TheComfortCorner | V.10

[♥ mizu]

im bawling this might be the worst summer everi cant do thisi hate my life she ruined everything

I am sorry, but what happened? WHho is doing ehat to you? Are you okay?!

it's okay :) i appreciate you responding haha - i think i'm ok now, i swear to gosh there's a new life-changing scenario every week for me these days and it's very stressful. i talked it over with my uncle and i think things will be ok. essentially my dad said i might have to leave my school and the "she" in my situation is my mom because she's 100% dependent on myself and my dad which is straining our situation quite a lot. things are still unstable but i.. think? i can calm down now

[_SmollJellyfish_]

It's my birthday soon, every year it's always a sad time whenever my birthday approaches
Now I've lost the desire to celebrate, and to hope for something beautiful for myself. Every year it's always the same story
I don't care about my birthday or celebrating it, for me it will be a day like any other. Yet I'm sad, because my parents are already thinking about my brother's birthday and how to celebrate it, mine hasn't even passed. They gave in to the idea that I don't like my birthday, I expect too much.
It makes me angry and even more sad,but its my fault
I know I'm selfish, there are worse parents than mine, but, mom, I know you prefer me to my brother. It's obvious, don't lie to me, come on.You have every reason in the world to be so, my brother is seriously disabled, but at the same time I feel alone and angry, especially with myself. Just because I'm normal doesn't mean I shouldn't have reassurance, that I can't suffer from anxiety, that I know how to do anything.Why did you go against me when I went to the psychologist years ago? "I already put up with psychologists for your brother years ago, don't give me any more problems." you told me something like that.
Why can only he have problems and not me? Why can't I cry? Why do I have to be insulted just for expressing my emotions?!

I have no words left even for myself, I'm tired of myself. I hate him so much, he doesn't deserve anything

I started writing down everything that happens to me, I have memory problems and not remembering certain things makes my negative thoughts worse.I'm tired of thinking so much, tired of feeling such strong emotions, tired of feeling so many things at once, I feel like I'm constantly divided in two.I feel guilty thinking this about my parents, I feel guilty for everything, but I need to vent somehow. I feel like I haven't been living for years now

[DuckquackQUACK]

i know that nobody cares about anyone these days but I just don't like it

[xXFoxfaceToastXx]

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[marinara sauce]

oh boy, my tattoo is today, in an hour and a half actually. the anticipation is killing me. 😭 i have been having second thoughts all week. it’s not that i don’t actually want it, i’m just very anxious? i don’t even know what i’m so nervous for. i get extremely anxious for the most stupid things. i am truly excited but my brain just wants to cancel, reschedule, do anything to avoid it. :,) does anyone get what i mean?? i feel like i make no sense lol. no matter how much i want it i can’t help but feel DREAD. i hope everything goes okay.

[mitski]

i just want to say that i’ve seen you respond to lots of people’s posts on this thread, including mine, and you are such a wonderful soul for doing so. thank you for being so kind :,)

aw thank you! it means a lot to me, to be able to offer support and kindness to others when i can. you are very kind as well <3

im so tired of this stupid disease. im so exhausted and can barely eat even though im hungry. havent been able to stay out of bed for more than an hour today and its my birthday. i want to cry. ill at least hopefully be able to restart my medication tomorrow, but what if i fail this one too?

i'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way on your birthday. it must be incredibly tough to deal with a disease and the uncertainty of whether a new medication will work for you. :(

remember, it's okay to feel overwhelmed and upset at times like these. just take things one step at a time and try not to put too much pressure on yourself. you are strong and resilient, and i believe in your ability to overcome any challenges that come your way. take care of yourself, rest up, and hopefully, the new medication will bring some relief soon. happy belated birthday! <3

Ok people keep telling me to "get more social" and "go see other people" do you know why i am antisocial and ignoring everyone? Because i am ignored when i want to talk. That is why i am antisocial i hate people!!!! Edit: literally nobody cares ok

it's understandable that being ignored when you want to talk can be incredibly frustrating and hurtful. feeling like nobody cares can make it difficult to open up and be social with others. if talking to people is causing more harm than good right now, maybe focusing on self-care activities or finding a supportive community online could help in the meantime. you deserve understanding and respect from those around you, even if they may not always show it in the way you'd like them to. take care of yourself first and foremost!

[DuckquackQUACK]

oh boy, my tattoo is today, in an hour and a half actually. the anticipation is killing me. 😭 i have been having second thoughts all week. it’s not that i don’t actually want it, i’m just very anxious? i don’t even know what i’m so nervous for. i get extremely anxious for the most stupid things. i am truly excited but my brain just wants to cancel, reschedule, do anything to avoid it. :,) does anyone get what i mean?? i feel like i make no sense lol. no matter how much i want it i can’t help but feel DREAD. i hope everything goes okay.

Hope you like your tattoo and your brain don't say stop! While you are getting it. Have a great day hope you like it!

[DuckquackQUACK]

i just want to say that i’ve seen you respond to lots of people’s posts on this thread, including mine, and you are such a wonderful soul for doing so. thank you for being so kind :,)

aw thank you! it means a lot to me, to be able to offer support and kindness to others when i can. you are very kind as well <3

im so tired of this stupid disease. im so exhausted and can barely eat even though im hungry. havent been able to stay out of bed for more than an hour today and its my birthday. i want to cry. ill at least hopefully be able to restart my medication tomorrow, but what if i fail this one too?

i'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way on your birthday. it must be incredibly tough to deal with a disease and the uncertainty of whether a new medication will work for you.

remember, it's okay to feel overwhelmed and upset at times like these. just take things one step at a time and try not to put too much pressure on yourself. you are strong and resilient, and i believe in your ability to overcome any challenges that come your way. take care of yourself, rest up, and hopefully, the new medication will bring some relief soon. happy belated birthday! <3

Ok people keep telling me to "get more social" and "go see other people" do you know why i am antisocial and ignoring everyone? Because i am ignored when i want to talk. That is why i am antisocial i hate people!!!! Edit: literally nobody cares ok

it's understandable that being ignored when you want to talk can be incredibly frustrating and hurtful. feeling like nobody cares can make it difficult to open up and be social with others. if talking to people is causing more harm than good right now, maybe focusing on self-care activities or finding a supportive community online could help in the meantime. you deserve understanding and respect from those around you, even if they may not always show it in the way you'd like them to. take care of yourself first and foremost!

Thank you i needed this 🥲

[mitski]

oh boy, my tattoo is today, in an hour and a half actually. the anticipation is killing me. 😭 i have been having second thoughts all week. it’s not that i don’t actually want it, i’m just very anxious? i don’t even know what i’m so nervous for. i get extremely anxious for the most stupid things. i am truly excited but my brain just wants to cancel, reschedule, do anything to avoid it. :,) does anyone get what i mean?? i feel like i make no sense lol. no matter how much i want it i can’t help but feel DREAD. i hope everything goes okay.

i know EXACTLY what you're talking about. it's like when you get in line for a super cool ride at an amusement park and you're really excited to go on but the entire time you're standing in that line, there's just this feeling of mass dread. i believe this is actually what's called anticipation anxiety? or nervous anticipation?

i'm covered in tattoos, and it happens to me before every appointment. my stomach even gets upset at times.

i hope everything goes okay though! and i'm sure you'll walk out with a sick tattoo. you got this - good luck!

[shinx.]

just feel horribly alone and sad lol :')