Crushes, Boyfriends, and Girlfriends

[DragonLoverHere]

I am officially mad and sad!
Okay, so we have had a ton of our track practices cancelled over the last week. As you may have read, I have met this cute guy at track, E (for those who want more info, read the post here). He was showing some interest in me and was really sweet! Now that we finally had a practice, he wasn't there! ;.;

But, on the other hand, I have to many guy problems to list.... Gosh, why can't my heart listen to my head and just quit jumping around?!

[Zeee]

Im falling for O again..

I have one question though;

I couldn't keep the love I had for him hidden. I tried to refuse it, but I just can't not like him.

Now, this may be confusing, but I think he likes me back? This is why I think so;

We, in school, have teams and intermurals (dodgeball, usually, just games at recesses/outdoor times). Im on the Warriors, O is on the Gladiators, and we were competing against eachother, playing dodgeball. If someone catches it, the other person is out, obviously.

I not sure if this means he likes me or just really wanted me out, but he always went out of his way- whenever I threw a ball- just to catch it or get it, getting me out or not.

Help? Is he just playing, or does he only want the balls I throw for a reason?

[paradox.]

Well is it only yours or other peoples as well?

[Zeee]

Mine, and apparently only mine.

And one time, when we were going against eachother again, he did like a 'move' to me, and it was clearly at me because he yelled my name then did it, I was right in front of him, and it was like he did a click with his tounge and with the moves of his hands, shaped like guns, right? Anyone know that move? Im not sure what it's called.

:P

[paradox.]

Ohhhh that move.
Some boys are naturally flirty which is completley annoying x.X
But if it's only yours and he was nice enough to do that then yeah there might be something there

OMG Having friend/guy problems. So I have this friend named A. And she likes this guy called S (Not their real names)

Well she finally asked him out and he rejected her x.X IDK then thats when they kind of stopped hanging out but my friend is still completley "in love" with him
But I have this weird feeling he likes me. We're good friends you know and I think this is how he always is but we play soccer in gym together and we're on the same team and I'm a goalie or sometimes an actual player but when our team scores a goal even if hes all the way across the gym he'll walk over and high five me. And when the other team has control of the ball he's always trying to protect me from getting hit. (It happens more often than you would think x.X We don't even play the safe soccer people are kicking and shouting and running around >.<) But aside from that after gym is over since it's the only period we share together he always goes out of his way to hug me and sometimes in the halls he hugs me. I've seen him hug other girls too so I don't think about it often but they call him over to say hi he goes up to me. And I'm afraid how this will work with A because I have no interest in S since I like R and she knows that but she saw him hug me and kinda just looked at me before heading to class >.< But then afterwards we were all buddy buddy so we're good

OH AND ANOTHER EXAMPLE I had a headache in gym so I sat down on the bench instead of playing that day. He walked over to me and asked if I was okay and if I was feeling well. Then aroosha did the same and then they started playing tug of war arguing about who was more of my friend >.< And then I kind of just stopped them and told them to start playing cuz the team kinda needed them. Lolz then when I was feeling a bit better I started playing again >.<

IT WAS SO AWKWARD

[Alaric Dixon <3]

I've got more then one boy problem right now, but I'll just start out with one. I don't feel like pestering y'all with my issues (: So for now, I'll call this guy Z. I might be mentioning him in some later posts, so just for future references.

Honestly let me start off by saying I feeling like a 100% creeper writing this. I'm not even kidding. So you see, there is this guy isn't there always? That I've kind of been crushing on. He doesn't hang out or talk to any of my friends, so I've never spoken directly to him before. I watch him from afar, because really, I'm too afraid to talk to him. So I've gotten to notice all the little things about him. Like how his long, sparkling lustrous golden-blond hair drapes into his eyes, and his little head jerk he makes when it's bugging him. But I know I can never like him. It simply can't happen. The main reason? He's two Grades younger then me. He's 11, maybe 12, and I'm 14 (My birthday was on the 14th). It makes me feel like a Cougar everytime I catch myself stealing a glance at him. Three of my friends are dating boys a grade young then them, but that's not such a big deal, I mean, it's only a year.

But lately, things have been getting..well..I don't know exactly how to describe it. I kept telling myself, over and over that I couldn't like him, that I'd get over him. But a month would go by and I'd be feeling the exact same way I am now. Anyways, last night, for the first time I had a dream about him. He was only there for a moment, but I kept thinking about it for the rest of the day. He walked over to me, his beautiful hands strumming the light strings of a guitar. He was looking right at me. His facial expression, so serene and happy. If my emotions could have been reflected in him, well they sure were. In that dream at least. I felt as if we shared something together. You know that theory that if you go to sleep thinking about someone, they'll dream about you? Not like he even knows my name. Much less the fact that he'd be thinking about me! Throughout the day, I'd think of his face, and my heart would tighten in my chest.

Then at recess, I caught him running from a herd of little 1st graders. He seemed so content and playful, it just warmed my heart. Later, he came to sit at the wall, all the little kids around him. And he looked over at me. Our eyes met and his face..for a moment it looked exactly like it had in my dream. I looked away, my heart beating double time in my chest before he walked off. It was only for a second, by my breath literally caught in my throat.

We had one little run-in later that day. My creeper friend who I'll adress now as Hipster, was singing very inappropriate songs when he walked over. At first, I got froze. I mean, this was the first time in HISTORY that he'd ever walked over. His friend, who I'll address as Ma.Scouty started singing along with Hipster. And all I could think about was how close he was, and I could seem to find my voice for a moment or two.

I know he'll never like me. It's just the first time, in a very long time that I've ever had a REAL crush. Usually I end up likely one of my guy-friends, so I already know what they're like and how to act around them. Usually I quickly get over the feeling or end up going out with him. This one I just can't shake off. And I think I just about forgot what this actually feels like. I really have no idea why I decided to post. These feelings have just been plaguing me all day, I just needed to get them off of my chest, y'know?

[KoolAid&Cyanide]

Someone tell me I'm not the only one who finds these completely awesome.
I'm thinking birthday present.
Or maybe Easter present.
I can totally see one on Glasses's wallet. He wouldn't have to be embarassed either because one piece doesn't really look like
half a heart until you put it together with its partner.
And I mean come on it's a scorpion. WHAT could be more badass.

Dude. Just Awesome. Pure awesome.

Things are going really good with Darren. We didn't really communicate over the weekend, so Monday was a bit awkward, but then my friends decided to text him and tell him my number and he actually texted me and I didn't really text back much because I was having the busiest night of my effin' life so he probably had a right to be POed at me, but he wasn't, which is good. Then I got to play saxophone for his performing arts class, and he texted me later to say I did a good job. Then we texted for a while, and had a good conversation. We didn't get to talk today, because we couldn't find each other after school. It's still kind of surreal that this is actually all happening.

[paradox.]

DON'T BE AFRAID TO GO OUT WITH SOMEONE YOUNGER THAN YOU! Honestly in 5th grade I had a classmate going out with a 7th grader. It's not that bad. 2 years 1 year as long as it isnt something like 30 years >.<

[Zeee]

Ohhhh that move.
Some boys are naturally flirty which is completley annoying x.X
But if it's only yours and he was nice enough to do that then yeah there might be something there :D

It was only mine, I basically saw him do it twice at first and then kept on watching him and he only caught mine.
And yes, that move. Ehh! It's not completely annoying. It's sweet, in my sense.

Nice enough to do what? The move or only wanting the balls that I threw? Im guessing the move?

[paradox.]

yeah. That thing means he doesn't dislike you which crosses out all the bad theories I had lol
So it's a good thing