have been writing too many letters. And I need somebody to help me! Even a simple PM helps so much, to lighten my heart as much as distract me from this life.
Anyway. One little reminder about my traitor father leaves me remembering every good thing he did. I still idolize him, even though he left me! And I love him.
Next. Oh, M, why do you have to be so INFURIATING? I get that you won't be with me because of your stupid god. You think he doesn't want us to be together? I think you don't want to be with me. You want to be with HER. It's obvious. But I still love you, and can't leave you. Love STINKS!!!
God, I am so messed up. Broken. Shattered. Unstable, insane, depressed, suicidal, you name it, I am it. As I told my other friend, I am a shadow, crying in the night. One little reminder of my sadness, and it rushes over me like a thousand crushing waves, pulling me further into the darkness. And I can't stop it! I need help. I'm beginning to give up. There is only one way out, and I'm so close to taking it. But I don't want to die. What else can I do???

[Lu Bu]

Dear __________,

Why do you keep leaving [art site], then coming back a few hours or a few days later? The troll who was bothering you got IP banned, but then you said that you want to leave because the troll can't see your art anymore? Even though they made you upset? If you wanted the troll to stay around, then why report them? I'm really confused. And you're also giving me your account when you leave for good. I have no idea what I'm gonna do with a second account on an art site when I already have one. I don't even really like the account name that much and I can't change it.

[s y n]

Dear Heart,

Why can't you get over him?

Signed,
The girl who owns you

[Capricco]

Dear Stumpy, my beloved bearded dragon,

I love you unconditionally. You know that. Even though I'll probably never return, I hope you remember me. You'll always be in my heart.

I am literally bursting out in to tears and making the strangest sounds while I'm writing this. My face is now covered in salty tears. I don't want you to leave. Because of my parent's stupid mistakes, I have to from Florida to California. Nearly 3,000 miles away from you. I can't bear to get thought out of my head. By now I keep inhaling quickly to get air from how much I've cried.

I remember the day my neighbors brought you home. You were a baby. You arrived at that pet store with your siblings. And you were the runt. You never ate. You always slept. They thought you were dead. Your siblings bit your front foot off, along with the tip of your tail. You left blood all over the sand. Those wretched pet store employees never even thought about taking you to the vet. They wouldn't sell you. They were going to wait until you died in that tank among your siblings.

Then my neighbor came along. She saw you in that tank. And couldn't bare to see you in that condition. So the pet store gave you her for free. Jeanine immediately rushed you to that vet. They amputated your foot and tail tip. A lot of people wouldn't accept a 'deformed' pet. Those people are stubborn, cold, and heartless. They don't care about how many animals out there die because of people like them can't get past their appearance.

When Jeanine took you home, you still were the same. Barely active, barely ate. Jeanine had to syringe feed you to keep you alive. She had to make sure you were always on that heating pad, otherwise you would freeze to death. I was always at your side more than anyone else. I would always play with you. Hold you. Feed you. Bathe you.

And most importantly, love you.

After months of begging, my mom finally agreed to take up Jeanine's offer to take you home. That was the happiest day of my life. A week after you came home with me, you actually started improving. You ran around. You actually ate real food for the first time. I'll never forget that day when you rolled out your tongue and snatched the mealworm up. I was so proud of you. You began to grow like a normal lizard. You're fun, kind, and funny. You have a personality of your own apart from other bearded dragons.

I've had you for a long time now. I can't stand to see you go.

Please.... just don't forget me.

Love Forever and Always,

Your Owner,

...Soon Former Owner... {<- You don't know how hard it was to write those three simple words.}

Capricco.