Username;;Eukaryo, no duh. It's right to your left. RIGHTRIGHT I totally meant right. xD
Name;; Silanto
The reason for his name is obvious. His name is a mis-spelling of Cilantro. He was just a mistake. The horrid misspelling was overlooked. The poor young pup was overlooked. Cast aside. Forgotten. He was a forgotten, lonely little pup not worth anything with a name even spelled right. Not that he'd ever admit it. He'd deny over and over that he was a mistake. Over and over. Never giving up, never stopping. He will always deny him being a mistake...::I CAN'T DENY WHAT'S TRUE
Gender;;Male
He is a male, but is very femine and girly, caring about his looks. If he was allowed to choose, he is not sure what he would choose. Some many choices, so many difference, but in the end, aren't they all the same? They all want the same thing in life. Happiness. ..::WE ALL WANT THE SAME THINGS BUT CAN'T GET ALONG::.
Personality;;Cautious, Guarded, Jaded, Cold, Artistic, Caring, Hopeless, Hope-filled
Very cautious and guarded. You could call him jaded, but he has the right intentions. His ways are quite odd...he is very feminine, he cares about his looks, but is in a way scared of everyone. Afraid they will hurt him. Again. He doesn't want to be made fun of anymore, so he tries to remain invisible. Never doing super good, yet never failing. Enough to slip by unnoticed. For this reason, his few friends are surprised at how smart he really is. He smarter than you'd think when he really tries.
Drawing. Art. Painting. His favorite things to do. He is extremely artistic. Art is the only thing he allows himself to excel in. Even then, he keeps his things hidden from others. Keeps his wants to show off his artwork hidden from himself. He denies himself those simple....pleasures of feeling good about himself. What might happen if he were to tell others? They might notice him and that in itself is not good at all. He truly loves art, however. His favorite type is what he calls 'inking'. He dips one of his delicate paws into a bit of black paint or ink and carefully uses his small claws as paintbrushes. ..::Painting. Art. Drawing::.
However, as his life went on, his personality changed and his life got better. He realised a few things.
Young childen are one of the few things he likes. They are forgiving, caring and don't instantly hate you because you have the wrong hairstyle, or fur-color. He enjoys the way they look up to him and the way he can show off. He likes being noticed for once and not feeling afraid. Young kids mke him feel good, smart, and very, very proud of himself.
If asked, he will deny that there is anything wrong with him. After all... he might be just a little hopeful. [[[He noticed me...]]]] Just a little happy. And maybe, these people can help him. After all...that one is so nice to him. Not like he'll ever notice me.
Life is getting better though. My friends are helping me become braver, nicer the me I always wanted to be but was afraid of being. I owe them my life and my sanity and each day I thank the universe for them. Every. I am becoming happier, more tolerable. I am becoming more show-offy and want to become an elementary school art teacher.
SHORT story;;I was born, made some friends a I think I'm in love.
I was born to two city wolves who didn't love each other very much and didn't want to deal with a nosy pup annoying them. So instead of other pups who were loved, I was not wanted, okay? I felt like my parents had betrayed me. They were supposed to love me….. They didn't love me didn't care for me. At school, I was a single blade of grass in a field of beautiful flowers growing around me. Stealing my water, my life my all.At ifrst I was happy, annoying, until other wolves broke my spirit. I was beat up to many times and snapped, changed. I learned to be quiet. To not speak up. Nothing was taken from me. No one beat me up too often. I was friendless, but more or less happy. Everything was fine. I was not
in trouble. As time went by, I made a few friends. One or two so I could have somewhere to sit during lunch. They weren’t real friends, though. They were just people who could more or less tolerate me for about an hour and had empty eats at lunch. Often I did not talk, just sat there eating my lunch, listening for the bell to ring and this torture be over relenting to the next terror of mind. If my seat was taken, I sat alone at a random table. No place in particular. Day in day out, my life was the same. Boring, monotonous, no ending sight. When I got home, my life became worse. Yelling, screaming, lies told, so many horrid things going on at home. Never could I focus. It was better to be at school, my drawing pad on me at all times, knowing what was expected, what to do, how to do it, any why. That was my life for a while.
