Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[Proud violent zealot]

Dear _____,
Do you still like me or not? I know that I kinda rejected you for a while before, and I'm sorry for that, but then we became so close as friends. In the beginning of the school year I felt how we drifted apart over the summer, and now we're coming back togother, but i can feel a difference in the way you act sometimes. Is it because of ____? Does that have anything to do with it? Can you please just tell me so that we can both move on and stop acting so awkward? Why did you say you didn't trust me when I trusted you with information I only told two other people (who, by the way, are my two most trusted friends)? I remember when it was the decathlon and you sat next to me and when I thought I wouldn't place, you said "I bet you a million dollars you are going to place". You almost got a million dollars. We hugged for the first time that day. I miss you an I need you right now especially. Come back, ok?

~Your friend

[Demyx and the Doctor]

Hey. You.

All of you. You're jerks. I'd use a much more accurate word, but I've already been warned for swearing once. Seriously, I have just about lost all faith of ever finding a decent human being among you again. And to make things even better, so many of you are hypocrites to boot. Why did I ever try to associate with you people, if people is even the right word? The more I learn about you, the more I learn that you're pretty much all the sort of person I actually want to stay away from.

Kudos to the few good eggs. May the road rise to meet you, may the sun shine upon your face and the wind ever be at your back, may God hold you in the palm of his hand, and may the company you keep change you only for the better.

*salutes*

[mindless.]

Dear One,
You are so freaking confusing. You are killing me on the inside. When my friend asked you if you liked me...you laughed? </3 Or was it because you got nervous and chickened out of this. Again.
</3 STOP It you cruel ginger boy!,
Haze

[Brightpaw]

Dear ~~~~,

My life is screwed up. Completely screwed up. But ever since we started going to Scouts and Scouts-Robotics together 2 nights a week, something has become good. I've found someone who doesn't ask too many questions, or tells me I'm an idiot for crying every time I remember my life. You make me laugh, and smile, and you've turned my life around for the better. I wish I could tell you what you mean to me but I can't because I almost know you don't feel the same way. You are the light in my darkness. And when I see your crooked smile with your funny vampire teeth, my heart skips a beat. And we both love Olly Murs (hence the reference.), and other musicians. I'm going away to Germany with you and some others in June, and I can't wait simply because I'll be with you.

From,

The girl who loves you very much.

[Demyx and the Doctor]

To all the people who think that no one else has the right to complain about their problems as long as you have worse problems:

Somewhere in this world tonight, a woman is burying her firstborn child before its first birthday. She may be a very poor woman who simply couldn't afford to feed her child enough to stave off illness, or take it to a doctor when it became ill. She may be wealthy and have every advantage, but due to circumstances beyond anyone's control, her child was born too premature or with birth defects too severe to survive no matter what modern medicine could do. Her child may have died in a car accident, or a natural disaster, or from falling down the stairs in an unguarded moment. Her child may have been killed by its own father, so that he wouldn't have to pay child support or because he went too far with abuse, or she may have been mentally disturbed - or simply helpless and desperate - enough to think that she had no choice but to kill her child herself.

Are you that mother? Are you that child?

If not, then stop complaining. Someone else has worse problems than you'll ever have.

PS: When you rattle off a list of ways in which your life stinks, and cap it off with "but you don't hear me complaining, do you?" - yes, actually, I do.

[daintyjessie]

Dear ----,

You Loved my best friend.and she hurt you. alot. You were.. crying. Yeah, your emo, Im goth and oppisotes attact.. but I.. I love you. I wount make you cry. I wont hurt you. I love you.

Love, The Girl That loves you, and you dont even know.

[13thMuse]

James,

Thank you for coming back. I know you were never gone, but we didn't get to talk much and that really sucked. So thank you for coming back, and thank you for the five hours talking in valley girl voices, it was a warm, welcome reminder of why you've been the best friend I've ever had for a year now. I know I've thanked you enough and probably sound like a broken record, but I feel like I should be saying more for how much you mean to me. Thank you for being my very best friend and for being just as kind and funny as I need you to be every day. You're amazing, you mean so much to me, and just over a year later I can still say that you still make me smile more than anyone else can.

Much love - Julia.

[laulaminen]

Dear -----,

God i'm stupid. So, so stupid. Why can't anything go right? Why does my life have to mess up every single time? I know I love you. I love you, but i'm dating someone else; who I also love. I know, i'm stupid, alright? I love both of you and don't want either of you to be upset, but my stupid freaking self had to screw that up for you. Again. The truth is, I love him just as much as you, and I want you to know this. But, i'm kind of scared to admit it to you. I am dating him, and we love each other, and if I leave him, sure i'd be making you happy, but then it would ruin him. God, i'm such a screw up. I honestly wish you were there the moment I needed you, but you weren't and I... Fell in love with him. I could never forgive myself that night, where I gave up on you and just 'began' loving him. I know I pretend to be the happiest soul when i'm around him, but there's something more that I was alway's missing. It was you. Your love.

Today I admitted my love to you, but I also admitted something you weren't suppose to see, yet you did. And we both know what that was. Yeah I could say I wasn't speaking the truth and dump him for you, but the thing is, I can't. I can't dump him for you, because I love him. Just as much as I love you. I wouldn't blame you at all if you lost all interest in me, because I can't help feeling like I hurt you, even if you just walked away, not a word said. I couldn't blame you if you ignored me, in fact, I feel like you should. I'm hurting alot about this, and I feel... Empty. Lost. I want to be with you, I truly do, but then there's him and... I just can't.

So to end it all, i'm sorry. I'm sorry for giving up on you, i'm sorry for all this confusion. I'm sorry I screwed everything up. I'm really, really sorry.

With love, me. ♥

[Earth]

Dear ____,
I felt sorry for you, I really did. But ya know? After this week I'm glad I said no. Because I don't really know the true you and I'm pretty sure the real you has started to show. I don't like it. You are a depressing guy who thinks he has to talk big to impress people. I feel sorry for you. But I'm thankful I don't have to deal with you. I'm even questioning being your friend because I don't need a sad person in my life when I try to make sure I'm happy. Further more, guys like you annoy me to death with your big talk act, just shut up!
I don't feel as bad,
~Earth

[cheetah;]

Dear H,

YOU! YES YOU! You have been dating my BFF and you said you love her in front of me. Me and My BFF R have told you a lots of times i loved you. I knew i should told her not to go out with you. I'm the only one who could handle you properly H. You relied on me and i knew you really loved her and you told me to maker her say yes. I'm so sorry, But it was a plan. She broke your heart and she even cheated on her Boyfriend. And know they are going out again. Face it. She never loved you. She just TEASED you. I agreed at first and then i stared to think it's wrong as i saw the way you treated her and said nice things to her.

So you then called be straight away and send me messages on Facebook. And i will tell you everything that happened. But only if you promise to keep it a secret, Not like the other times i told you her other secrets. I know we been out for a day and you felt wrong. But how about giving me another chance? Please? I promise i will change. And i wish i could send you this letter. And i will as soon as i get to be with you. And i would never cheat on you. I would never EVER brake your little sweet heart <3

With all the love. Juliet <33 xxx