by Caesol » Tue Dec 06, 2011 12:19 pm
A Friend,
I'm sorry that I'm implusive,
That I constantly nag for you to post.
I'm sorry that I'm clingy,
That I never want to stop annoying you.
I'm sorry that I'm assuming you think I'm horrible right now..
I'm sorry for stalking your posts.
I'm sorry for doing that because I thought I might have done something wrong,
And I'm sorry for trying to cover up my embarassment.
I'm sorry if I hurt you by pretending I didn't notice.
And I'm sorry for lying to you.
I'm sorry that I'm indecisive and obsessive,
I'm sorry I cover up horribly,
And I'm sorry that I may have hurt your feelings again.
I'm distraught, regretful, and torn.
I'm sorry that I may have hurt you.
But after thinking about everything today,
In the course of a few hours' time.
I'm no Shakespeare, I'm an idiot.
I'm confused about my own feelings right now,
And I'm aware that feelings can change.
I only managed to come up with one conclusion:
Know that I will be here for you,
In illness, stupidity, or vanity,
Because you are one of the two closest friends to me
And I consider you family.
I'm sorry, but I'm an idiot - But I'm one of your idiots
And you're the kindest and best person I know.
I'm glad to hear that what you've said about me wasn't hatred.
I'm glad that I'm a friend.
I'm just sorry if I can't live up to be more than that.
There is always time for healing; time for improvement; and time to decide -
But I'm sorry if I will never be great.