TheComfortCorner | V.10

[NiightCult]

such a petty thing to complain about but man i need to get out of this house. ive been stuck here for three months unable to even step outside due to weather conditions and certain situations keeping me in the house and unable to leave for so long but im starting to lose it. ive literally lost the ability to sleep or feel content, im so antsy and restless and depressed i just want to leave even if just for a few hours i just want to go out and i can't and it's driving me insane. three months is too long, I've not even been to a grocery store. id take anything. i really hope i can get out of here soon before i lose it completely

[tenderly]

alive.

[Jarex]

I hate my emotions. I know I'm overreacting but I can't stop it and I cry and ruin friendships and snap over the smallest things and I just feel so powerless to stop it even though it's my fault

[Soy Sauce]

Slight tw for like weight gain and ed but nothing bad just the topic

I’ve always had a pretty consistent weight. When I was like 11 or 12 i was a little string bean but as I grew up it evened out. I remember being a little self conscious when I got my first growth spurt because I had bigger thighs and i thought that was a sign of being over weight. Dw I now know that’s just how my body was made and I’m content with that! But a few years ago I was in a really bad place mentally and I was loosing a family member as well as a bad break up. And I developed and ed, it was nothing extreme but I dropped a lot of weight. I was all the way down to 100lbs (not healthy for my age) and I was super skinny but in all honesty when that summer came around I looked fantastic. But it’s been a few years and I’ve been getting into a better spot mentally and I’ve been gaining the weight back and then some. I don’t look over weight or anything and I’m at a healthy place but I can’t help missing how nice I looked. Like I wanna be heathy but I wanna look skinny as well. I’ve been getting self conscious lately and I can’t even being myself to go to the gym because im scared of how I look. Its a bad thing but my summer happiness relies a ton oh my appearance. Ugh I just need to find a good balance. Because if I stress to much I will go right back into the hole I was in.

[midousuji]

our kitten annoys me sometimes, by getting the zoomies at night and waking up the other cats to play with her. they rocket around the house and make a ton of noise and jump on us while we're trying to sleep and i know it's not their fault, they are just kittens, but sometimes i really just want to sleep through the night without a cat leaping onto my chest while i'm sleeping lol

[dratio]

I wish I could apologize to a few people, but I don't know what to say. I haven't even told my childhood friend about me being in the hospital for a week because of a bad choice I made. I know she would put some blame on herself for not keeping up with me, but it isn't her fault at all. If I had succeeded, I would have gone without even saying goodbye. Maybe I'd know what to say if I wasn't in such bad shape. I wish my body could keep food down. Then I wouldn't feel so weak. I wonder if my dad felt like this when he was sick.

[♥ mizu]

trying to buy something on kijiji from a local person terrifies me. like i have to set up a time to meet them. i dont even know the price for this yet. what if they tell me the price and i have to back out. this fills me with so much anxiety. also people are scary. i hate messaging adults omg their tone is so FORMAL. i dont even know if my dad will take me there. what if i cant go? what if dad is too angry to take me? what happens then? if i ghost someone, i will feel awful! omg im so scared

[bunnyboy]

i miss my cat so much. she meant everything to me and it hurts so bad every day I'm reminded of her. i feel like i can't talk to anyone about it bc I don't want to ruin the mood but I just miss her, I miss my best friend. we did everything together. every waking moment was spent together. I miss her meows, her purrs, her cute noises, i miss her so much. why did she have to leave me?

[flooxii]

what am I doing with my life man.

[^RukaDog^]

I got an E in my math test today…I feel so dumb and stupid. I have NEVER gotten below at least a C. My friends are lightheartedly calling me dumb and stupid. And at first it was funny but know it’s just annoying and kinda making me feel stupid and dumb… edit! Reading over this I’m realising how I used the words “stupid and dumb” ALOT xD