Crushes, Boyfriends, and Girlfriends

[Malédiction]

Okay. So, I am in need of help right now. Sorry if I am wasting any of your time.

Sooooooo...... I like this guy at my school. He's in my class, and he knows. Well... I think he knows. My friend told him that I used to like him, and now he teases me about it. The friend who told him said to me that if he didn't like me, he wouldn't care, and wouldn't bring it up every single day. Whenever his friend tells him "But you have a girlfriend" in front of me, he keeps saying he's going to dump her. And then he does, and then the week after he's in another relationship with someone else. He always comes to talk to me, and I don't find it awkward at all, but I'm not sure if I should be... And then this morning, this other guy flirted with me for a whole hour, and I let him, not trying to ruin his fun. My friend pointed it out, and I told her I knew. That's when I started wondering if the guy I liked liked me back. He always talks to me, brings it up, and even steals my Ipod to mess with it. Does he like me? Or is it just something guys do?

[greysilence]

Uggggg, so much stuff going on with J.

One minute, he acts like I'm the only person in the world, and his attention is focused completely on me. Then the next, he just utterly ignores me. WHAT THE FLIPPING FRENCH FRY?!?!??!??!?!? XD

Anyways, rant is over. X3

I had solo & ensemble today, and I was hoping he would come to my stuff, but at the same time I wasn't. I would be uber happy if he did, but that would make me nervos. Plus, we have so many inside jokes that I usually start laughing just by looking at him, or by hearing his name.

Anyways, he came to my chorus solo and one of my ensembles in chorus. I skipped a whole line of rests (sorry for you people who aren't in music DX ) in my solo, so at the end I walked over to my friend and almost started crying. Everyone was comforting me and telling me that I did good, and he was like, "It's okay, you did fine." Then about 15 minutes later when I was-for the most part-over that drama, I was walking down the hallway, and he was walking at me.

Me: "Can I have a hug?"
Him:


Well, I don't remember exactly what he said, I was too happy to be getting my hug refill to pay attention. XD All I remember is that he called me the wrong name. lol So anyways, it was a super good hug. <3

Of course I wasn't sweet and clingy because, again, the whole girlfriend thing.

He would have watched my OTHER chorus ensemble too, but his girlfriend's violin solo was at the same time so he watched her instead. Obviously, I understood, so I said, "Okay, that's cool." But my other friend was being so stupid about it, finally I just screamed at her to chill and knock it off, it's his girlfriend. (she likes him)

But he kept talking to me in front of his girlfriend and stuff, and she would just stare/glare at me all funny. I was just like o_o YOU TRYIN' TO GET YOUR GIRLFRIEND P!$#5ddd5dD AT ME?!?!?! XD

So yeah, I suppose today was good...

Actually, it was really blah, but his hug made my day. <3 haha

Kay, that was super long and now I'm just rambling. XP

[garnet.]

Hey Conor...
so many things i could ramble on about... 
1. you taught me the waltz, i still cant get over it
2. i got your phone number
3. are you ignoring my texts, you havent replied for over a week, STOP IT Y-Y its killing me
4. you keep me up at night, i cant stop thinking about you
5. your 4 years older than me wth is wrong with me...
6. you probably have a gf...
7. like every girl loves you
8. why cant you love me...
9. i know im weird and gothic and not at all pretty but im nice and have a great personality
10. i guess what im trying to say is... I love you Conor, with all my heart, i want to kiss you, to love you, to be loved by you... more than anything else so please... love me...

i know its written to my crush but it expresses my problems, can anyone help me...

I wish I could help you, but I'm not sure what you want me to say. He sounds like Mr. Popular, and you're Miss. Goth-Chick. It's a toughy alright, but I think it can work. You have his phone number, that's a great start! Most people can't get past talking to them. If you think he's ignoring them, talk to him at school. You have his number, he must be at least slightly interested. Did you talk to him much before he poofed and didn't reply to your texts? (I'll write more when I can be on longer, and have more info. c:)

okay theres me, Scarlett F, then theres another Scarlett, Scarlett R. we were in a show and in the program they put Scarlett R instead of scarlett F so that could of made him think im scarlett R not F so heres our conversation over text
me: 'hi conor'
him: 'oh hi scarlett (: i just got back, Scarlett R? right?'
me: 'no Scarlett F, you taught me the waltz yesterday'
and then he hasnt sent anything else
(the last one i sent was the day after the last one he sent)

[Cokeyote]

M has told me he has been considering suicide again.
I can't believe it.
Again.
The same thing.
Why?

I don't want that day when I walked a letter to his house to repeat. I'm trying so hard to convince him not to. I can't talk to people well, I can't fit things together like others can. It has to be me.

[Shine]

Had a little fb convo with D...nothing too interesting, just him being him x3 it's good to talk to him. Makes me feel better.
(off topic: MY BAZINGA AVATAR!! GOOOONE!!!)

[jasmine;]

Uggggg, so much stuff going on with J.

One minute, he acts like I'm the only person in the world, and his attention is focused completely on me. Then the next, he just utterly ignores me. WHAT THE FLIPPING FRENCH FRY?!?!??!??!?!? XD

Anyways, rant is over. X3

I had solo & ensemble today, and I was hoping he would come to my stuff, but at the same time I wasn't. I would be uber happy if he did, but that would make me nervos. Plus, we have so many inside jokes that I usually start laughing just by looking at him, or by hearing his name.

