by Spacer's Choice » Thu Jan 12, 2012 11:42 am
I feel like piggy in the middle >,>
I have 2 best friends, neither of which run in the same circles. I'm constantly juggling my friendships. I'm sick of it!
My friend Cookie, is a bit nerdy. She's into books (she reads 24/7) and Doctor Who, Merlin, Sherlock type shows. I rarely read and when I do it's usual video game novels and I hate Doctor Who, Merlin, Sherlock type TV shows (no offence!), but somehow we're best mates. Often her other close friends will come over and start talking nerdy babble and I feel sidelined. I just sit and listen or play on my phone.
My other best friend Vicky is almost the total opposite. She rarely reads, is relatively trendy and pretty popular. I'm nowhere near as trendy as her or as popular, but we share a lot of the same veiws and interests. The problem is her other close friends are forever falling out, flirting with guys and having some sort of drama. I can never keep up, so I feel sidelined again there.
Both my friends go out and about with there over mates and I'm never invited. I'm usually hanging around with them while they're planning their next outing. Dx
At Vicky's birthday party last year I was the odd one out and it was really awkward.
I'm just fed up of my current situation with friends. Back in Junior School, myself, Cookie, Vicky and this other guy who left, were all best friends together, but then one of them left the school and Cookie and Vicky went their separate ways and I was left in the middle.
I'm sorry for moaning. I just had to get it off my chest.
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