Ok. This is gonna go on a while.
So I met him in seventh grade, and we were best friends, but in 8th grade we began to be a bit more distanced, and now I've only seen him once over the summer. He's really cute, he's got the most gorgeous auburn/ brown eyes, and the most beautiful brown hair I've ever seen. And last night I even had a dream with him in it, were we made out and stuff, and it all felt extremely real. So you can imagine what a letdown it was to wake up. I've liked him for a year, and in seventh grade everyone would taunt us saying that we liked each other cause we were such good friends, and it wasn't true then. And this yea I just realized he's so amazing. But he has this best friend- who is so extremely close to him it makes me sick- who ruined my best friend's relationship with her boyfriend, she tried to kiss him! (But they're still together) But he and her are so close it makes me so envious...And I don't know what to do...it's driving me insane...
And, as an added on bonus for mind-smashing, there's this other boy that I can tell likes me, but he won't admit it. I admit I kinda like him too, but I'm holding out for Mr.perfect (described above).
It's so confusing....
/Sighs with loneliness