by .sellyfish. » Sun Mar 11, 2012 3:04 pm
dear tomorrow,
you're approaching, but i'm not ready for you. i'm not ready for the jitters, the words, the audience,the pressure. i'm dreading your arrival. my strength won't be there, as i had planned. my confidence is concealed by the frights you drag, lure, swoop across me. i can't get over it.
just, take it easy, man.
♥that spineless organism in the corner there.
dear life that i name as my own,
i've threatened you once, twice, don't make me do it again. it just might be the last of our games. my whole family knows of our conflicts. it hurts them. we need to work this out. i can't do this to them again.
♥"selena"*
*i can't call myself this anymore.it's not me.
dear rivers escaping my eyes,
quit it. just stop. your making my body tremble, my mind, sanity and conscience vacate. your stealing my patience, mercy and dignity. knock it off.
♥me
dear depression,
hit the road. you're not welcome anymore. people can't see me like this. i won't stand for it. but almighty only knows how long ths false grin will last.
♥the personality you've be destroying lately.
There's faith and there's sleep
We need to pick one please because
Faith is to be awake
And to be awake is for us to think
And for us to think is to be alive a
And I will try with every rhyme
To come across like I am dying
To let you know you need to try to think