My random, odd life, written on paper (A CS Journal)

[xxazul63xx]

yes, i want it long! :3

[Desayah]

*moans like a little kid* yees i want it to be loong.
omg apple..that is sooo funnny because we made up a fake boyfriend for my friend and his nick names was apple which stood for
Anthony
Peter
Philip
Luke
Edgar
cuz she had an applke for lunch and said and i quote 'i love apple'

[ChrissieFoxStar101]

Bump

[Desayah]

oh my exciting...
bump!

[ChrissieFoxStar101]

Yeah, it's all I can do right now. I'm almost with my laptop, don't worry!

[Desayah]

hoorrayy for reuniting stuff!

[ChrissieFoxStar101]

I think you're on of my craziest readers. xD Craziness inspires me, thank you!

[Desayah]

omg omg omg omg omg omg you welcome!

[ChrissieFoxStar101]

So I went up to the window and drew back the shades. I had to stifle a scream when I saw dragon-Jake was right outside my window. For a moment I had thought, Can he actually read my mind all the way at his house and know that I'm having second thoughts about crushing on a dragon-dog? But then I thought, He's a dragon dog, not a mind reader! I opened the window and said, "Hey," but it sounded really stammery. I swallowed and then tried to talk again. "What are you doing here?" I managed to say it normal and flirty, and not as if I was choking on water. (What? You don't choke on water? Well, that just because you are a book. I'll let you know, I have choked on water, and sometimes even saliva. Its perfectly normal.) He came inside, transformed to his normal form and said, "What boyfriend doesn't visit his girlfriend? I came today because I couldn't visit on Christmas." That made me half choke, partly because of happiness and partly because of horror. Sure, sure, call me your girlfriend RIGHT when I'm starting to doubt the relationship. You know what I mean? I just... ARGH! And that ain't the worst. So anyway, you were lying on the floor, because I'm messy, and you were open on my last entry. Are you stupid journal? How could you fall like THAT? Jake saw the drawing of Chris and said, "Hey, who's that?" And then he leaned to pick you up! He's not a mind reader, but he can READ just fine, so I kicked you under the bed and said, "That? Oh, that's nothing, just my journal. My SECRET journal, actually. Even though you read it when you first asked me out, it wasn't with my permission. Which means, right now you aren't going to read it. Here," I continued as I took my sketchbook out of my art drawer. "This you can look at, or read the random comments I write next to my drawings." Which aren't random at all. The comments are really there to help my drawings get better, which is why some pages have the same drawing over and over and over. Those are usually the pages where I work out my art projects and such, since I don't like to waste my fancy drawing paper. Anywho, he took it and sat on this awesome window seat that seems was built along with the house. I sat beside him as he flipped through the pages in my sketchbook in case he wanted me to explain the inspiration for a drawing or something. So like half an hour passed, neither of us really talking, Jake looking at page after page of my drawings, and me hoping he would like them all. Then, real suddenly, Jake turned towards me and before I knew it, his lips were pressed against mine! Again, sure, sure, kiss me for the first time RIGHT when I'm starting to doubt the relationship! But, he IS a really good kisser. My doubts faded for a moment and it felt like the only things in the universe were me, Jake, and our kiss. But, it obviously had to stop, and when it did all my doubts came crashing back. And Jake was either completely oblivious, (as I hoped he was) or he loves torturing me, because then then he whispered, "My first kiss for my first girl." Then his eyes opened and he said, "I think it's time I went back home. Love you." Then he went back dragon, opened the window, and left. Which left me really worried that he had picked up on my doubts or something like that. I am so confused!!!!! Oh please please please tell me what to do! Oh, wait... you're a book. Nevermind. Argh!!! I maybe need some mental help. Anyway, WIYL journal. I seriously need some drawing time. It helps me think.
~Dawn

[ChrissieFoxStar101]

It took longer than it should have because, (wait for it) I ended up HAVING to write in my iPad. See, my family has two houses, like some people do, and we didn't go to the one with my laptop in it. -_- So my iPad had to do.