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by Silverfang » Thu Apr 03, 2025 12:23 am
Wanting to just give up.
Nothing is working. Im a worthless art major who has been unable to be hired in the four years ive been out of Uni. AI and the pandemic made it impossible.
Now my ignorant foolish self sold ALL my model horses and my car so I could try living abroad. Well its failing miserably as expected. Nobody wants a worthless, ASD, artistic, adult who cant speak the language "fluently" (hate that term)... Im cooked.
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by viles » Sun Apr 06, 2025 7:38 am
- there are some issues with my taxes, and i just had a huge breakdown over it. screaming, sobbing, the whole works. i am so upset and stressed right now; i don't know what to do. i don't want to be alone, but i don't want anyone around me right now. i'm just really confused and i was hoping to get this taken care of today but now i'm just,, i don't want to be awake anymore. i'm gonna try to force myself to sleep or something,,, i just can't handle this right now
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by duckblind » Sun Apr 06, 2025 8:30 am
Silverfang wrote:Wanting to just give up.
Nothing is working. Im a worthless art major who has been unable to be hired in the four years ive been out of Uni. AI and the pandemic made it impossible.
Hope replying is ok, but animation major here. I basically have a degree for an industry that doesn’t exist anymore. I graduated after the initial pandemic boom wore off into steep decline so it’s been super hard. I don’t really know what to say to help, because I have the same feelings at least once a week at this point, but you’re 100% not alone in this
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by sugarbird » Sun Apr 06, 2025 3:31 pm
I think I'm going through a "constantly on the verge of a break down" phase. The combination of back pain, chest pain, clicking wrists, stiff fingers, irritation at customers really drove me up the wall all day. I almost cried in front of several people. I've felt unstable for a while now. I only ever calm down when I'm home
I just have to swallow it. People won't care, and the ones that do are a thousand miles away. I feel really alone
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by .destiny » Mon Apr 07, 2025 12:03 pm
wow i really just got played like a fiddle, huh. he told me that would never want to lose me, that he loves me, and that he wouldn't abandon me. he was so extremely loving and kind but then just stopped. he most likely just got bored but i didn't expect it to be so abrupt. it's my fault in the end as i should've known better. this hurts a lot and i wish it didn't
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