Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[xnocturnalkittenx]

Dear Mom,
I don't care about prom. QUIT BUGGING ME ABOUT GETTING A FREAKING DRESS. I hate dresses. You know I do. I don't like showing off skin, I'm always freezing. I like pants. I'm sorry I'm not as feminine as you'd like.
But ASDF.
I tried showing you a dress I actually liked. And you won't get it.
So just...AUGH. Leave me alone. PLEASE.
You have no idea how much this is pissing me off. I'm not going to make you pay $80-$160 for an ugly piece of cloth I'm only going to wear once.

Sincerely,
Your TOMBOY Daughter

[1D fan]

Dear Myself,
Why didn't you go ask her out right after those dances? Why are you so scared? What is wrong with you? You don't have any courage and you had slow danced with her the whole entire night, but no. You didn't ask her.
From,
Me

Dear P,
STOP BEING TOUCHY TO THAT GIRL OK? You may be my best friend, but really. Do i have to be a babysitter to you. Ugh just stop ok. Everyone is tired of your stupid drama. You are so weird. Just stop.
From,
A REALLY PISSED OFF FRIEND

Dear D,
Really I get the courage to ask you out, but right when I do you walk up to D and ask him ut. Really? I am tired of the pain. I am done with this. GOODBYE! Now would you mind if I told you I hate you, thats practical what you did. But instead you were like SCREW YOU and went to DEE. Just ugh.
From,
A Painful filled guy

Dear A,
You better not be reading this.
from,
ME

Dear DEE,
I hate you.
from,
The guy who will make your life awful

Dear Karma,
I love you, thank you for letting me scream press the break, to stop that car accident. Thank you for a little hint of what would happen if I dated D. THank you for a really fun week.
From,
Your love ME.

[Ashki]

Hello my messed up used to be friend.

I hate you so much for what you did.
But I can't help but love you, it's horrible. I'm tied in two. What can I do? Can't ask you for any help, since I used to be able to tell you everything. You were like a brother to me. And now? I don't really know. I wish eye contact wasn't awkward. It's terrible. I've loved you forever, and now? I hate you. So, so much. I want to forgive you but I can't.

With no love,

Me.

Hey _ _ _ _,

You are the most handsome guy I've ever had the pleasure of meeting. You're funny, nice, and a freaking genius.
I would never change anything about you. <3

Love,

Your friend.

[lolaf]

Dear C,
Every time you open your mouth I want to stuff a sock in it, because everything you say just preaches how much of a jerk you are... I could use stronger language but this is a kids site... seriously? You used to be smart, and you used to have integrity... oh who am I kidding you never had integrity but at least you used to be smart, now every word that comes out of your mouth makes you sound like a bimbo. Now your just another girl who cares only about her appearance and dress up for guys. Oh and all those things you say about me? I garuntee you'll be eating your words when I'm in the spotlight, and your scraping gum off sidewalks. I promise to remember how you treated me so, I promise that when you say "Hey remeber how we were best friends?" I'll laugh and say that's not what I remember.
Much hate, What did you just call me?


Dear N,
Really? Your quick to jump on others but refuse to look at yourself. Don't call him names when you insist on being an even bigger jerk.
Love, Yeah I can't stand you anymore.

Dear Mr.J,
Puddin? Why can't you exist? Just for me? Because I promise I would catch the bat for you, then you could torture him to your hearts desire... I just want you to be real for me!
Love, I could be your Harely Quinn!

[jacketgirl]

Dear Kitty-Bird,
Wow, it's been a while since I even thought about that but since you hate the Internet I don't expect you to see this. You were wonderful and kind but there were many things you did wrong. You used me and coming from a person who has been abused I know the pain already. You giving up was to much. You were a selfish [word I cannot say on CS] and you always were sad. About you mom. Maybe I would be too. But was she no good for you?That was the problem you couldn't get over. The help you refuse. I hope you never snowboard again. For my sake.
~Jacketgirl

[snowshoe.]