There were a few notable good times in my short life. One of the first being making my best friend, Cinakawe, Cin for short. Cin was such a nice person to be around. One day I was walking to my next class. Science….the basic kind. Oh! I forgot to do my homework.[/i] Swearing a little, I dug around for it. When I found it, I freaked out. It was a lot of work to do in five minutes! There was no way I’d finish and then the teacher would call on me and ask why I didn’t have my work and I would be mentioned and ohgodohgod OHGOD! The girl next to me tapped me and told me to chill out. “You’re wayyyyyy to tense! Calm down and stop freaking out. You always do your work and stuff. Go ahead and copy down mine! I don’t wanna hear any objections because you won’t be able to finish the ‘sheet on ya own in time.” She said to me. I stared at her, copied down her work and muttered out a thank you. “The silent wolf SPEAKS!” She said, at the top of her lungs. Quieting down, she said to me, “You know, I sit next to you in science. You can talk to me. I won’t laugh at you or nuthin’. You seem pretty nice and aren’t stupid like most the people here.” “I..I would like that,” I said, smiling at her. My whole year got suddently better.
For a while, I was afraid I liked Cin a little too much. It kind of scared me. Eventually I realized one day I didn’t like Cin in that way. I liked her like I liked a sister or an amazing friend. (Which she was) I was relieved and started trusting Cin more. She helped me make more friends and to just be an overall better person. She got me into the habit of grooming myself daily. I looked better and felt better. What she didn’t know was that my treatment at home worsened. My dad constantly beat me up for ‘acting like I was better than I was’. I broke down and told Cin one day. Cin told some people and surprisingly, C.P.A. took me from my home and I was put in an orphanage type place. I had to work hard and go to a different, new school for two months. I became depressed until one day Cin walked in. Her parents had adopted me. I was insanely happy! Words couldn’t describe my happiness. Cin’s parents cared for me, liked me I even daresay. They took care of me like I was their own child and I loved it. I was happier at home, my grades improved and I made more friends. I was, however, for some reason reluctant to share my drawings. They would, for sure, be made fun of. I never mentioned my drawing pad. When Cin asked, I responded, “I draw. Stuff. Things. I..I would like to keep it secret if you wouldn’t mind? Nothing bad…I just,” I trailed off, and Cin, the nice person, never mentioned it again. Thank goodness for Cin. She was truly and amazing friend.
The other amazing day was the day I met him. He was the grumpiest , most infuriating man have ever seen. He swore, was angry at a lot of things but was friends with Cin. He was so cute, too, and was not super happy. He was not a super happy person, thank god. I had this huge crush on him only Cin was able to see. She really knew me too well. Anyways, I talked the guy, his name was Akine, a lot at lunch. He was surprisingly funny and had amazing jokes. I don’t see why he was so grumpy all the time. If he was a little lot nicer, he would be extremely popular. I admit, I don’t think he liked me much at first, but I grew on him. I laughed at his jokes and talked to him, which was more than most people did. He had this dark way of looking at things, though. Together, our brains could come up with the most demented, twisted thing but make it seem happy and fuzzy. Eventually, I’m not sure when. We became better and better friends. I spend the night at his house a lot. We were great friends. I was constantly beside him, as he was with me. One day, I worked the courage up (with a lot of Cin’s encouragement, I might add) I asked him out. He stuttered, blushed and said, “Y-y-ye—ye-yes...” I smiled and kissed him. He acted grumpy and a little mean but I knew he just a little embarrassed. Later, when we were alone he kissed me back. I blushed, and well…that’s where my story ends.
Why do you want this adoptable?;;
The pure beauty in simplicity. A few blending of colors mixed together to reach an elegance of pure joy. A beauty unseen by many until you take a second look to see fine details woven into the beautiful lines, topped off with anything else you could dream up in eons. In simple English, I love how you take what could be an overused color scheme and make it into something new. It seems simple at first, then you realize it is more amazing then you had imagined.
Just liking the design however, would be very vain, and narcissistic of me. He is surprisingly thought provoking, idea inspiring, all over putting ideas into my head. The ideas in my head have flowed clearer than ever before, faster than even I can type. They come out in waves, like the flavors of a single bite of fruit.
..:JUST ONE BITE::..
A few of my picture. I don't know where I got them or anything like that, so don't ask me about them.

Me smiling. I was happier when I was little.[/center]
Clarification: He is gay