TheComfortCorner | V.10

[_SmollJellyfish_]

I'm tired of everything
I can't do anything right at work
I have a feeling that they secretly hate me, and my feelings are usually never wrong
I can't do my hobbies anymore
I can't write anymore, I'm no longer creative
I should be an adult but I'm still a child
my appearance disgusts me, I would like to get some nice clothes, but looking at my face disgusts me
everything I do, no matter how hard I try, everything turns out badly, no matter what, ANYTHING I CAN'T DO RIGHT
What am I doing here?
ugh, I want to cry, run away and disappear

[LittleBodyBigHeart]

i took a walk today, down a beautiful, winding nature path, and the entire time i couldn't stop thinking about how much you would have enjoyed it. or, maybe you wouldn't have; you might've been complaining in your head about spending any time with me, knowing that later i would owe you something for doing so. knowing later that you would use this moment against me.

i took a walk today, but the flowers were dull, and the sky didn't look so bright anymore. i can't remember the last time i felt joy when i looked in your eyes. that night when you tried to hold me, it felt like being coddled by death. and yet, you were the same person i used to rest my head on to feel alive. why must things change?

baby, its getting bad again. hold me like you used to.

come over. but please, stay away.

[Ghoulls]

honestly so tired of everything lol. It feels like im just wasting my life when theres little to nothing I can do about it rn. cant get a job, cant go to college rn, the only time im happy is when im alone when its quiet. its taking a toll on me, i want to do what I want to do but I cant. im hesitating and second guessing myself everytime. i wanna be done with all of this lmao.

just wanna get out of here and live by myself tbh idk

[Soy Sauce]

“When you get a taste can you tell me what’s my flavor”
I can tell you your flavor. Not that you ever asked. But it’s honey, and apple pie. Peppermint hot cocoa on Christmas Eve. When’s it’s snowing those big soft flakes and all you can see is snow for miles, the way the sky looks when you lay on your back and let the snow fall on your face. You taste like singing along to Christmas music with people you love. To be clear I do not love you. You’re just the most beautiful muse I have. My best poems stem from you. I have nothing but pure unadulterated hate for you. But you’re all I can write about. It’s funny really.

[LittleBodyBigHeart]

i feel a deep sense of dread knowing that my childhood was over 10 years ago. will i ever again feel the joy of being alive like i did back then? or is this all there is?

2015 onward has been the blurriest 10 years of my life. actually, who am i kidding? i've dissociated my entire life away. i can't remember anything. every memory in my brain is so fragmented and i can barely piece anything together. sometimes it feels like my memories aren't mine. i can see why my therapist is frustrated with me. maybe i should drop out for a while.

[crabodile]

when people said there was pressure when they pulled a tooth I THOUGHT YOU GUYS MEANT PRESSURE NOT WHITE HOT PAIN WHAT THE PINEAPPLE IM TRAUMATIZED

[dratio]

Woke up to a loud bang, thought nothing of it, looked out the window and seen the hurricane knock a big pine tree on my roof. Erm what the scallop, and apt management is going to leave it like that until Monday (???) What the flip..

[viles]

[flooxii]

TW: INJURIES & SAWS




it's my uncle's birthday today. he works with car parts which includes working with those spinny saws that you slide stuff on to cut. I don't know what they're called. anyways. he sliced his hand yesterday and I don't know when he's getting surgery. I can't even go to comfort him at any point because he lives hours and hours away. my mom's going up because you know.. she's his sister. but I feel bad. it's his birthday and he has a really bad hand. I hope he feels better soon.

[LittleMaple]

I either bruised my eyelid when plucking an eyelash (it was going to become ingrown) or I got a stye. And my tummy hurts. And I'm scared my art project will get damaged/messed up because it's charcoal and can smudge and it's hard to fix. I'm just. I don't know.