by ChrissieFoxStar101 » Mon Dec 05, 2011 3:31 pm
Hey journal. I finally did talk to Chase. Mainly because I just couldn't bare it anymore. I felt like a person in a song which name I can't remember. I heard it in an AMV dump. I think the song said something like the girls could feel the guy dying more inside or something. Well yeah, I felt like that, for some reason. And the reason might have been that I saw Chase in the fork tree (You know, the one I told you about. Big enough for a bunch of dogs? Easy to climb? That one.). He was sitting on it, and you could see even from far away that he was upset or sad about something. So I found him because I started walking around the woods, mainly trying to avoid HIM! Ironic, isn't it? That I find him in the place where I tried to hide. So, when I see him I automatically felt like I just couldn't let it keep going on and on without saying anything. I creep up on the tree, and he must have been real sad or something, because he would have heard me before I got as close as I did. Then I called up to him, "Chase? Is that you? (even though I knew it was him)" He looked up immediately. He looks around for whatever called him, but as soon as he see's it's me, he looks the other way. "Oh, uh... hey Dawn..." was all he said. So I couldn't bear it anymore, so I just went out and said, "I'm sorry, okay!? I don't hate you, I don't!" He looked over at me, and said, "Are you sure?" He didn't sound like he was accusing me of anything, just like he was really sad. Gosh, it was torture! I said, "I'm sure I'm sure. Chase... I... I want you to be my friend. If nothing other than that, I just want you to be my friend." Chase was quite for a moment, and then he said, "I can be your friend. I want to be your friend. But you should already know I won't be completely happy with just that. But if I can only be your friend, then I'll be as happy as I can be with that." Then he finally got down from the tree, and he said, "I suppose I should start looking for a date for the dance, shouldn't I? Since it obvious that..." And that's when he stopped and turned around, cast me a glance over his shoulder, and with a sad little smile, he said, "I'll see you tomorrow." And then he walked away. And I started writing in you. This was the right thing to do, right journal. Please say yes. I SAID SAY YES! Oh wait... you are a book. Never mind. Well anyway... things will be fine... right?
~Dawn (not in a Dawnie mood or in a The Game mood)
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