by Bennymegi » Tue Jul 05, 2011 3:48 pm
Vincent, who was now on Raoul's back, stayed silent. He didn't know what to say to Raoul. He didn't want to blurt out "Atome kissed someone, and I ran." But he needed to say something to Raoul, as he could feel what was wrong with Atome. He began breathing heavily, he didn't know what to do, what to say. Heck, he didn't even understand why he ran in the first place. Vincent's eyes deepened, and it took him a while to answer. He finally came up with something. "Earlier, when we were with Kero, He.." His voice trailed off for a moment. "He kissed her." He stopped for a moment. "Well, I went back to Entei, and asked if we could leave, he refused to, so I ran." He stopped, and felt himself shaking, but he didn't know if it was out of anger, fear, or sadness. He didn't want to be with anyone at that moment. He wanted to stay hidden from the world;From everyone. His gaze fell, and he had another sudden flashback. He tried to push it away from his mind, but it wouldn't let him. It forced him to watch it, through his crimson gaze. He didn't feel it, but his grip tightened slightly on Raoul's feathers. He saw his father, dying of a disease. His last words were blurred out, but he heard one thing. Vincent, watch out for... His voice trailed off, and soon, his father went limp in front of him. He began to yell, and his mother had come in, carrying something; Hitting him with the object, until he was a ball of pain on the floor. She had then, only taken the sheet his father was lying on, and covered him with it. After that, Vincent hadn't left his father's side. He refused to eat, and hardly slept. His mother didn't even go to check he was okay. When Vincent accepted the fact that the only sense of warmth in is life was gone, he had gone downstairs to his mother. Who was cooking something. When she noticed him, she began yelling, blurred out words, and began to hit him again. He heard a few words that came from her mouth. How could you....Father deserved to die.... He then, ran from his home; which hadn't let him go far. He came back again to his house, only to discover his dead father was gone. His mother also gone. Suddenly, the flashback stopped, and he was back in reality. Tears brimmed his eyes, and he wiped them off. He hated his flashbacks. No good memories came from them; only pain and sadness.
Entei nodded in a panic. "I was bringing him back here, when he jumped and left." When she jumped on his back, he ran. He ran as fast as his legs would take him. Entei was aware that Vincent hated being alone. But why he ran, confused him. He hates being alone, yet he runs from the thing that keeps him from loneliness. Atome probably understood Vincent more than he did. Suddenly, Vincent's mind came into view; the wall that blocked it earlier seemed to come crashing down. He was mentally unstable, and Entei could tell. He yelled up to Atome "Atome!" He stopped, and yelled again "Vincent's letting me into his mind..."His voice trailed off when the flashback appeared before his eyes. "He's having another flashback." He continued running, and hoped that Vincent was nearby, and not hurt.
Oh be calm.
Be calm.
I know you feel like you are breaking down.
I know that it gets so hard sometimes,
Be calm.
Take it from me, I've been there a thousand times.
You hate your pulse because it thinks you're still alive
and everything's wrong
It just gets so hard sometimes
Be calm.