Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[Xenohazard]

Dear Spring Break,
I don't want you. Idon'tIdon'tIdon't. It just means getting yelled at by my parents for stuff I didn't do because I am nothing at all like the "perfect" child my mom was when she was a kid. I'm tired of getting harassed for mistakes I apologized for, and even begged forgiveness for.
I am sick and tired of you and I just want to be back in school with my friends; People who notice the fact I have feelings instead of just hitting them with a goddanged weed-whacker and then telling me what I do and do not care about. I care about plenty of people, Mother, I just don't tend to show appreciation for those who yell for stupid reasons like I was talking to myself and you wanted to know what I said... TO MYSELF. Or when you think you know what's going on in my head when you really have no freaking idea. I. Am. Not. That. Deep. A. Thinker. Ok? But that doesn't mean you should call me stupid, or bring up the fact that I have the memory of a goldfish and am probably going to get stuck in 8th grade. I UNDERSTAND, ALRIGHT!? STOP RUNNING THIS CRAP INTO THE GROUND.
Please?

... God please let Tuesday come quickly. *facekeyboard*

[britneyrox]

Dear _______,

Yes, you are one of my best friends.
I know you dated him and it didn't end too well.
But you're with someone else now.
Why does it bother you so much if I am with him?

[SavDawg]

Dear____
I can't believe you. You make up stupid lies about me and hurt me badly. You think i'm crazy for not forgiving you when all you do is make me upset. Once I forgive you get all mad at me for little things. I try my best to put up with you but all you do is hurt me. Who wants a friend that doesn't even care about you?

Dear___
I can't believe you. Stop being so amazing! I love everything about you yet I hate the fact that I love you. I can't tell anyone this as they all hate you. I wish I had the courage to tell you how amazing I find you even though in a way I wish I have never met you. <3

[★ NEVERMORE]

to my friend - - - - - -,
okay, look. i really do like you - but i would like you
and hang out with you more if you weren't glued
to your phone most of the time. it's just embarrassing
to see you pull it out during CLASS and start reading
on it like an ebook.
sincerely,
concerned.

[chewnicorn]

Dear ____,

It just seemed so unreasonable
Why?
I mean I remember you had some problems, but really
Then in the middle of waiting for the stinking test to be over
I thought
Was it because you liked someone else
Then in science, Sunshine(lol, I'll call him that) was talking to K
"Didja hear?"
"Yeah I-"
"Here comes __K in for the rebound!"
And it occurred to me that now the rumors are going to spread again that he has a thing for you
And I immediately thought
Do you have a thing for him?
That would just be weird
At that thought
You two being...a couple
No no no
Too horrifying...
My frenemy
with
One of my closest friends
?
I don't know...

Your friend,
Rocky158

And, nevermiiiind...I guess you do like him
But I'll keep it on the "down low" if I am correct
And sorry
These are one of the times I've gone
Too far
It's one of those E and N situations
Where I asked too much
Or dug my nose into none of my business
...I guess the best I can say is...
Sorry

[lonely lover]

Dear __________,
I'm sorry for not telling you. I used to like K, but I don't anymore. You know, I should really start to tell people things. Or not. I mean, too many people have spread my secrets. Soon the biggest one might get out... I'll tell you in homeroom. Hopefully. Oh, and it's Scott that I like. You know, the one I always talk about.

[Zombex]

Dear Sean,
I hope you rot in hell. You tore me the f*ck apart. Twice. Honestly, I hope you die violently. Fire, maybe.
Sincerely,
Me

ps. You are a bay hick. You really are.

[ohbreezey]

Dear Crushes,
Track is the best time for me to see you, J. The way you get all impatient when I tell you not to when you want a piece of gum...
Everywhere you are, I am, B. I've loved you once before, and I'm never gonna stop. You just light up my week. I get butterflies sometimes. Love you.
Not so much I've seen you, M. You're a grade ahead of me, and we're both in track. I've said to you I liked you, but hell, you don't give a poop word. I still get a few butterflies though.

Dear Bestfriend,
Sometimes, you urk me, in the face, with a chair. It somewhat bothers me in ways, and I just want you to listen to me sometimes. Love you, sister.

Dear Mom,
Why the hell did you ground me because I was in pain from track so I didn't do my chores? Oh okay, so don't care about your daughter anymore, love you too. You're so unfair with Macy and me, letting her go places when I can't, even though we're both grounded. And dad, same with you. Give me some freaking time.

Love, Breeze<3

[Guest]

Dear all my self-centered friends, that's right, every single one of you people I call friends.

Why is it always about you and you're problems? Why can't just for once.. Just once, I'd like it to be about me. I don't care what your three day out of the week boyfriend did that pissed you off. Nor do I care what he did to make you feel loved for just a tiny moment. I may seem like I care, and I give you everything I possibly have when it comes to advice, but really.. I don't care. Not any more. You know why? Because every single day it's the same thing.

You should be happy you're able to get a boyfriend. Cause I can't even get a girlfriend. Who would even want to date a Germaphobic Deaf Obbessive Compulsive girl who has to sort her colored pencils by Color when she's colour-blind!? I mean really, would you? See, even you would be slowly backing away from me. Everyday I live is a challenge of hefty sizes while you just waltz through life without a care in the world. Well other than the ones you feel you just have to rant and rant about to me.

I don't communicate anything about my life with you. I would love to be able to do so but you never give me a freaking chance. Any time I start a sentence, you look at your phone and disregard everything that comes from me. Or suddenly interupt me and rant about the newest actions of Mr. Right Number 400 Some. Is that all I am to you? Just a wall with no emotions? Something you can just use for your well being then just toss me into the trash? Is it because I can't hear that you think I have nothing to say?

Well, I'm fed up with it. I want a word. I want a say. I want you to listen to me and care like I do with every problem you come to me with. I just want for once. Just once for a conversation to be about me and my problems. I'm tired of holding everything in. I just want someone to care about what I go through in my life.

-Shazi

[Gloxinia]

Dear Sara,

Darling, please don't cry. I'm begging you.
It kills me to think you're shedding tears, wallowing in pain. I know it hurts, that the man you probably once called 'Daddy' isn't home with you making all the hurt go away. I know it's unfair. I know you're probably asking yourself; "Of all people, why me?"

I went down that exact road. It's a painful one, and it drove me into insanity. Do you remember why I was gone that week from school? I had been taken away, that's why. But don't let it do that to you; know someone's here. That's what I had lacked. I had no one when my Father died, because I didn't tell anyone. But since you're telling me all of this, I want to help you, to guide you, and reassure you when you think you're cracking. I. Want. You. To. Be. Happy.

Be stronger than I was. Make it through the rain. Know he loves you, but he just can't be there. That was what I never knew when my Dad was alive; I never knew he loved me the way he did. So now I'm telling you what I never heard.

I know we're far from each other now, but not for long. I'm seeing you tomorrow whether you like it or not, and I'm going to be there to wipe your tears away. You're my best friend; the two of us having met on that hill two years ago. Remember how we've been inseparable since? Remember how I promised you I'd always be there?

Yeah, well I'm keeping that promise.

I love you.

~Chaos.