TheComfortCorner | V.10

[dratio]

I think I'll head off for a bit.

[LittleMaple]

im doing so well and im so put together <- lie
when i dont have anything to do it gives me time to panic. i do not want to panic anymore. ive done it for so long. i need better meds. i need better methods of controlling my thoughts. i need

[.destiny]

i'm a real big fan of getting attached to a person after they're nice to me one (1) time then start questioning myself as to why they don't like me as much anymore when they don't respond in 2 nanoseconds. fun times

[-icarus-]

ah yes: is it the anxiety + audhd, or am I schizotypal? the questions one must ask themselves to stay sane

[♥ mizu]

I'm so confused I want to cry this is mortifying I thought he asked why my dad can't drive because of his surgery 😭 I gave him the whole story and he asked "why am I getting this" help bro I thought asked he was being so so nice

[JadeJester22]

Disregard my post on the previous page. People DO like me.
It's just that as anything more than a friendly acquaintance or friend, I've had absolutely no luck and trying to be more confident just doesn't work.

[^RukaDog^]

Bro my “friend” said im faking my adhd. I GOT DIAGNOSED WHEN I WAS IN YEAR ONE. I WAS LIKE 7 OR SOMETHING. AND SHE SAID IT BC I DONT ACT LIKE MY OTHER FRIEND WHO HAS ADHD. 😭😭😭😭
She said I told her I was faking. Like if I was faking why would I tell anyone, like I’m not STUPID. Like girl shes so annoying rn I like her, but she’s being annoying.

[♥ mizu]

I haven't cried in motnnsh all I want to do I start sobbing I'm exhausted dad and mom are just always yellinh they say I'm so selfish I'm the one driving them everywhere now I'm so tired and dad woke me up by screaming literally screaming this morning. No reason be was just upset because he thought I was defyinh him or something

Edit now I've found someone's probably my mom's or dad's blood on m white coat.

[strawberry_dolly]

i'm just so tired. i feel so unwell, my body hurts all the time, i get nauseous and shaky and disoriented, my chest tightens up and i can't breathe, i have such horrible brainfog that i can barely get through an hours worth of work in a full day.
it's silly and maybe i'm just worrying about nothing, i'm so scared i'm going to die. my partner keeps telling me to go to the gp, i can tell they're worried about my declining health, and i know it's making things hard for them, but there would be no point. doctors don't listen me. i'm terrified that there's something really wrong that will get written off as anxiety. i don't want to get worse.
i'm afraid all the time, i don't do anything, i can't work and i'm failing all my classes. i don't know what i have to live for really, but i don't want to die sick and in pain. i'm sick of this stupid body. i hate everything about it and i feel like it's punishing me.

[FangirlTrash]

• i found out part of my top surgery scar is keloid. idk. it's not that big of a deal, and overall, i'm very happy and grateful that i had this surgery. i just, idk. it's permanent, unless i seek help from a dermatologist, so i guess i'll get used to it. idk. sometimes it's comforting to be able to feel the bump of my scar, but other times i get self-conscious about it. if i stretch my arms out at all, i can see the outline of my scar through my shirt, which worries me. i am frequently around people that don't know that i'm trans, and so when that happens, i worry about any arm movement causing my scar to be visible. i've started wearing busier shirts so the outline won't be as noticeable, but still.
  
  idk. it's a small thing, and overall, my life has been so drastically improved by surgery that my worries about the keloid feel next to nothing. i just. i had hoped the bump of scar tissue would shrink over time or something.

you know how when people get new tattoos, they are constantly fussing over it? thinking it looks terrible, that it's off center. it isn't generally due to time, it's because your brain is focused on it at the present moment. give it time, your brain will eventually stop fussing over it. also I will eat my hat if someone genuinely looks at your chest and is like look at that trans man with the scars haha rather than just glancing at it, potentially assuming it could be ruffled by an undershirt rather than your worst case scenario, and then worrying about their own body.