Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[Cannibalistic Cookie]

Mahal ko,

I still have the small audio file you sent me way back, whispering because you were shy with your family in the background, asking me not to push you away, like I tend to do at times when I get into an off mood.
Yet even after all this time, you still feel you have to keep just about anything from me.
You don't just push me away, you keep me locked out at all times.
I can't imagine I can truly be a good fiancee, and truly make you happy, if you feel you can't talk to me about what's on your mind.
You're not doing it to spare me, because you know it hurts me.
You're not doing it for us, because if you keep struggling through everything on your own, I just feel like a total batchofcookies when I get a bad spell and keep bothering you with it.
I want to start a life together with you, not just live my own alongside yours.
We love each other, we've loved each other for all this time, and we're still loving each other more with every day that passes (I am, anyway), so why is this stupid little thing driving us apart?

Signed, yours.

[The violent pacifist]

Dear Di,
You need to stop being so touchy about everything. You assume I go out of my way to hurt you but in reality it's called an accident. You know like bumping a darned button? Ugh these moods swings are killing me. Make up your darned mind and stop picking fights! I never see you anymore so why do you have to ruin the only time I get to see you!?
-Sincerely, Annoyed

[Episkey]

Dear Mama,
I miss you and I need you so much. I wish you were here... I wish dad had passed away instead of you and that you were still here to take care of me. I promiss you I'll stay as strong as I can and I won't get into trouble. Please help me through this.... I don't know what to do anymore.....


Dear Dad,
I hate you... mmore than I think I even know, and I cannot believe you would do this to our family. You don't care about me or anybody else for that matter; all you care about is yourself. You don't love me or my sister and I can no longer believe that you ever loved mom. There is something wrong with you and you need to stand up and be a father right now because when teachers or cousins who live on the other side of the country care more, there is something wrong. One of the saddest things I've gone through is not being able to believe you when you say "I love you". When you start acting like my dad again and stop hurting your entire family then I might be able to tolerate you; I can no longer give you forgiveness, and nor do you deserve it. I don't want to hate you but everything you do makes me hate you more...

[azazel.]

Dear You,

You're beautiful, and sweet, and honest...I love you. I do. But she stands between us..and that makes me a jealous pig. I feel so bad about it..but there's nothing I can do until she hurts you enough to drive you away. And I'll be waiting with open arms. <3

Dear arm,

Stop itching -.- it hurts when I scratch you. And that is bad >>

Your Insanity~

[Hound 2]

Dear fate,
Why does this always happen to meeeeee? I swear, if my group doesn't kick up the notch for the next 4 weeks..I cannot tolerate thiiiiiiis! I'm always the one doing all the work. T.T I'm going to kick myself if this doesn't happen.I'm still going to try to kick myself, even if it's most likely impossible. :I
-From,
I shall lurk in my self-pity..

[Rabies]

to someone I hold dear -

all it would take is a shed, some chicken feed, and a little ingenuity.
why not?

all my love.

[Fat Unicorn]

Dear Bro(s),
I'm sorry I'm doing it again. It relieves my pain. I'm so sorry. I was clean for 2 months.. Then this happened. I'm sorry, I really am. I just can't take it anymore. ;______;

[nessla]

DEAR NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR:

I WORRY ABOUT YOU QUITE A LOT. PLEASE DON'T BE SO QUIET; IT'S BOTHERSOME. AT LEAST HAVE A PARTY OR SOMETHING. YOUR HOUSE IS ALWAYS SO SILENT AND YOU LOOK SO SAD ALL THE DAMN TIME. I KNOW YOU HAVE A POOL--I HAVE SEEN IT. THROUGH THE FENCE. THOUGH THAT PART DOESN'T MATTER. YOU ARE THE BATMAN. K. :C

MOST SINCERELY,
YOUR LOVING NEIGHBOR.

[Feliciano Vargas]

Dear Colm

You may know this already but I'm gay and i think your amazingly hot and cute and your so nice, probably gonna hate me now yeah you will i just wanna let u know that i think i may rlly rlly love u.

From Evan

[cass.]

Bye, CS.
It was nice knowing you. I wish I could've stayed longer, but lately there's been an air of... of nastiness, and slyness around here. It's not your fault, but I've had a few bad experiences with users in the past.
Ive gifted away my Purple Tox, Apple, Black Advent and Apple, so I guess this is goodbye.
I may come back on, to adopt and such, so it's a hiatus, I guess.
Goodbye, CS
I'll miss you. You really did make life worth living, but I guess I have more important things to do in life.
You probably won't see me much after the end of this month.
Good bye.
-Banjo xxxx