Okay, since I can't sleep, cause I can't wait to see The Hunger Games tomorrow! <33 I'll post some updates about Z. I have officially decided, I really like him. Like, really.
I'll be talking to my friends outside, and automatically, without even really knowing what I'm doing, my eyes will start searching for him. I saw Z playing with the little kids again today. It was so cute! <33 He's great with kids.
Anyways, I finally worked up the nerve to talk to him today. I really wanted to have a real conversation with him, you know, try to get to know him better, but would you just randomly walk up to your crush, whom you've never even spoken to before, and start babbling? Baby steps. I am so not used to this.
So, I worked up my own mini-concoction, witch I admitt to being completely ridiculous. Okay, so I have this kind of obsession. I'm addicted to hair. Like literally. I LOVE guys's hair. But only certain guys. So, since all of my friends, and nearly everyone that knows me already knows this, it was easy to pull up at sceme, without them really realizing what I was after. We created a contest, a best hair contest and basically walked around looking for guys with good hair. I didn't even have to mention Z's name before we were on him like a pack of starving wild dogs. He has amazing hair!
So anyways, I discovered one of my good friends, Hipster, I think I mentioned her already, is already familiar with him. She was talking to him and I just kind of joined in the conversation, while having the benefit of being able to pet his hair, without seeming like a freakish stalker. There were about seven or eight people there and although he was talking mostly to Hipster, I swear his eyes were almost constantly on me. His eyes would flicker in my direction every so often, and when I was talking it was almost as if he couldn't look away. At least now I have an excuse to talk to him.
I know, I know, Eighth Grade and I'm acting like I'm in Primary School with my first crush! I'm just tired of rushing into relationships and getting hurt. I want to take this one slow. I really like Z and I don't want to screw anything up. I'm seeing him tomorrow, I told him to come and find us at recess. <33 Hopefully things go okay. Any advice on how I could get a bit closer to him? Thanks guys!
If you're reading it then looks like you've taken an interested in getting to know me though I can't imagine why you would possibly do something like that. I'm a teenage girl with too many fandoms to count, too many interested to include in a signature, and all in all multiple obsessions that have pretty much ruined my life.
.:. Ｍ Ｙ Ｔ Ｕ Ｍ Ｂ Ｌ Ｒ .:.Current Obsession: Breaking Bad
Current OTP: Klaroline {Caroline Forbes & Klaus Mikaelson} The Vampire Diaries
Currently reading: Beyond
Favorite quote: "Have you ever took a blade to your wrists? Have you been skipping meals? We're going to try something new today. How does that make you feel?" - Oliver Sykes, Hospital for Souls
Favorite song: D.R.U.G.S. : If You Think This Song is About You Then it Probably is I'm a Canadian and proud to be one. I can assure you I most certainly do not ride polar bears or live in an igloo though that does sound pretty awesome. I aspire to be a writer, so I very much enjoy RPing though my grammar's atrocious. Overall I'm a fairly normal gal with a tendency to ramble, but don't let that scare you off! If anything here has peaked your interest then please feel free to shoot me a PM.
