[polysaccharide]

best viewed zoomed really far out. i don't think it looks fully like me but it's not unrecognizable. my forehead is bigger irl. my nose is smaller and my glasses are symmetrical. i have a perpetually dazed look in my eyes.

i'm in graduate school now. i joined this site in... sixth grade, i think? it's been ten years. i wouldn't recognize who i've become. i've lived longer than i ever expected, done less than i should have at this stage in my life. i've gone from general indifference to my reflection to resentment to recognition to seeing a stranger again. i've felt better than i could have ever expected and worse than i ever thought possible. and somehow time still carries on. it drags me with it.

anyways.

everyone go listen to self portrait backwards by la dispute

[Hamlet]

my incredible bug i keep in a jar on my desk i love you

[polysaccharide]

my incredible bug i keep in a jar on my desk i love you

i love you too and i miss you and i better see you in august !!!!!