Crushes, Boyfriends, and Girlfriends

[sushii]

I thought this was ti talk about this stuff?)

[dizzy hurricane.]

Italy, if you're reading this, I'm serious. DON'T read this yet. I'm going to tell you in person, so that you know how genuinely sorry I am. I lurb you, girl, and I don't mean to hurt your feelings. <3 We'll always be best friends for epochs and on. <3
So don't read it. Please. <3

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I'm such a bad person ...

I'm falling for my best friend's crush.

I think I've always liked him, but ever since he started talking to me I've realized it. He asked me to help him on a few problems in one class we have together, which was really awkward. In all of our classes together, plus lunch, he sits next to me and talks to me a lot.

I've also been getting this weird feeling whenever I'm around him - it's like I want to start laughing and crying at the same time and then hug him. And it's true. I want to hug him, so bad, all the time. Like that would make my day. Pfft.

And he's on my mind all day, constantly. I rush to be the first one in all of the classes that we have together, to save a seat for him. T_T

[F e a r l e s s.]

Well today in science N and his friend B kept looking at me and it was really funny :3 XD kinda random, but I just had to post

[CaliDutchess]

I thought this was ti talk about this stuff?)

It is, but it's not necessary to ask for advice twice in a short period of time, double post, and give out your age.

[sushii]

Ohhhh okay,.)

[grim.]

Anyone have any tips or anything for me? I'm horrible at reading people. My friend Jade knew almost immediately that Shay had a crush on me, but she won't tell me how she knew. She just said to 'figure it out'. Anywho, any advice?

Well, it's become pretty obvious that Shay likes me. You know those weird things you post on your facebook that are like; "LMS and I'll answer these questions, blah, blah, blah."? Well I posted one of those on my wall about two weeks ago and Shay found it and liked it (that and he outright told me XD). Anyways, here's how it went;

Me: [] ;D – Breath Taker [] =) – Beautifull [] – Ooweeee! [x] – Cute [] 8) – Normal [] ☻ - Emo [] – Something slight [] – No comment
Would I date you? [] Yea ♥ [x] Maybe (: [x] I really dont know :O [] No [] Your not my type. ;o Buut Your Cute []Ask me and see []Already mine ♥
Best Feature; [x] Eyes. [x] Smile. [x] Personality. [] Body. [] Idk [x] Everything!
Rate; []10-40 []40-70 []70-100 [x]+100 []Off The Scale ♥
Shay: NICE! lol hopefully someday we can change that maybe to a yea :p
Me: Maybe, lol.
Shay: Hopefully.

So I'm not too sure where this'll lead. I'm kind of hoping it'll develop into something, Shay's a really cool person, he's funny, calm, cool, mellow, social, laid back, and just an all around nice guy. Any advice, tips, comments, anything?

[Keletheryl]

@arcticwolf: You have a real serious problem. I'm not going to lie, and I don't mean to scare you, but my mother fell for a guy just like that. He was sweet and charming at first, and then he started to abuse her, and it led to sexual things and he just drank beer all the time and stuff. Anyway, she still loved him, and was afraid to pull away, or else he might hurt her. You can't do it because you love him, but when things get to a point, your going to wish you could leave but then not be able to because your scared. Anyway, she was with him and I was born, and he... he did some stuff to me, as well. I was only like, two or three, so i don't remember any of it, my mom just told me this. So, he did something to me (i will not say what) and that was the final straw: She left him. He threatened to come and do stuff to both of us, but he never did. She got a restraining order against him and she raised me wonderfully. I don't EVER want to see this happen to anybody, and you NEED to stop before this happens to you and your boyfriend. All that s true, from my mothers own mouth. This may sou=nd cheesy, and you can choose to believe me or not, but right now I have tears in my eyes (fail...) Only because like I said, I don't want to see this happen to anybody else. She has permanent scars on her body, and i could have been deformed or have brain damage because he would knee my mothers belly while she was pregnant with me. you HAVE to end it, or else it probably WILL turn into this. Ask yourself this: Is he really worth all this? Is he really worth all the pain, and you sound pretty miserable to me, so is it really worth the pain and the misery? You may love him, but it sounds to me like deep down, (lol this sounds so stupid, but its true) deep down, it seems like you do NOT like him, and your scared of him, just like my mom was.

[s y n]

Probably going to be home sick tomorrow, too. J was really sad when I told him I probably wouldn't be at school tomorrow - He told me that he's really missed me all day! I honestly found that adorable because boys my age normally don't say stuff like that, even to their girlfriends. I don't even have a clue why I was hesitant about dating him. He's the sweetest boyfriend I've ever had! Most boys don't even act like they're with their girlfriends when they are. J is different. He holds my hand and hugs me and always has his arm around me. It's totally adorable, though it's kinda weird when the teachers smile at us when we're together... Anyways, I'm pretty bummed about not being able to see him. I probably won't for the next three or four days and, to both me and him, that's much too long.

[East]

Everyone's saying "T needs to stop frikkin flirting with everyone!" and he does. Because he does it to me sooo much. Dx But it makes me feel loved and not hated or judged. He's so nice, and I appreciate it. </3

[leah<3]

i really really like this guy and my friend whos cousins with one of lets call him l s friends!!!
she says that whenever she goes up to talk to her cousin coz hes there he always asks if ive got a boyfriend and how im going and l always always looks at me!!!
but yesterday there group of boys werent playing 4 square like they normally do they were leaning against the fence and sitting on the rails were they play 4 square and they were talking it was obviosly about asking somone out because they had that look! <3
then they walked over to our group of girls that plays 4 square and they were just standing there staring at me and dillon hes friend like just ask her and hes like no everyone rekons that he likes me and he was gonna ask me out except its the weekend and he wasnt at at school today then its the last week of school before the holidays and for the last two days of school im going on this camp thing and then its school holidays and when we come back from school ill be here for 2 days and then im going on a holiday for 10 days!!! but im afraid that if he asks me out and i say yes everyones gonna bag me out coz hes had a few girlfriends in the past but he seems really nice<3 i really really like him PLEASE help me<3