Crushes or boyfriends/girlfriends

[Thelastsilhouette]

Sorry ^-^ my bad, maybe we should talk about this stuff in PM instead?

[anarchy, inc.]

Yes. Um, blah blah S blah blah. Much better now! XD

[Thelastsilhouette]

lol. I once liked a guy named J, he was amazing and it was love at first sight for me. I was head over heels. Sadly hes bi-polar and very rollercoaster-like on his emotional train, every night I ended up crying myself to sleep because of him, and sometimes at school I would cry because of him. He even said he loved me too but he never wanted to be with me, he went out with other girls and expected me to wait for him... After two very traumatic months I gave up on him and he stopped texting me, he changed his number and even un-friended me.

[anarchy, inc.]

That's so sad.

[Thelastsilhouette]

The sad part is my parents never even noticed. I learned what love feels like and now I just wait for the day when I feel that again

[anarchy, inc.]

That's awful. My first ever crush was on a guy who was much shorter than me, totally gorgeous, and a total player. he only spent have the year with us, then he moved.
And to be honest, I didn't even know S existed before last school year.

[Thelastsilhouette]

Well when one door closes one opens, and I think youll be happier with S than you couldve ever been with the short/gorgeous/player

[anarchy, inc.]

Yeah, he was dumb. Anyway, I can't believe I didn't even notice S!

[Thelastsilhouette]

Well we all have regrets, but at least you have S now

[grim.]

Don't feel too bad. I chased 'Z' for four years, and in grade sixth we almost had a thing going on but it fell apart and we never talked again. I gave up last year when he asked out the girl I hate the most, and the girl who hates me the most.

And Same, I didn't even know 'J' existed until January and we only met because I stayed to watched my cousin's basketball game. I never watched it though because me and my friend V were hanging out with J the entire time and V was like "Wow, you two were getting close. You'll be the J&J double threat." I just started to laugh.