Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[kingbellamy]

Dear fellow classmates and teacher who doubts me,
I know it might sound crazy but there are things in this world that no one knows about. The fact that I may believe in what i said in class is not crazy. There are hundreds maybe thousands along side me in this war between you non-believers and us believers. Yes I just said war....I am going that far.
-Your worst nightmare in war

[lonely lover]

Dear ___________,
What's wrong with me? I don't pay attention in class, I don't do homework, I don't talk as much. Am I okay? Maybe I just need time to think. After all, a lots on my mind. Everyone expects me to get straigh A's. Even my grandma was disappointed when I got one B. Sometimes it's just too much. Yeah, I don't go in after class or do extra credit. You say I'm lucky when I got a good grade? I call it work. People shrug it off, saying I'm just smart. Well maybe doing work and studying helps too. I don't work or study as much. I'm afraid I'm becoming this person that I'm not.


~kiwifruit

[Featherhandcuffs]

Dear Charlie,

Why did you have to tell me this? We're just friends...I don't understand. Don't go and ruin a good thing, okay? We've been friends for about a year, why didn't you say something earlier? I fancy girls more than guys, anyhow.

-Andras.

[ShadowsCryInTheNight]

Dear ___________,
What's wrong with me? I don't pay attention in class, I don't do homework, I don't talk as much. Am I okay? Maybe I just need time to think. After all, a lots on my mind. Everyone expects me to get straigh A's. Even my grandma was disappointed when I got one B. Sometimes it's just too much. Yeah, I don't go in after class or do extra credit. You say I'm lucky when I got a good grade? I call it work. People shrug it off, saying I'm just smart. Well maybe doing work and studying helps too. I don't work or study as much. I'm afraid I'm becoming this person that I'm not.


~kiwifruit

I feel the same...No idea what is happening but I am soooo close to failing a class and I've had straight A's for my whole life.....

[Pastel-burnt]

Dear X,
Shuddap. Just shaddap. You must be the noisiest cat in the neighborhood. Who else's cat would turn up the radio to max volume at 2:00 in the morning to request some cat chow?

[videlicet]

Dear Dad,

I'm so utterly, hopelessly, completely confused. Bewildered and disappointed. You take me through the paces, the SSAT, the application essay & forms, the interviews, the tour.
You gave me a glimpse of a beautiful, wonderful future -a school where I could be myself- and then snatched it away.
You have absolutely no idea how disappointed I am right now. I had a chance -I know did- to rise to the top. I know we're a little short on money, but that's not an issue. What with the teacher's child discount, and the scholarship, 80% of the cost was cut.
No, in the end, what caused this wonderful, hopeful, dream to come crashing down -was the commute. The commute. Something so trivial stole my hope away from me. Punctured my dreams of success with a needle. I don't care if I have to sit with you for half an hour each way. I wouldn't care if it was an hour each way if I could just go to that school.
But, no. Take away the world-class highschool, with IB and AP, and so many thing I could do and replace it with the tiny public high school that reeks of depression and hopelessness. And the school is run by a football fanatic. It's a 'sports school'. I'm screwed. There was only one year that I managed to scrape an A in gym, every other year it's been B's, even a C+ once. I'm going to be so out of place here -I can feel it already.
And, thing is, they want me at _______. The world-class school wants me to attend. I got one of the best SSAT scores any kid who has ever applied to their school has achieved. I am in the ninety-sixthth percentile overall. I beat 96% of the students my age who took the test in Canada and the US in the past three years. And I got in the 99th percentile in verbal reasoning and comprehension. I don't want to toot my own horn or anything, but that is freaking exceptional.
I want to go to ________because I believe I can achieve there. I'm tired of trying to finish my work under my desk while the teacher drones on about the lesson that I already understand. I just feel like I could achieve my full potential at _______.
I'm so sorry if come off as selfish, or big-headed, or something. I haven't said anything because I know you know what's best for me... And I feel guilty for wanting you to spend that much money on me... I'm sorry, truly.

