(Fair warning. My post is huge, but I had to get a huge one in somewhere and jsut sit and spill everything. Also, there is some random stuff about my cousin in here.)
Ahhh, Cali your so lucky. I would give anything to swap my life with yours. I have plenty of guy friends, but they are only my friends by association. Most of them are my younger brothers friends and I just chill out with them becuase sadly, my brother has many, many more friends than I do. So I don't like any of them, because that'd just be weird since his friends are all pretty young, like grade six and seven young. I do have a few other guy friends though, and again they are my friends by association. They're all friends with my friends. I don't really make friend. I'm a small town girl, and I got a bad rep, plus the 'top girl' in my grade hates my guts for some unknown reason and I kinda got thrown to the bottom of the chain and no one wants to be my friend. I don't really care though, they're all super immature. (Went on some random rant thingie there. Ooops.)
My cousin 'N' moved to my school this year and for the longest time everyone though we were dating, we just cracked up because we though it was the most ridiculous thing ever. Anyways. I like this guy H. I've never actually spoken to him before for more than five minutes before though, even though he is in my grade. I gave up on him though. Then there is M, I hung out with him and J one afternoon, we kind of all skipped class together. Originally it was just J and M skipping, but J wanted me to come along and I wanted out of gym so I went with them.
We pretty much just hung out in this cool place out in the school field. It's just a large patch of tall grass closed in by trees and bushes and it's real cool. Anyways I was just excited because I got to be with both M and J as I liked them both. I didn't know M too real well, I just knew he was the younger brother of this guy in my grade. (Both M and J are a year younger than me, gosh I'm a cougar, jking) I also knew that M was a musician, and that he had a rockin' style very similar to my own. Plaid shirts, skate shoes, skinny jeans (he rocks skinny jeans and I hate them on guys). We didn't really do much together.
For a while we just sat in a circle and talked about nothing until J stole my backpack, which I tried very hard to get back from him as he was sifting through it and eating all my food. In the end M had possession of my backpack and was defending it while J and I wrestled for a while. (We were at the skatepark when this went down). I forget exactly what he said, but J said something to the effect of "You don't look like a girl to me." I was trying to get up because he had me pinned so I arched my eyebrows and asked M for help. He just said "She looks amazingly like a girl to me." After I managed to wrestle myself free of J, well after I pleaded to be let up, we headed back to that place by the school and just all sat talking.
We didn't really talk about much, and me and J ended up wrestling and it turned into me laying on his chest with my arms around his neck and his arms around my waist while we rolled around the field trying to flatten the grass. J was also very determined to crush M so we rolled over him too, J was laughing and I felt bad but at the same time I was laughing too. M just thought it was real funny and after me and J broke and rejoined M in a circle, J and M ended up wrestling each other. I felt sorry for M because he is just barely taller than me, and J is like six foot something so of course M lost while I was sitting there laughing at them both.
Eventually J went to climb some trees and that left me alone with M. He's more of the mellow quiet type and we didn't really say much so we were just sitting all quiet, and then he looked at me and said "I think J likes you." I just stared at him and said "Why's that?" M just shrugged and said "Because, I've never seen him act like this before." I started to laugh and said "Really? I've never seen him act 'normal'." Then we kinda just went back to not really talking about anything, though after a little while we started talking about music and it turned out we liked a lot of the same music. M also offered to teach me to play the guitar, and that made me super excited.
Eventually we all had to go home for supper, so me and M walked J to his place 'cause it was like a block from the school. Then me and M walked to M's house because I had to walk past his house to get to mine anyways. We talked a little bit on the way, it was like a ten or fifteen minute walk and when we got to his house he almost looked like he didn't want to go home. He must've felt sorry for me after I lost two wrestling matches with J because he said "Can I have a hug? You look like you had a rough day." I said "Yeah." and we hugged, which was amazing by the way. And then I went to my house which was about five minutes away.
That day was a long time back, first week of June I believe. I haven't talked to M since and I keep meaning to ask him about teaching me to play the guitar but I always get too nervous to talk to him.
Oh, I'ma gonna explain what they all look like to you guys.
H is metis, he's pretty short. He stands at about five foot sevenish, maybe five foot eight. He has slightly brownish skin, and a pretty lean build. He has really dark brown eyes, and jet black hat-hair. I've never been to close to him though. I mostly just admire him from afar.
N, is my cousin though he's native which is why I think every thought we we're dating as I'm white. I'll describe him for you guys though so you can be jeleous of my hot cousin. Lol. N is about six feet, with lovely coppery-skin and dark brown eyes. He has short cropped black hair, with a sturdy build and a fairly large amount of muscle. Every girl pretty well clings on to him though and he's a pretty big flirt though he doesn't cheat on any of his girlfriends and he is real sweet to them. Haha. (Randomly felt like describing my cousin.)
M is native. He's pretty short too, he's about five foot seven, with a sturdy build. He has this real cute smile, his top lip kind of curls up a little bit to reveal his top teeth but his lower teeth don't show very much. He has these amazing eyes too, dark brown of course, but he has these thick lashes that almost make him look like he's wearing guyliner and it's suits him very, very well. I don't really know too much about him though, but I know he plays the guitar, and he's amazing at it.
J is also native. He's very tall -to me anyways- he stands at about six foot two and he's got a really lean build but he's way stronger than he looks. He almost always seems to be smiling, and it's one of those smiles that when you see you just have to smile too. And these amazing dark brown eyes that just make my heart melt when he looks at me with them. He's got this awesome curly black hair (I love it and I don't like curly hair, lol) that he cut just recently. I haven't seen him since the last day of June though. He's got a great sense of humour and can make loads of things into a joke, he's just one of those people that lives life to the fullest and I consider him my best friend. Though... I think I can call him my boyfriend now as he asked me a couple weeks ago. I was so happy when he asked me too.
Honestly six people told me J liked me and I couldn't wrap my head around why he would like me. But V, S, JJ, N, JS, and M all told me he like me. (I know alot of people who's names starts with J, me, J, my brother, and my friend.)
And he insisted on pushing my vibe last Friday. Marching band is the only time I ever see him, considering he's a grade higher and two years older then me
" Now I'm waiting to see what he says.
the second he was hot he was blond handsome funny and i considered him a friend he considered me only a friend 
and my best friend liked him too 
the third he was tall quiet face was freckeled and smart like the other too but i'm not sure if he liked me if he had a girlfriend or anything else and i am way to shy to have the guts to tell some one i like them 
