TheComfortCorner | V.10

[_SmollJellyfish_]

I woke up already depressed
I'm so close to giving it all up again, again
I've already given up on writing by now
my parents, I don't want to make you spend unnecessary money but I feel like I'm going crazy
Oh right, I forgot that there are people who lives worse, I know, I know, but I feel tired and at a point of no return
I want to cry but I'm at work,I have to hold back my feelings, I'm good at it
Ugh, I feel so empty
I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired

[dratio]

Thumbs down.

[♥ mizu]

maybe this is a silly thing to come to the comfort corner about, but i want to express it before the thought leaves.

i woke up maybe 10 or so minutes ago from a really, really bad dream. maybe one of the worst nightmares that i've had. it was so incredibly scary and violent and everything looked so real. it was so bad i can't even describe it on cs and i wouldn't even if i could. maybe that sounds dramatic but it was so personal. it was about my mom, essentially.

but it was so scary. i know it was just a dream but it feels like it plays into reality a bit, just with less violence. i have no idea why this dream came to me. i had a great but exhausting day. maybe that's why? i've heard sometimes your dreams can be weirder when you're in a deep, exhaustion-induced sleep rather than a comfortable one. i still feel stiff and sore from today so that sleep only rested my mind, i guess.

but god it was just so scary. it was so realistic. i've never seen the things that happened in that dream, so i don't know why my mind went there. but like. you know how, before you experience something, you know instinctually how it might look? like, even if you've never infected a wound, you know how it'll look puffy and gross and weird? that's what i felt. i KNOW that what i saw is what would've happened in real life, which is why it felt so disturbing.

god. guys i am not insane. i'm a normal girl i don't even get injured very often or witness violence of any kind. not even in movies. the most violent things i watch are pokemon battles. i have no idea why this happened but i'm so disturbed even now. i just feel like i can't think very well. i feel out of it.

[FNAF]

fine now

[- Alice -]

I am so stressed and nothing is going right. I'm a chef but am ruining everything I try to cook and its frustrating beyond measure, food is my comfort and I can't even get that right. My grandad nearly died the other night my mum had to give him cpr to keep him alive and I can't do anything miles and miles away from it all. I have literally no money and cannot honestly see myself surviving for the next 2 weeks. I have less then £10 to my name. My boyfreind knows this but is still asking me to pay for things- things we need like toilet paper when he has money and can do it. And when I got home I found I left some ice on the side and it ruined my only possession from my nan who has dementia and will likely pass soon. I just am feeling so overwhelmed and stressed and I've tried so hard to keep my spirits high but I just can't right now.

I just need uni to start up soon- then I will be ok again. I'll have a routine and money and won't be stressed.

[Ch!cken]

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[♥ mizu]

omg no do i have a crush on him. omg no. noooooooo. like i mean? it could work out. i think. but im ok with being his friend. hes a good friend. and maybe my other friend likes him, theyre closer. but idk. i will have to ask her about it. no this is so gross ohmy god. we have things in common and we already know each other but does he like me? omg and would i even date someone? ive never done that before and ive had so many opportunities but the thought just makes me uncomfortable. been wondering if im demiromantic or something im so much more comfortable with people im already friends with. but agh i dont need a label i need to focus on school

[amajiki]

a few days ago I lost my cat, she had been there for me for 14+ years. Everytime I leave my room, I expect to see her there. She used to carry around a little plushie, and leave it as a little gift for me to find, but now it just sits in one spot and I just don't wanna even move it. I just miss her

[♥ mizu]

Why does my mother have to be such a jerk grandpa is literally in the hospital

[♥ mizu]

sorry to double post, if these posts need to be combined i apologise <3

this girl is so incredibly simple. how do you insult your friend to her face and not realise? i'd rather not share what she did on here but essentially she was an idiot and did something stupid for a boy who clearly dislikes her and is using her. he's been doing so for years and yet she goes back to him like a lost dog. i always tried to guide her out of it and she just thinks it's oh-so quirky. "oh look at me i like toxic boys~~ !! i just can't stop thinking of him 😝" is a good way to sum up her character. she's so obviously insecure.

i've tried to help her, and now that she does this i'm just. i'm done. everyone else at school is upset with her, and i've at least tried to consider her side while everyone else belittles her behind her back. nobody likes this girl. she does not fit in with our crowd and i think she needs to go back to her old school.

there's a reason nobody likes you. how stupid do you have to be to insult the one friend that hadn't given up on you? i mean, i never really wanted to be friends with her in the first place, so maybe i'm just using this as my ticket to get rid of her. but my god, she also follows me around. she follows my friends and i around everywhere, trying so hard to hear the gossip and be one of us. we gave her the opportunity to and she messed that up, so, no, you can't be our friend. stop trying.

i'm so SICK of her following me around. she's not independent and her personality is so based upon others it's tragic. and oh my GOD she sticks her tongue out so often it's disgusting. she loves to go 😛 both in real life and through snapchat and it drives everybody nuts. get your tongue back in your mouth that's so gross why would you do that on purpose

she didn't insult me intentionally but what she said was very clearly insulting. "that boy insulted you and it was so funny hahahaha!" is what she basically told me, though obviously not in those words. you're not funny you're just terrible at interacting with people lol