I don't know where else to express my misery. /:
My friend just had to tell me that when I told her who I had a crush on a few days ago, the first thing she thought was that he was way out of my league. It doesn't help at all when just recently my crush asked my friend out. She said no, that's only the positive, but it's still beating me in the gut that she would say such a thing when she knows how much I like him and that at one point in time, he liked her while I was head over heels for him.
She has her own issue, that she has a crush who seems to like her friend, but her friend doesn't like him back. My friend is all depressed now, and when I tell her that she should just move on and get over it (like I did, because just recently I was in the exact same situation -.-) she gets mad at me and says she can't.
She doesn't realize that maybe I'm even more hurt about my own issue and that I have no one but her to talk to about it, but I can't because so far, since I've told her my secret, she's only made me feel absolutely horrible about it.
So, we're kind of angry at each other right now. I'm more so hurt because all my hopes of maybe, just maybe my crush and I could be together, even for just a little while, have been torn apart. I feel sick.
I'm having feelings for this one guy, they're tearing me apart, and the only one I can talk to about it is my friend who currently is only making everything worse right now. What do I do? </3
My friend just had to tell me that when I told her who I had a crush on a few days ago, the first thing she thought was that he was way out of my league. It doesn't help at all when just recently my crush asked my friend out. She said no, that's only the positive, but it's still beating me in the gut that she would say such a thing when she knows how much I like him and that at one point in time, he liked her while I was head over heels for him.
She has her own issue, that she has a crush who seems to like her friend, but her friend doesn't like him back. My friend is all depressed now, and when I tell her that she should just move on and get over it (like I did, because just recently I was in the exact same situation -.-) she gets mad at me and says she can't.
She doesn't realize that maybe I'm even more hurt about my own issue and that I have no one but her to talk to about it, but I can't because so far, since I've told her my secret, she's only made me feel absolutely horrible about it.
So, we're kind of angry at each other right now. I'm more so hurt because all my hopes of maybe, just maybe my crush and I could be together, even for just a little while, have been torn apart. I feel sick.
I'm having feelings for this one guy, they're tearing me apart, and the only one I can talk to about it is my friend who currently is only making everything worse right now. What do I do? </3