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violacherry wrote:wow we have alot of memeber now
~Nuclear_Angel~ wrote:@All reading - Yay got every one added again. Sorry took so long, I was caught up
on some other things I got going on, on CS.
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@IcyColdCoke - Thats so sad..Even tho I have seen and heared so many people trying or really hurting any animal, I still can believe people would be so harsh and cruel to do such a thing.
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@.:Wolf:. - Thank you for making the banner *it's been add*violacherry wrote:wow we have alot of memeber now
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Well how to start this... On 9/16/2011 My baby boy past away..We think he was poisoned. Because the day before he died he was fine as he could be I was out side with him laying down with him in the tall grass. Just me and him my mom's little dogs stayed closes to the house. I petted him took pictures of him and just laid there in peace with him (this was on 9/15/2011). The day of his death (9/16/2011), it was a school day, and the tempters where up and down where I live. So I went out side on my porch to see if I need my jacket. I seen Akita laying down at the about one ft. away from the foot of steeps by my mom's jeep. He was facing away from me, I thought he was just sleeping, and so I left him alone and went back in side to finish getting ready for school.
My mom, my dad, and I went out the the same time to leave for school/work. I was last out the door... I can still remember my mom's voice when I heard her speak.. " Akita?!... Oh no, Akita! " I rushed to the steps to find Akita laying in the same spot not showing any life to us. It hit me, he was not sleeping he was gone.. Tears soon filled my eyes. My dad confirmed he had past away when he reached down and touched him. He said he all ready stiffen up. My dad move him out the way.. when he did I seen a spot where it looked as if he had vomit a little.
I still went to school, but could not handle every one asking way I was crying -it was way to soon- 'cause I would just cry more or when I was about to stop crying and someone asked it just reminded me -Hey your baby boy, yeahh he is died and not coming back..- I cold not take it any more and went home. My dad had berried him in the back yard and put on of the rock around the fire pit at the head of his grave like a tombstone (Btw way the rocks are not small river rocks They are BIG..). My grandparents had picked me up from school, they took me to their house for a few then dropped me off at the house after they gave me something for the headache I had. I went out side and picked a rose from my mom's rose bush and when and put it on his grave.
I knew he was gone but for weeks after his death my mind played tricks on me.. I thought I seen him out the corner of my eyes. But when I turned to look he was not their. Sad part is the tall grass me and him where laying in stayed down till it got cut and that was about 3 weeks after that day we laid there. (For some who don't know, when you walk/sit/or lay in tall grass it gets pushed down and maybe an hour or even a minuet after you get up, the grass comes back up and where we laid and sat at never came back up..)
You may be think why do we think he was poisoned. That's 'cause some people where scared of Akita or in awe of him (even my mom after years of having him got a little spooked of him. But I never was scared of him he was my teddy bear.) , I seen that vomit, and my ant that lives down the road from us is scared to death of him (She got attack by pack of big wild dogs when she was little), yet Akita had not even shown any sigh of aggression to her. Their is one last fact to help why we think that and that is my day went down their to my ant's hose to help he with something and he brought kind of stuff(Can't remember what is called *it's a kind of acid to get rust away or something*, and it can be really deadly to dogs) to her house. He never opened the bottle and when he came back home he forgot it there. The next day (9/16/2011) he went to go get it and it was open. Ant was also asking about Akita.. We don't know if she did it or not, so we can not blame her.. and any ways blaming her will not bring him back.. But I do want to know how he died. (We never asked her if she had killed him and any ways why would she tell just the truth.. *You would understand if you knew her*)
In memory of Akita-
The days after your death, I keep getting slapped in the face by reality... your gone & not coming back...I know some people might just think it's a darn dog u can all was get another one.. But you where my baby boy and no other dog could replace you and I loved you soooo much. </3 and still do to this day. I am going to miss your big wet sloppy kiss.. Akita, With out you tomorrow is not worth the wait.. Days after your death I could not steep a foot out side... cause I knew you where not going to be there and I could not take my mind play tricks on me.. The day you died apart of me died with you.. I remember vary clearly the day before you died me saying to you *out loud* " Your one special dog, your like my son, your apart of me and I will all ways believe no matter what any one says we have a special bond.. like are souls are one or bonded together.. "
Now I all I can say is..
No more goofy grins,
no more running around through the woods or laying in the tall grass together,
no more you watching out for me,
no more wet sloppy kiss,
no more paw waves,
no more play fighting,
no more good old back scratches that make you thump your back foot,
no more you by my side,
no more wicked beautiful eyes to look at,
No more..... You..![]()
If I could go back to that moment,I would have sat with you in your finale moments in life holding him in my arms...When I finally went out side (Cause my mom & dad) I went back to the last spot me & you sat and layed down in the tall grass... all the grass is still pushed down... I stood there for a moment and took it all in that you where gone... * 9/16/2011 *
Gone but... not forgotten! <3
You never no how lucky u where to have something in till it's gone..
Pictures I took the day before he past away (these pictures mean a lot to me because they where taken before they day he died and we had no clue he was going to pass away the next day and they show the last moments I spent with him..)
And the next two are just pictures I edited of him..
(Please don't take these pictures of my baby boy, and clam him as your dog or use them for an role play or something.)
Thank, you for taking time to read this all. And yes I had a dog named after a dog breed that's because we got Akita from a person my dad was working for.. They lived in the city and he was an inside dog and they seen how he liked it out side and he was getting to big for them so they gave him to us. My dad surprised me by giving him to me as my own dog.. We where trying to think of name for him and my daddy was telling us all what his old owner had told him. He was part Akita and we like the sound of it and we named him that. The 1st night we had him, he stayed in side (I sleep the hole night beside him) till we could get him a leash. We keep him on that leash for about 3 weeks (so he could get use to being out side) then let him off. It was so funny and he was so happy to be free to run and play.
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