TheComfortCorner | V.10

[mitski]

had bad day and barely learned anything. I suck. probably gonna get yelled at when I get home too.

everyone has days like that and it doesn't mean you suck. try to take some time for yourself, maybe do something relaxing or enjoyable before facing any potential challenges at home. you're capable of overcoming this rough patch, so don't be too hard on yourself!

[clues]

im starting college in just a few weeks. its hours away from home and i have virtually no way of coming back. once i'm there, i'm stuck until december, and the amount of anxiety that's causing me feels paralyzing. i feel trapped.

but isn't this what i've always wanted? i hate living with my family, i'm so miserable all the time, i wanted to get as far away as i could, but this place is all that i know. i genuinely don't know if i'm going to survive. i wish someone could be by my side through it all and hold my hand. and tell me it'll all be okay. everything hurts. why can't i just be excited? why do i have to be the way that i am? why did i let it get this bad?

[♥ mizu]

I'm in a complicated situation rn. My sister works at the orthodontics office I get my teeth done and my second turbo just broke off. I haven't told her because it's her wedding week. My second one just broke off like right in front of her and she didn't notice. I don't want to stress her out after she gets back from her honeymoon. I feel sooooo bad bro

[kotak]

she broke up with me (again). it’s like my world is a star and it’s losing all of its light. the pain is so incomprehensible that i almost can’t feel it anymore but i know it will be there to greet me when i’m less tired and more receptive to it and i dread it with every fiber of my being

[P0stHum4n]

I keep feeling sick nowadays for no reason. From nausea to physical pain and I don't know what it is. Also I keep having nightmares of my parents fighting. Sure they've split up now. She's manipulative and toxic but tries to be better. I think, anyway. My dad's a liar and .. others. So either way I don't feel loved or safe, in a way. But I can't escape. I miss my siblings but 4 of them never talked to me so they could protect my mom. My sister Jordan is the only one who can secretly keep contact with all of us to text me whenever I'm so sick and tired of everything.
Two of my only trustworthy friends, including a childhood one, left me after hearing every bit of my life issues, called me problematic. Now I only have her. She saved me, but now I keep up an act that I'm okay. That I'm happy, healed, that everything is good. Because I'm scared to lose her too.
I guess I don't seem to care at this point. It's numb now. :c

[DuckquackQUACK]

I'm in a complicated situation rn. My sister works at the orthodontics office I get my teeth done and my second turbo just broke off. I haven't told her because it's her wedding week. My second one just broke off like right in front of her and she didn't notice. I don't want to stress her out after she gets back from her honeymoon. I feel sooooo bad bro

Its okay, i am not aure what a turbo is but i think its like a braces thing? maybe okay but i am happy that its her wedding but if i were you id just go to a different orthodonic office thing

[azazel.]

I feel like every time i do something i do it wrong. i can never do anything right im so tired of it. im tired of messing things up all the time im tired of being scolded for literally everything i do. im tired of being like this. im so mentally ill and everything is weighing on me that every little thing just makes me snap and have a breakdown. im responsible for everything im so burnt out i can feel it in my bones. i feel so unloved lately. i feel like nothing but a punching bag for everyone else. im only remembered when its convenient. im just so tired of it all. i want to cry all the time. i want to move somewhere far away and nobody will ever remember i existed.

[LittleMaple]

I hate when I see usernames/profiles/art pieces/other forms of self expression or art or whatever and get that feeling of odd fear like??? What is the point of my brain doing that. I KNOW it isn't a dangerous or bad person!!! I have seen them be so nice!!!! Why am I scared???? :((((( like they just want to be happy and I'm scared of that????? What!!!! I wish my brain didn't create incorrect associations with things but I know she's trying to keep us safe in her own way

(This isn't directed at anyone other than myself btw LOL)

[_SmollJellyfish_]

I'm sorry to write here so much, but I'm so stressed

Tomorrow I leave for vacation, let the nightmare begin yeey
I'm fed up with this family
They even have the nerve to complain if I'm angry when it's literally their fault, don't force me and see how good I am (:
Sigh, I'm so stressed, the worst? I'm not sleeping, and when I get angry I cry, and for my family it's a sacrilege lol

[♥ mizu]

i really really really really dislike both of my parents right now. they're being absolute jerks and are so snarky, and for what? screw you both seriously. they're so freaking negative all the time i cannot stand it. i'm exhausted and so jet-lagged because i got home at like 1:30 last night and my dad has the nerve to wake me up early to use my phone when he could have EASILY used my mother's, who was awake and with him. he was the one who forgot his phone, not me, and he was so angry with me when i expressed to him that it was kind of a jerk move to wake me up right now that he banged my door. he hit it so hard it could've broken. i'm gonna go check now because i swear he must've left a mark. like it was a boom. if he'd hit drywall, it would've crushed it. sorry if this isn't coherent i'm so incredibly tired right now