by Simply Emotional » Mon Jul 18, 2011 7:18 am
(I shall go back in time as well! ^^)
Sairen was sitting in her small pink chair in the corner of the room, at the age of four, it was acceptable of her to have her teddy bear with her. Her father smiled, slowly moving to sit beside her. "You're getting so big, Ren." That was her nickname, the one that only her father called her. She chuckled, "Some day, I'll be as tall as mommy." He smiled, "Yes, you will be." Her mother, though she hadn't guessed it at the time, had long since past away. Her father always brought a lady from work home, claiming her to be Sairen's mother, just do Sairen wouldn't believe she was gone.
Finally, at the age of nine, Sairen still carried her bear with her, staring at the man she had always called her father. She wasn't sure anymore, since he wasn't ever in the pictures of her when she was first born. "Who are you?" She used to ask him, every day, whenever she managed to see him. "I'm your father, Ren." "No you're not!" She would scream, "I don't know you! You're not my father!"
One day that year...he just never came home, leaving her behind in a large house alone. The woman would stop by sometimes, bringing her food, but she hated her. She hated her fake mother with a passion. She left the house, left the place that she had been stuck at for so many years, never looking back. Leaving it to burn in hell as it should have all those years ago.
Now, at sixteen, Sairen stood at the outskirts of the city, staring up at the sky that looked so much different to her than it did all those years ago.
I don't want you to fade. Let me hear, even a sigh. A small heartbeat, that isn't there.
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The absurd blue sky that concealed a terrible spectacle. In a maze without an end, drowning in our faults. In a maze without an end, why do you still breathe?