['paradox]

My life is like this right now.Confused,

[laces]

Oh, poor Gato! Boys are confusing; I know this from experience.

Right now me and this boy I've known since like first or second grade like each other. I hope you figure it out soon <3

['paradox]

I look back at this picture and it looks so bad.xD

Yep.I've known this guy since kindergarden,I liked him a last year alot,then a little,then I thought I didn't like him anymore.During this year,I friggin' like him again.But you know whats funny?One of my friends is like 'Oh hes super cute but hes not my type' meanwhile they hang out 24/7 during school hours.But I know he doesn't like her,cause,well,you know...Shes...shes got this attitude?I mean,you can't tell her anything unless you want the whole school to know,and everything has to go her way.If you're having a bad day,oh too bad,cause shes going to treat like crap.And then go behind your back and call you whatever she pleases.Trust me,I was there when she was talking about my other friend.

Its all stupid,right?

Oh,oh,and my friends keep telling me he likes me too{which he probably does},its okay they say that.Its NOT okay when they bug me constantly to ask him out when they know I wont.

[palmsprout]

Its NOT okay when they bug me constantly to ask him out when they know I wont.

I totally get you here. My friends are always asking me to ask a guy out, even though I don't like him at all... >.> So actually liking him, that must be a million times worse. *hugs*

[laces]

Awww, poor Gato. I bet he actually really likes you!

Meanwhile, I have seven creepy stalkerish boys who like me and I only like one of them who isn't creepy or stalkerish.

['paradox]

OH OH,and today I found out that him and another guy like this girl,J.My friend,E, showed me a picture of her,and she showed some of my other friends.Ill tell you one thing,J is BUTT ugly!All of my friends that are girls{exept one,but shes that annoying one in the last pose I did} think she is ugly too.We told him,and hes just like 'no way she sooooooo hot' which just makes me laugh.Sometimes I cant belive that tastes in people we have.

So I guess he likes her and not me?Maybe we're just supposed to be friends and nothing more?
The thing is,that I don't know.Having friends that are 'helpful'{really just telling me what to do' doesnt make it any better.

But I guess I should be happy,since we're still great friends.We talk,have fun,make jokes,text{ALOT,lol} ect,ect,ect.

Today in science,I sit a group table with two other boys,and he sites at the table to the left of us.Me and him were talking,but whispering,and I looked away fast because the teacher starting to come towards the side of the class room we were on.She looked up and he was still looking at me,and she said 'look at your paper,nothing and no one else'.It was so funny because his face was so red.lol.

Thanks for commenting guys.Atleast some people can understand.