Dear... No one. Whoever, whatever.

I am not selfish. After all I've done, all the pain I've gone through, never tell me that I am being selfish. Ever. I don't need you telling me that I am wrong, stupid, impulsive, and making 'rushed decisions'. These thoughts have been torturing me for well over a year. Anything I do is not rushed, and I can guarantee that I hate myself enough for the both of us.

And to those who tell me that they 'understand what I'm going through', I bit you to write exactly what you 'understand' on a piece of paper and shove it up somewhere I'm sure I'd be banned for mentioning. No one understands, least of all you. You know nothing about me or of my situations or of how much I wish that I was never born. You know nothing of it. 'Think of your loved ones', you say. You think I haven't done that? You actually believe that it has never once crossed my mind what I would be doing to those few who actually care about me? You think it hasn't kept me up all night, or been the subject of my worst nightmares? You know, you can shove that particular concern too.

Don't tell me what I can and can't do. I know that already. And a moronic stranger, on the other side of the world, telling me just how much I have to live for, will never change my mind.

Sincerely,
Fietelux.

[lonely lover]

Dear _______,
I can't do it. I just can't do that dare. Yeah, it would be funny if you wore a bra, but I just can't not wear one.Everything I try, fails. Plus, just about every boy in school knows. Even NH said he would be very 'distracted' during class! Just because I can wear one, doesn't mean I'll take it off.

~kiwifruit

[zadok.]

Dear Jerks on CS,

Stop attacking me for something everyone does. The reason I forgot that rule? Because I see people constantly doing the exact thing we aren't supposed to do. I feel like I'm back in high school and the more known users are the "popular kids" and get away with everything. I don't think it's right for anyone to choose favorites. I'm here to have fun, not be attacked constantly just because I'm not well-known or your friend. Knock it off.

Sincerely,
Fed up.

[destroyinq]

Dear _______,
First you give me all these signals like saying " When I'm around you I feel like your the only girl in the world" and then I ask you out and you suddenly ignore me? You even break up with me because some of your friend were making fun of you?
You're a coward. I hate that I liked you. >.>

[Garnettfox]

Dear M
I don't care about you anymore, I've tried for so long to love you like I should, I've done all I can to make you proud.
But it was never enough for you.
I tried my best to be smart to prove I'm good, you just threw it back in my face claiming I'll never get anywhere because of my looks. I tried my best to like Him, and I did at first when he took us out on long drives, the hoilday to Blackpool I loved the guy but when L came it all changed, I was pushed aside again though I did my best to help.
I was what ten years old and in the mornings I'd get up with a screaming baby feeding changing him and dressing him before coming up and shaking one of you awake so I could go to school. when I started high school it eased, I lived with N and G and didn't have to take care of my own brother. then when they moved away from school came you and D fighting over where I would live. so I did the good think Lived with you for a week than D.
Then you had A and guess which one of us had to take care of a deaf baby in the mornings. it most certenly wasn't you.
And you wondered why I had a mental brakedown when I was 13? the school threatened to get socal services involved and I was living full time with D.
And you had another LM.....
I tried you know every time I saw you I tried to tell you what was going on in my life, you just smiled and nodded noth really taking it in. then last year of high school, the PROM the NIGHT OF MY LIFE.
You broke my heart. I had on the most beutiful dress and you know how much I hate dresses, and you promised you'd be their that you'd see me on my big night.
You NEVER showed UP...I waited as long as I could before going, I had the time of my life but all nigth it nagged at me that you we'rnt their. I would have understood if you just CALLED me, but no not a word from you you know the first thing I did when I got home was? Broke down crying because you of all people had ignored the one night I would have loved you to fuss over me, the one night I willingly wore a dress, the one night I was a princess.
...my heart broke and I just don't care, you could come and brake down crying in front of me and I wouln't care, you could die in front of me and I wouldn't shead a tear. It sound horrid but living with you for 16 years....I'm surprised I didn't brake sooner.
C