by zombiedoll » Tue Jul 23, 2024 8:06 am
''WHY AM I ALWAYS THE FIRST ONE TO TEXT YOU????'' I THINK AS I SIT IN MY ROOM WAITING FOR THE CLOCK TO PASS MY TIME BY AND THOUGHTS CLUTTER, CLUTTER CLUTTER UNTIL THEY BURST OPEN AT THE SEAMS AND THE SOUND--THE SOUND OF MY THOUGHTS OVERFLOWING THE METAPHORICAL BUCKET WAS SO LOUD, ERUPTION CAUSING MY EARDRUMS TO PLEAD AND BEG AS IF A SINNER PROPPED UP ON THEIR KNEES, ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS. ----- AND SO FLOWING AND SPILT OVER ON THE FLOOR ARE THE QUESTIONS UNANSWERED IN MY SOUL LIKE INK RUNNING FREE. THE DREADFUL THOUGHT THAT REMAINS- A QUESTION IM NOT SURE IF I EVEN WANT THE ANSWER TO. WHY IS IT HAPPENING THIS WAY????????? DO YOU EVEN LIKE ME???? AM I OVERTHINKING AND LETTING THOUGHTS CLOUD MY JUDGEMENT, AM I OVEREXAGGERATING LIKE I ALWAYS DO ????? IS THIS EVEN REAL???????? DONT GET ME WRONG,............ MY HEART WHICH I GAVE YOU I DO NOT WISH FOR IT BACK AND I DO NOT CLAIM TO GIVE YOU BACK YOURZ IN EXCHANGE.............. I JUST WANT TO KNOW WITHOUT ANY EXCUSEZ......?????ARE WE COOL????? JUST TELL ME ABOUT YOUR DAY AND ILL TELL YOU ABOUT MINE......LOVE ME AN ILL LOVE YOU EVEN HARDER,,, IT DOESNT NEED TO BE AS COMPLICATED AS WE BOTH MADE IT, (WITHOUT EVEN THINKING OR GIVING ANY CONSIDERATION TO THE SITUATION WHATSOEVER.) .......... CALL ME BACK =(
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