Anyways, he came to my chorus solo and one of my ensembles in chorus. I skipped a whole line of rests (sorry for you people who aren't in music DX ) in my solo, so at the end I walked over to my friend and almost started crying. Everyone was comforting me and telling me that I did good, and he was like, "It's okay, you did fine." Then about 15 minutes later when I was-for the most part-over that drama, I was walking down the hallway, and he was walking at me.

Me: "Can I have a hug?"
Him:


Well, I don't remember exactly what he said, I was too happy to be getting my hug refill to pay attention. XD All I remember is that he called me the wrong name. lol So anyways, it was a super good hug. <3

Of course I wasn't sweet and clingy because, again, the whole girlfriend thing.

He would have watched my OTHER chorus ensemble too, but his girlfriend's violin solo was at the same time so he watched her instead. Obviously, I understood, so I said, "Okay, that's cool." But my other friend was being so stupid about it, finally I just screamed at her to chill and knock it off, it's his girlfriend. (she likes him)

But he kept talking to me in front of his girlfriend and stuff, and she would just stare/glare at me all funny. I was just like o_o YOU TRYIN' TO GET YOUR GIRLFRIEND P!$#5ddd5dD AT ME?!?!?! XD

So yeah, I suppose today was good...

Actually, it was really blah, but his hug made my day. <3 haha

Kay, that was super long and now I'm just rambling. XP

The first part where you said J was ignoring you is my same situation.

He talks to a lot of other girls.. I mean, it's normal to just talk, but really, if you like me show me you do, instead of playing around with HER. ;_____;

It's not cool, man. And Clarissa, you know I like him, and the first thing you do is like him too. I am just so mad right now.

You wonder if I'm going to the dance and act all sweet and hug me, but stop straight out ignoring me.

[s y n]

-sigh-


I miss A. Now that he and K aren't dating anymore, I actually have a chance with him! The way he was looking at me on Friday... And then when he walked by my classroom and did that flirty little head-bump thing - you know, where it's almost a nod but not quite... If his goal was to make me smile even more than he already did that day, he succeeded.
And normally when people ask if we're dating he says "No!" all quickly and like he would never want to. But on Friday, after he and K broke up, the other girl who is his friend asked if we were dating now. He just said "No" all normally and almost sounded sad!

-squee-
For once, I can't wait for Monday...


Also, I started talking to HD again.
We don't really flirt anymore, but the other day at school I talked to him in the hallway (he broke his locker somehow and I had to comment on it XD) and then as I was walking home (he knows where I live and which route I take) he "coincidentally" joined my group I was with. He playfully insulted me, then said he loved me xD, and repeated this multiple times.
The odd thing is, we used to be neighbours (that's how he knows where I live) and now he doesn't live anywhere near me, so there's no reason why he'd "accidentally" run into us when walking home, because he was walking a totally different way than where his house was.
Hmm.

[Malédiction]

Okay. So, I am in need of help right now. Sorry if I am wasting any of your time.

Sooooooo...... I like this guy at my school. He's in my class, and he knows. Well... I think he knows. My friend told him that I used to like him, and now he teases me about it. The friend who told him said to me that if he didn't like me, he wouldn't care, and wouldn't bring it up every single day. Whenever his friend tells him "But you have a girlfriend" in front of me, he keeps saying he's going to dump her. And then he does, and then the week after he's in another relationship with someone else. He always comes to talk to me, and I don't find it awkward at all, but I'm not sure if I should be... And then this morning, this other guy flirted with me for a whole hour, and I let him, not trying to ruin his fun. My friend pointed it out, and I told her I knew. That's when I started wondering if the guy I liked liked me back. He always talks to me, brings it up, and even steals my Ipod to mess with it. Does he like me? Or is it just something guys do?

[Acidic]

J withdrawal. I has it.
:'c

[mekaiser]

-sigh-


I miss A. Now that he and K aren't dating anymore, I actually have a chance with him! The way he was looking at me on Friday... And then when he walked by my classroom and did that flirty little head-bump thing - you know, where it's almost a nod but not quite... If his goal was to make me smile even more than he already did that day, he succeeded.
And normally when people ask if we're dating he says "No!" all quickly and like he would never want to. But on Friday, after he and K broke up, the other girl who is his friend asked if we were dating now. He just said "No" all normally and almost sounded sad!

-squee-
For once, I can't wait for Monday...


Also, I started talking to HD again.
We don't really flirt anymore, but the other day at school I talked to him in the hallway (he broke his locker somehow and I had to comment on it XD) and then as I was walking home (he knows where I live and which route I take) he "coincidentally" joined my group I was with. He playfully insulted me, then said he loved me xD, and repeated this multiple times.
The odd thing is, we used to be neighbours (that's how he knows where I live) and now he doesn't live anywhere near me, so there's no reason why he'd "accidentally" run into us when walking home, because he was walking a totally different way than where his house was.
Hmm.

TEHEHEHEHE! I am soooo happy for you!!!!!!