amour. wrote:amour. wrote:I had a dream. It was so strange, but I think my mind is trying to tell me something about the two most important guys in my life. Here is a table to let you know who is who;D - my boyfriend/faded best friend/male
R - my best friend/male
J - my boyfriends best friend/male
N - a guy who gets in trouble a lot/male
R and I were hanging out. He was skateboarding and I was walking beside him down this old, quiet street. To our left was this chain fence and we saw around three kids huddled there watching us. I made out some of the people; D, J and N. R and I continued on because they didn't call us over or even say a word. After we kept going for a little while they stopped us. They had skateboards also.
D challenged R to a skateboard trick contest. So We went to the skatepark and they started the competition. It was strange seeing the do tricks just to beat the other. Because the thing is, they count each other as best friends. I stood there and watched the whole time and felt that somehow this was over me.
/then I woke up/
Could I get some help please? What do you think my mind is trying to tell me about these two?you know where I am supposed to be right now? Dancing with my boyfriend. I didn't go to the dance. It's just horseback riding already wore me out and I don't feel like busting a move. I texted him an apology but I never got a reply yet. I will probably get a reply later when the dance is over.
I am so confused ;n;
I am so confused. I was texting R last night and I brought up crushes. He said that he liked a girl in my class a lot. Guess who? My bestest friend in the whole wide world, Hope. I almost cried, but then I realized why would I cry when a guy I like, who I shouldn't be liking cause I have a boyfriend, doesn't have a crush on me.
Then he asked who I had a crush on. I said a guy in his class. He listed all the popular guys names and I said no to all of them. It was getting late so I said goodnight and turned off my phone. This morning when I woke up I recived a text once I turned my phone on. It said; is it me? O.o
I sent him a text this morning saying Hiya. So right now we are talking about him going to the states today.
I am so confused. I was texting R last night and I brought up crushes. He said that he liked a girl in my class a lot. Guess who? My bestest friend in the whole wide world, Hope. I almost cried, but then I realized why would I cry when a guy I like, who I shouldn't be liking cause I have a boyfriend, doesn't have a crush on me.
Then he asked who I had a crush on. I said a guy in his class. He listed all the popular guys names and I said no to all of them. It was getting late so I said goodnight and turned off my phone. This morning when I woke up I recived a text once I turned my phone on. It said; is it me? O.o
I sent him a text this morning saying Hiya. So right now we are talking about him going to the states today.