TheComfortCorner | V.10

[Wolfumus]

My chosen dad is in the hospital. It’s serious, but it’s fixable. But I’m scared, regardless of solutions. I can’t imagine not having him in my life. I wish I could be there with him right now. I hope I’ll get to go see him soon.

And as much as I don’t want to be, I’m a little frustrated. I haven’t heard from him since Thursday. I reached out to our mutual friend today and found out he was in the hospital. I’ve been getting all of my information through her. I wish he’d talk to me too. He just wants to handle things as much on his own as possible. He’s ignored our friend’s calls. He’s exhausted. And I would imagine he’s trying to keep me from worrying too much. But selfishly, I wish I could get a response to my texts, because now I’m worried I did something wrong. Things just feel really scary right now. I love him so much. I want him to be okay.

[gamer]

i just need to keep telling myself things will be fine.
everything will be fine.
we've already been through a lot together, the world can throw more at us and we'll make it out.
we have to.

[qtip]

i wish i could be someone that people would like!! i like to be silly and all but it gets tiring

[bug]

I don't know how to say goodbye... Hazel- my rabbit went missing the late evening/night of the fourth. I woke to her gone on the fifth. I'm afraid for her safety- or if she's even.. I don't want to find a body, I just want her back. I've had her for seven years, she was a birthday present for little ol' me, and now she's gone. How do I say goodbye..?

[ambiorix]

really struggling with final exams in school right now. if anyone else is, feel free to reach out so we can commiserate lol

[Wolfumus]

And suddenly, I'm confronting mortality. Because everything was rough, but now the future looks so much bleaker. There's still hope. I don't know how much, but it's definitely there. But to even have a doubt that my chosen dad, my best friend, is going to make it is the most painful feeling I think I've ever experienced. We're supposed to have time left. So much time. I know he can't be here forever, but it can't end now. It just can't. There's so much I want him to be a part of. The Ghost concert this summer, my next birthday, my graduation, my wedding (if there ever is one), meeting any future kids of mine. There's so much. So, so much. Even on the most basic days, I cannot imagine him not being there. I'm devastated, and I'm terrified, and all I can do is hope that his medical team can come up with a plan. Please, please God, let them come up with a plan. Let them save him.

[^RukaDog^]

My (irl) friend said she might quit cs…and I don’t want her to..

[♥ mizu]

i hate how things r going right now. it's so confusing and i hate feeling confused, uncertain, and angry. especially when said anger is directed at my friend. it stains everything, and i'm finding it difficult to concentrate. i already struggle with dissociation and so many other things but this is like. terrible. i want to be put out of my misery (emotionally). just let me know whether or not this is gonna work out like stop playing games. or at least, i hope my mind stops playing games