I also know how to feel when your loved one dies. (twice ;A; )
just this year, my grandma's kitten Panda, died. He was born outside (His mother is an outside cat,her name is Masquerade (or sumthin like dat o3o ) gave birth to Erica and Jakson (Still grandma's kits

) Panda had retardnation.. Which means he had a big head, small body, and slow brain signals... He kept bumping into things... On the day of my Halloween Hitch Hike, which was Oct.21 2011, he died at 1:00 P.M

When i heard the news, i thought i was going to cry.... Now every day Erica keeps looking under my grandma's blankets, looking for him...
on 2009, my lovable tabby kit, Prince... I always neglected him because everywhere he sat/laid, he urinated.. He had a bunny tail with a little stump going down.. Prince knew he was going to die, so before I had to go to school, he meowed weakly at me and i started petting him... After i got home from school, my step-dad, Greg, was crying because Prince had died before i got home... Now every day I feel double the pain

Now my grandma's fat orange tabby-and white tom, Spencer, has artherites (Or stiff-joints ;A; ) she said that his eyes are in pain and glazed... And he vomits everyday... He meowed at me just a few days ago while i was decorating the tree, Erica was meowing like crazy. She brought me upstairs to show me she was looking at the fish-tank. Then she padded over to Spencer on the couch... Hopfully, he wont have a painful death