-Your Daughter

[AnimalRights]

Dear _______,
Back off. You're annoying us all, we don't care about your freaking gossip, you're always looking for attention, and it's really ticking everyone off. We don't want to hear you walk around calling everyone that isn't your friend a b**** or s***, ya know what? I don't blame them. You just need to flipping back off and give us all some space, no one said for you to come into our group and complain about people you don't like, you need to be taking down a freaking notch and just go away, find someone else to make miserable.




Dear _____,
Why don't you understand? I like you. I've cared about you for a long time, now. Things were going great before, and I know we were apart for a little while, but my feelings haven't gone away, and It kills me to wait every day for things to be like they used to be. The only thing left worse than waiting is forgetting, and the only thing worse than both is deciding which to do. I care about you, your smile makes me want to smile, your laugh brightens my day, and I wish you'd see that for me things aren't over. I know a part of me wants to believe that you feel the same way, but I think a part of me truly believes it's true. You told me things no one's ever told me before, you made me feel special, and now they all say you like her? Was I not good enough? Is she a replacement for what I'm not anymore? And of all people you choose one of my best friends? And I'm not even sure if it's true? She doesn't deserve you, she doesn't care about you, she told me long before any of this started, and It's not even about you not liking me, I just don't want you to feel hurt. I know what hurt feels like, it's what I'm feeling right now, and it's worse than any 'real' "break-up" or "friend-zone" could ever feel. You are my first love, and I think no matter how far I could ever move on, a piece of me will always remember that day, those days, the weeks, and months, the past year. Even putting all love aside, what happened? Do you not want to be friends any more at all? Am I not even worth that? We've been friends for years, what happened? You won't even talk to me, and it's painful. I know it's not like you're ignoring me, but it still makes me sad that we never talk anymore.
Basically, I don't know what to say, it's just, between the long talks, making fun of each other, laughing for no reason, somewhere along the line you stole my heart, and if I try I could build it back up, but I think you'll always have a piece of it. I really care about you, all I want is an answer, and then I'll accept the truth, whatever it be. </3

[Rabies]

Dear _____,
You're brilliant, sharp and cynical and I'm a quiet romantic. I can't keep up with you intellectually, but could that just not matter, please? Could we walk our dogs into the woods and just see where it takes us?

Dear _____,
I know you're gay.
You know I still love you, right?

[AnimalRights]

Dear ______,
You don't even understand what my life has been for the past year, and it's YOUR fault. I know you "couldn't help some things" but you lost your freaking mind and it's ridiculous. You might have had a hard time, but you're too selfish to think about anyone else. And now you blame it on everyone else. One minute you're back to normal and the next you've lost it again. You don't respect my views, you tell me to change them, and I'm sick of it. And lately, going around saying you hate the town? You might have run away from the town and dragged me with you, but that's my home, my friends are there, my school is there, the same school I've been at for ___ years. Since Kindergarten, yes, kindergarten. And you know what? You're right, what you've been saying is true, it is a small town? Why does that bother you? Everyone else seems to be fine with that. To me it means that our town is the only one with the k-12 school, the art festivals, the carnivals. It's my HOME, and it might not be yours, but it is mine. And lastly, you say "you're gonna have to choose between town or me" well guess what? You don't want to hear my answer to that question. My friends have been more family to me in the past year than you will ever be. And not only that, but you go on these rants, and the next day you say "I promise you I'll find a way to...." when you just said you hated it the day before? You think you've calmed down but you haven't, it seems like the world is a bad place and you have to complain one day, and the next everything is great and what the hell is up with that? You're not better, you haven't calmed down, you're the same sick twisted person you were 12 months ago.

To be continued.

[MEAT!]

Dear_____,
Stop. Just stop. You get Jelous over every one that I talk to. You can't even walk up to me to say hi. That is it. It's over I can't take it anymore. Maybe I was talking to him. Maybe when he was crying he wiped his eyes in my hair but at least he doesnt get Jelous